katiestenner1025 - Hello Poetry

im over you but ill never get over past me past me that thought you loved me too past me that thought there was still hope past me that felt joy every time I saw a text past me that felt loved when you helped me and then past me that couldn’t, no matter what, figure out what was wrong with me, where I could’ve gone wrong why you can’t just love me too. past me that couldn’t, no matter what, get you off my mind even when someone new was treating me like I deserved. past me that lost friends because of you past me that lost confidence because of you past me that lost myself because of you I am over you. I am glad you’re gone. but still, I mourn for that version of myself that I had before you took it from me.

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3d ago

May 30, 2026 at 11:45 PM UTC

katiestenner1025

me from the past

im over you but ill never get over past me past me that thought you loved me too past me that thought there was still hope past me that felt joy every time I saw a text past me that felt loved when you helped me and then past me that couldn’t, no matter what, figure out what was wrong with me, where I could’ve gone wrong why you can’t just love me too. past me that couldn’t, no matter what, get you off my mind even when someone new was treating me like I deserved. past me that lost friends because of you past me that lost confidence because of you past me that lost myself because of you I am over you. I am glad you’re gone. but still, I mourn for that version of myself that I had before you took it from me.

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and it’s like all of a sudden I really realized how much time I wasted

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May 25

May 25, 2026 at 12:12 PM UTC

katiestenner1025

wasted

and it’s like all of a sudden I really realized how much time I wasted

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the day I lost you time stopped completely frozen no movement then a whole day happened time stopped but you aren’t gone you can’t be gone this is a dream and I am going to wake up soon you are still here and I am still in the moment I ‘lost’ you nothing has changed but then the next day happens the next day happens but it doesn’t feel like it time stopped but I realize you’re gone how could you be gone I don’t understand why you would do this I don’t understand why you would take your pain away and put it on to us selfish. and then the next day comes time stopped and I am still in the moment I lost you. what if I just called you that night what if I came over what if I told you I love you one last time another day passes by another time again why does time keep moving it feels like everyone has just moved on but I am still in the moment I lost you where time stopped forever I am so sorry I just wish you were here I can’t get out of bed, the spot where you were once with me I can’t do this I am stuck in an endless loop of the time I found out you left earth and after all the days pass by, I find a new week time stopped that day a part of me stopped. but I realize that time must go on even though your time stopped the earth does not stop for you I miss you but I know you were hurting and I can’t wait to see you again one day I am still in the moment I lost you but everything has changed goodbye.

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Mar 14

Mar 14, 2026 at 8:54 PM UTC

katiestenner1025

time stopped.

the day I lost you time stopped completely frozen no movement then a whole day happened time stopped but you aren’t gone you can’t be gone this is a dream and I am going to wake up soon you are still here and I am still in the moment I ‘lost’ you nothing has changed but then the next day happens the next day happens but it doesn’t feel like it time stopped but I realize you’re gone how could you be gone I don’t understand why you would do this I don’t understand why you would take your pain away and put it on to us selfish. and then the next day comes time stopped and I am still in the moment I lost you. what if I just called you that night what if I came over what if I told you I love you one last time another day passes by another time again why does time keep moving it feels like everyone has just moved on but I am still in the moment I lost you where time stopped forever I am so sorry I just wish you were here I can’t get out of bed, the spot where you were once with me I can’t do this I am stuck in an endless loop of the time I found out you left earth and after all the days pass by, I find a new week time stopped that day a part of me stopped. but I realize that time must go on even though your time stopped the earth does not stop for you I miss you but I know you were hurting and I can’t wait to see you again one day I am still in the moment I lost you but everything has changed goodbye.

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If we’re going to this ocean, Do not promise you will keep me afloat. There is no hand that can pull me above this place. You will pray, You will scream at the sky, And the eye above, Will watch Silently. You will cry And your tears Will freeze the waters As I’m lost forever.

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katiestenner1025

Dec 28, 2025

Dec 28, 2025 at 2:42 PM UTC

AbbottJHardison

Mindscape |

If we’re going to this ocean, Do not promise you will keep me afloat. There is no hand that can pull me above this place. You will pray, You will scream at the sky, And the eye above, Will watch Silently. You will cry And your tears Will freeze the waters As I’m lost forever.

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what is beauty? is it the size of one’s body the shine of one’s hair the whites of one’s teeth? what is beauty? is it the sound of one’s laugh the love that one radiates the gleam in one’s soul? i don’t know, but i do know i can find it in everyone else but me.

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Dec 20, 2025

Dec 20, 2025 at 10:25 PM UTC

katiestenner1025

beauty

what is beauty? is it the size of one’s body the shine of one’s hair the whites of one’s teeth? what is beauty? is it the sound of one’s laugh the love that one radiates the gleam in one’s soul? i don’t know, but i do know i can find it in everyone else but me.

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words upon words they’re just words words that strike feelings feelings that I can’t explain explain in words notes upon notes they’re just notes notes that strike feelings feelings that I can explain explain in notes music is a language that can so perfectly illustrate the things words can’t say

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Dec 20, 2025

Dec 20, 2025 at 10:06 PM UTC

katiestenner1025

words and notes

words upon words they’re just words words that strike feelings feelings that I can’t explain explain in words notes upon notes they’re just notes notes that strike feelings feelings that I can explain explain in notes music is a language that can so perfectly illustrate the things words can’t say

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In a perfect world, I stopped taking shots at people I didn’t really need And spent my time looking for “The one” But still This world Is pretty fun Day will come And I will see the sun

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katiestenner1025

Dec 20, 2025

Dec 20, 2025 at 9:04 PM UTC

AbbottJHardison

🖼️

In a perfect world, I stopped taking shots at people I didn’t really need And spent my time looking for “The one” But still This world Is pretty fun Day will come And I will see the sun

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katiestenner1025

Nov 19, 2025

Nov 19, 2025 at 8:23 PM UTC

you dug the knife into my heart even when i thought i could trust you. i begged i pleaded i cried for you to stop stabbing me but the only way to make you stop was to smile and agree and after this hurt after i was dying because you dug the knife into the part of my heart that hurts most i apologized for the blood that i spilled on your shirt

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Nov 11, 2025

Nov 11, 2025 at 3:45 PM UTC

katiestenner1025

ouch

you dug the knife into my heart even when i thought i could trust you. i begged i pleaded i cried for you to stop stabbing me but the only way to make you stop was to smile and agree and after this hurt after i was dying because you dug the knife into the part of my heart that hurts most i apologized for the blood that i spilled on your shirt

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you asked me what’s wrong for the first time in a while i felt like someone finally cared. that feeling was followed by the familiar drop in my stomach after i read your response to the contents of my heart spilled all over the screen. ‘ok’

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Nov 11, 2025

Nov 11, 2025 at 3:41 PM UTC

katiestenner1025

ok

you asked me what’s wrong for the first time in a while i felt like someone finally cared. that feeling was followed by the familiar drop in my stomach after i read your response to the contents of my heart spilled all over the screen. ‘ok’

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