Zoning out,
with indie music dancing in the air,
sitting alone on a couch,
my mind can't help but stray towards you.
I wonder what you are doing,
and if you ever remember me,
for my head is clogged of thoughts containing,
only you.
I'm brought back to your driveway,
90' degrees of sun beaming down on our faces,
starting to sweat but I can't let go,
saying good-bye always brings a tear to my eye.
I can still feel your strong, tight arms,
forcing pressure and intense emotion into my body,
enforcing me that you want only me...
those are the best hugs.
Then I get the thought to write my heart out,
but it's overwhelming me,
hearts pumping rapidly now,
and Im filled with so much love.
I can't wait to let it all out,
share our happiness together,
push our egos aside,
so our souls can become one.
-Kayla Cory to my love Gabriel Velasquez <3
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 10:17 PM UTC
United pairs, fall apart, with a broken heart.
can't they see, it just wasn't meant to be.
Everynight they lay in dark, thinking 'bout,
how there life turned upside down.
Wondering if they'll ever make it throgh.
Knowing that, its just to good to be true.
Till the time comes, when the world reminds them.
Can't you see, your love is a travesty.
But then you remind me, of the good times that we shared.
Can't we be, forever eternity.
Like two locks with one key.
it doesnt have to be;
Every hearts tragedy.
Talking through, there issues, is hard enough.
But looking at, eachothers eyes, they see a great surprise.
Asking why, there love divides, everytime.
Tryin' find, there love inside, it seems to want to hide.
Remembering all that they have been through.
Hopeing that, they can move on too.
Till the time comes, when they feel it inside them.
Can't you see, your love is a travesty.
But then you remind me, of the good times that we shared.
Can't we be, forever eternity.
Like two locks with one key.
It doesnt have to be,
Every hearts tragedy.
Now we see, they come alive, no more fights.
Hold the lies, share their minds, happiness collides.
And now we know that love will find a way.
Until another every hearts tragedy.
Apr 18, 2012
Apr 18, 2012 at 11:35 PM UTC
Dont wait up for me
I have a life you see
And if you cared at all
Then why'd you let me fall?
Now you're just in my past
I knew you'd never last
Don't even think to call
Cause I don't want you at all
You build me up
Just to push me down again
And everytime, I fall for it
And I want you to know
That I am so over you
So get out of my face
Or I'll put you in your place
You tell me what to do
You tell me how to feel
Faking a smile on my face
Because i'm not allowed to be real
Calling me a disgrace
Making me act a certain way
Making me do what you say
You don't let me dress the way I like
leaving me hiding every expression in site
There will come a day
When the world turns around
And you'll be paying for it
My God you'll be paying for it
Apr 18, 2012
Apr 18, 2012 at 11:28 PM UTC
It will never go away.
The feelings I have for you.
Other loves have past,
even though I said they'd last.
What is the difference now?
Oh there's a difference now.
You are on my mind,
every sleeping and waking second.
I cry when we don't talk for a day.
You lighten up my life,
with a joke that makes me laugh...
Gazing into each others eyes,
wont you stay awhile?
I don't want anybody but you.
You make all my dreams possible,
if only I could share them with you.
I want to make memories with you.
Babe, don't you know how I love you.
No matter the distance,
won't make a difference,
cause I will always be there for you.
So, dont you forget,
all the promises made.
I will never find another like you.
I can be your true love too...
The touch of your lips,
makes it all worth while.
*** you complete my heart,
just with a stroke of your hand upon my smile.
Apr 18, 2012
Apr 18, 2012 at 11:12 PM UTC
When spring time is here
I have the best spirit
The sun is always out but its never hot
Its actually quit chilly
Until the afternoon, you can feel the warmth on your skin
Theres a fresh feeling in the air
Crispy, wet, cut, perfect green grass
Stillness around you
But so many noises farther in the distance
Birds cherping in the nearest tree
Bugs just waking up in the plants
Sitting under a shady tree
With beautiful colors
And the sun shinning through the leaves
Flowers blooming ever so slightly
Nature is so calming
Lets you think clearly for a moment
Without the busling of everyday duties
This scenary gives everything life and meaning
Although the perfectly lined bench tables
All untouched
Wont embrace this serenity and appreciation
Once people fill within it
Without people, the earth would be a more
Magnificant place
Apr 18, 2012
Apr 18, 2012 at 10:56 PM UTC
I must confess,
that my past is a mess.
I try to move on,
but what I did was so wrong,
I just can't fight it.
I learn to forgive myself,
say that i'm someone else,
but the guilt keeps appearing.
Why can't I move on?
Because I've lost so much along the way.
I'm a different person now.
Maybe it's best this way,
and I hope you know that.
Apr 18, 2012
Apr 18, 2012 at 10:43 PM UTC
I confess...
I like the pain of bruises.
The multi-color on my body.
The random spots that appear.
I like pushing on them.
Feeling an ache on my skin,
to distract me from other emotional pain.
Seeing these bruises,
makes me feel strong,
when I know I am truly weak.
Apr 18, 2012
Apr 18, 2012 at 10:40 PM UTC
My mind wanders
As I sit here alone
Yet everyone around me
Is whispering, "go home."
But where is my home?
Possibly my mind
When I've lost all hope
The chance of a lifetime.
But please let me stay
When my home is not shown
Because I can't complain
If my mind wanders alone.
Apr 18, 2012
Apr 18, 2012 at 10:35 PM UTC
Blood drips as I lay.
Hopeing I could say, "I'm sorry."
Drained from pain,
adrenaline in my vein,
spilling on the floor.
The end is near,
i'm not scared here,
because i'm just worthless...
Apr 18, 2012
Apr 18, 2012 at 10:30 PM UTC
As I sit here alone I can hear the drops of the rain.
See the world in so much pain,
I wonder why we are crying.
The dark clouds over powering the sun.
Everyone thinking that it's just for fun,
well they've been mistaken.
Lightning and thunder fighting back and forth.
Yelling at eachother.
How can they hear my feelings?
Does the earth rain cause it's thirsty or cause it was hurt?
Does the rain ever really stop?
Or just cry somewhere else?
I watch the drops run down my window pane.
Trying to get away from its misery.
But soon it will all dry up.
You'll never even know what it felt.
Apr 18, 2012
Apr 18, 2012 at 10:11 PM UTC