What is going on with the world today?
We all love, we all hate,
we all can't get up the next day.
What's your deal? Where have you been?
Is that really where you should have been?are you wanting to exist?
Is everything a smoke and mirrors shade of life?
Kick my *** if you please. Just know it won't be at ease.
Isnt this great... We all love and hate..
And all speculate.
We just want to live and live great.
Oh wait..
We all just hate
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 6:33 AM UTC
When did everything get so lame?
Fighting for a name ?
we are all human.
We all ****
we all have victories.
We all have low points...
Why judge?
Why disgrace?
Nothing is set in stone.
Why expect a throne.?
Dreams lost.
No more thoughts.
Goodnight . Sleep tight
Don't let those crazy thoughts bite.
Dec 18, 2019
Dec 18, 2019 at 2:47 AM UTC
Every night goes by and I wonder.
So scared by what I don't know.
Taking steps I never knew I would have to take.
My life is ******* by a thought I didn't make.
Time is lost in something I didn't take.
But it was taken from me and now I'm trying to move on
Live life in a different light.
Nothing has worked.
I'm still so stuck.
Yet have a life to bring up
I'm *******
I need to grow up.
I need to move on.
I hope if my eyes ever lie on him I will know.
But for now it's all a big no.
Seize the day and move on.
That's my next big show.
Jun 30, 2018
Jun 30, 2018 at 1:40 AM UTC
Life goes one way .
Than another.
My life ***** but now I'm a mother.
It all is so lame. What's right what is wrong.
Can't get out.
Can't be who I should be....
Don't know what path to follow.
Taking one step at a time.
But time is against me.
It goes so fast .
Yet so slow.
I can't get on my feet .
I can't get started .
The world is so against me.
But I'm not gonna stop.
My time is now.
Having nothing will give me a step.
And no one will expect anything.
One day my sush thoughts will become true
Til then I'm as useless as all of you.
Jun 24, 2018
Jun 24, 2018 at 4:32 AM UTC
it's funny how much the last few/6 years teach you what went wrong. How your reactions have made the last few years happen. And being in certain places and with certain people. It has made your life.
Life is a crazy thing.
I know I **** at it ,and have much room to grow. But life is a gift
With all this world has created, we only see bills and making happiness for every wrong reason.
We love life . We hate life. We wish we were anywhere but here.
Where does it end?
We never have enough.
We get stuck.
We put ourselves down.
We get stuck.
No more growing.
We love attention
And addictions.
And everything that's the worst.
When will we grow up.
When will we go with a gut instinct of what's right and wrong.
When will we have guts???
Love the world.
Love you.
And grow.
May 24, 2018
May 24, 2018 at 1:23 AM UTC
Dreams bounce and come back .
Nothing has stopped except your lack.
Lack of faith. Lack of hope.
You get one Grace of love
Even got a jump.
You can do this.
You do have faith.
You do have what it takes.
To be a mother
No matter what they say
No matter the doubt you believe.
You have what it takes
To be a mother.
Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 5:49 AM UTC
Falling asleep as i drown in sorrow.
Secretly wide awake trying to breathe a steady breath.
Confusion ensues as i start to dream.
As i am watching a play.
One with no plot, or real story.
Just random carousels spinning around and around.
Bouncing up and down as one follows another
It finally ends and suddenly its tomorrow.
Everyone scatters and i sit alone.
While this play starts over and over.
Time goes by.
An hour. A day. A month. a year.
Here we go again. Theatre fills up and im not the only one again.
They cheer as it ends and leave again.
I however just sit and stare.
Finally open my eyes 8 hrs later.
Even tho it felt like years.
I join the world as they did to me in my dream.
Working, eating,living.
I however
just sit and stare.
Jan 24, 2017
Jan 24, 2017 at 4:14 AM UTC
Everyone gets ****** into sadness and so much lameness. Never thinking they are good enough. Never thinking they are worth anything.. Never knowing where to go. What to do.
All I have to say is I really hope no one thinks they are the only ones. Everyone is suckin at life. And if they aren't now, ( that you can see) they have before.
Or they still think they do. All you got is this life.
No one knows if the choice they make is right. Or if the next step will be the best one.
Everyone at least semi wishes they hadn't made some mistake in the past.
Or wished the past was different.
But. Who wants to live there? In the past that was the worst?
Today is a new day. And guess what so is tomorrow.
No more looking back. No more dwelling on what could of been. Let's all move on. And realize we are never alone. Can't we?
Rant done.
Mar 21, 2016
Mar 21, 2016 at 1:46 AM UTC
IVE STOPPED.
Stopped wishing.
Stopped praying.
Stopped believing.
At least i thought i did.
Truth is, i dont know what i did.
I still wish.
I still pray.
still believe and still DREAM.
Been broken and then more with a torn heart.
Lookin at a mirror, like vanity was suppose to take it from here.
but no.
I have a free mind.
Free to dream.
to believe.
and have faith in ME.
in the end we all doubt ourselves.
and then we realize there is no one else to compare to.
live our lives. thats what we can do.
kiss *** if you want to.
look in a mirror and believe it is you.
and know nothing will happen unless you have faith in you.
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 2:02 AM UTC
Time to sleep.
But man.
Thoughts go thru my mind.
Crazy of what I want.
Crazy of what they want.
Mixed emotions.
Living as much as I can.
Never as much as I could.
But stuck. Stuck in a place I always was.
Yet here happy and thats a plus.
Ill move on cuz thats the next step.
I just avoid being open..
Here I am. Wanting to know the answer to everything. Wishing I could help everyone.
Sadly im stuck in a world where I cant help myself. And no one can help themselves.
And oddly that makes me not feel alone.
Moving on to what really counts.
Everyday **** happens.
Mind over matter.
And we can all live thru the hassle.
We can all do what we want.
And move on.
Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 8:11 AM UTC