Air full of change, seasons
of life pass and vanish
forever. hide away, dont
let emotion take you over.
then it's all there.
pride, pain, power,
pending potential.
it braids inside.
ready?
Sep 3, 2012
Sep 3, 2012 at 11:07 PM UTC
we're so close now i can feel
a wave every time you move.
not touching.
the girl is sitting on the boy's lap
he's holding her waist, legs twined.
but shes not me.
sitting next to you, ur knees,
we touch, then jump apart.
we never used to.
super cute drunk girl skipping,
**** boy being the man.
i'm busy playing mother hen.
our faces inches apart, smiles,
not important, eyes say all.
breathing as one.
i'm the one who told the boy
how to get the one girl he wanted.
whats wrong with me?
a joke only we understand,
a converstion we can remember.
what happened to us?
oh. i did this.
i fell for the boy,
i gained her friendship.
i made a decision to wait,
to not go for what i wanted.
for you.
i became your friend, explained
how to date my best girlfriend.
i ended possibilities.
and told you because i'm dumb.
ruining any chance of protecting
what we did have.
i dont hate the girl, she has
nothing to apologize for.
neither does he.
its not their fault i'm in love.
Sep 3, 2012
Sep 3, 2012 at 10:48 PM UTC
an automatic response, an unimagined answer.
is that really what I want?
true love would be nice.
someone to hold hands with,
to share uncensored passion with.
I didn’t answer that.
the right job would suffice.
a feeling of being needed,
bankruptcy not needed.
I didn’t answer that.
I told her I wanted to
get away
from here.
She wanted to know
where
but I didn’t know,
didn’t care.
only far
far
from home
But more,
to find a Place where
i belong.
the words flew from my mind,
evading my brain,
involving my mouth.
Feb 14, 2011
Feb 14, 2011 at 12:24 PM UTC
the man looked up high,
his gorgeous angel long gone.
how can he ever be fine?
Jan 30, 2011
Jan 30, 2011 at 7:47 AM UTC
when the wind blows, my love
for you doesnt go far away.
my heart beat patters, such
a short time left now. i
can feel nothing but i feel
your hand on my face. to
shed all this would be
worth it, i'd go through
the pain again. to lose
you, never to be seen
again would have caused
my heart to stop without
a single shot in my body.
we're over now because we
have to be. i'm gone.
Jan 30, 2011
Jan 30, 2011 at 7:35 AM UTC
feeling the breeze touch your skin,
the melage of the warm air.
touching cold tile,
noticing the ware.
delving into Earth's dirt,
having safety offered.
running through the glorious grass,
being touched again and again.
stepping on a sharp glass piece,
loving the realese given.
walking accross road,
pebbles poking through.
realizing what's in you
is what's in all of us.
for once being a part of something
without dehumanization.
humans aren't what this is about,
we don't even understand.
Jan 30, 2011
Jan 30, 2011 at 7:27 AM UTC
So much warmth in such a cold place.
A Blanket would be nice, but a coat will
Suffice. So few Blankets are found in a
Schoolyard. The cold concrete is, though,
Better than the snow.
The Shelter under the tree
Here will protect from the falling snow, the
Three walls from the World around.
Eerie silence fills the wind, such a contrast
To the chaos of life, the chaos
Of inside.
A place to be alone, just me and the
Tree. Oh look! Another is here to grow
With us today. Barely Inside the snow,
Almost Below, a little green leaf,
Speckled Like those of its kind
Who died a Month ago.
A bell rings, look around and breathe
The cold tree smell in deep. I’ll see you again,
My tree, when I come back another day.
Jan 29, 2011
Jan 29, 2011 at 1:50 PM UTC