I'm glad I'm forgetting you
My heart was breaking way too much
It's funny though
Because I was the one that handed it to you
What was it that made me hate you?
The time you didn't spend on me?
The words you didn't say to me?
The things you didn't give me?
Or was it when I saw you give all that to someone else.
You made me feel special at first
but then you changed
And I thought it was my fault
That maybe I did something different
Maybe I did something wrong
But No
I was always there for you
Even when you weren't for me
Even when you left my bed feeling warm
but left to warm someone else's
I want to forgive you
It is not in my nature to hate
But I realized in order to heal
I think I need to break
May 25, 2023
May 25, 2023 at 6:48 AM UTC
i have a lover
i have an unrequited love
i have a friend who i can talk to at night
it is the same person
i have known him for years now
i am sure he is still in love with his past love
i wonder if the only reason he talks to me at night is because he works the night shift
Apr 29, 2023
Apr 29, 2023 at 6:19 AM UTC
dear best friend,
why dont your eyes look at me the same
i dont know if i love it
or hate it.
ever since our lips met
you've been distant
no longer my best friend
but
something more.
dont know if i love it
or hate it
Oct 21, 2022
Oct 21, 2022 at 4:50 AM UTC
we all lose things
and people too
we have a timer
ticking furiously
angrily
take me back
peacefully
lovingly
i wish for eternity
although eternity can be cruel
at least you
will be
here
.
Sep 23, 2020
Sep 23, 2020 at 6:02 PM UTC
Have you ever gotten existential
Hit with the realization
That you are going to die
And you don't know when
Or how
But that it's inevitable
With the feeling that
you don't really matter
You are just passing by
Entertaining others
Not really changing anything
No impact
And that you
Have no idea
That there is an afterlife
You believe ofcourse
But there is no guarantee
But if there is
Even that is scary
If there is
How will it be
Is it really how your grandpa told
Like the bible tells
Like your dreams
But eternal life is scary
Eternal life in
Heaven
And in
Hell
Dec 13, 2018
Dec 13, 2018 at 6:39 AM UTC
I want to fall
So bad
To run
And trip
To crash
And burn
I want to hurt
To feel
Pain
A reason for it
The air is
Thin
Can't take too much
It hurts
But why?
No reason at all
Dec 13, 2018
Dec 13, 2018 at 1:26 AM UTC
Im sitting
In the dark
Waiting
What am I waiting for?
A call
From who?
Anyone
At this point, does it really matter?
Does it?
Yes
Because I'm waiting for a call
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 9:36 PM UTC
I know
You care about me
10 more people do
Yet I can't get rid
Of this feeling
Of doom
I know
I have you
10 more people too
Yet I can't find a person
To talk to
late at night
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 8:34 AM UTC