i think of you at night
or when a new crush comes into my life
i think of your smile shining bright
you always wanted to escape and explore wildlife
you eyes pierce through me
locking me in a gaze
you are so carefree
but loving you is like trying to figure out how to escape a maze
you said i love you
and maybe that was a mistake
because you didn’t mean it
and now my heart aches
i know there are plenty of fish in the sea
but i can’t help but wonder what we could be
Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 12:11 AM UTC
I wish I had a hobby or passion
Something like painting or singing
But no my hobby is staring in the mirror
Crying at my reflection and scarring
Aug 22, 2016
Aug 22, 2016 at 6:07 PM UTC
Dancing in the mist,
Cotton candy fills the sky,
Waterfalls filling my ears,
Then the dancing stops,
Cotton candy turns into a dark sky,
Waterfalls stop flowing,
And the loneliness and thoughts flow inside me.
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 8:20 PM UTC
I can’t recall the last time someone asked me if I was ok. Correction: My bad, I do, but that one person who asked me everyday doesn’t talk to me anymore.
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 1:55 AM UTC
I told you I liked you and we kissed,
Two days later you said everything is awkward,
Then one week goes by and you said you regret saying that,
We dated for a month,
Physical things escalated,
Then one week later you broke up with me because you wanted to be friends,
I'm not giving you anymore chances.
Oct 24, 2015
Oct 24, 2015 at 11:22 AM UTC
You told me to write letters to you,
If I did I wouldn't know what to say correctly,
I couldn't say I miss you,
You're on my mind,
I love you,
If I said those things you would stop talking to me,
I don't want you to stop because talking to you makes my day.
Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 9:43 AM UTC
You went to camp,
A great time to focus on other people,
I got over you,
Then I had a dream of you,
You said you missed me,
Now I'm at stage one.
Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 9:39 AM UTC
We were in the car,
I tilted my head back,
Looking out the window to see stars,
You looked at me then did the same,
You made me feel sane.
Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 7:08 PM UTC
You were cleaning my room,
You went through my dresser,
Found my journal,
Read the first page and stopped
Because it was too depressing,
Invasion of my privacy.
Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 3:20 PM UTC
I got away to a different life,
Drink away the pain,
Tripping over nothing,
Kissing someone else to get away,
But I didn't realize that I love you.
Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 11:32 AM UTC