My love was an oasis
Her love was a desert
And I became hidden
In her never ending ego
Until she told told me no
That I needed to go
But I was lost
I wanted her friendship
But at what cost
My watery eyes
Her sand paper skin
Scratching away at me
Forever buried in the heat
The sun glaring down on me
Until I evaporated
Feb 4, 2016
Feb 4, 2016 at 10:00 PM UTC
My blue eyes once held the sky
But now it only holds the sea
Tears raining down from the heavens
Crashing onto the world like waves
But it hasn't rained in years
Because I'm lost in a sea of emotions
And I'm so out of control that
I can't feel anything anymore
My cataracts hide my emotions like clouds
Because my eyes were once the sky
And they can't get over the fact that they aren't the sky anymore
So they're stuck on the horizon
Never being the sky
Never being the sea
Forever in between
My blue eyes
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 5:51 PM UTC
Feelings are a mess
And that is okay I guess
Because I am too
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 5:27 PM UTC
Just like a chalk board wipes away words
I wipe emotion off my face
So nobody can ever tell
I felt anything in the first place
Jan 31, 2015
Jan 31, 2015 at 4:16 PM UTC
I wonder
About that number
During the summer
The twenty first day
When the sky isn't grey
And the sun will be on display
To those who wish to look upon it
They all have to admit
That nobody really is a misfit
Because like the planets and stars
We all have been carved
And in our own way marked
Everyone is unique
So you should not feel the need
To rudely critique
Those who are different
Have their own talent
And are not transparent
Dec 19, 2014
Dec 19, 2014 at 1:02 PM UTC
I am going mad
But don't you dare feel sad
I don't want your pity
This isn't a "feel better committee"
I laugh at everything
And all I hear is ringing
ringing ringing ringing
Of the doorbell in my mind
Someone must be trying to get inside!
Not once have I let someone in
Do you think it could be an assassin?
Maybe this person is trying to make me sane
Well their efforts are obviously in vain
Once you are gone you can never come back
Peace of mind is what I am lacking
lacking lacking lacking
All the friends I could of had
They're not like me, they are not mad
Dec 15, 2014
Dec 15, 2014 at 5:51 PM UTC
Black sky
Bright lights
It's all I see at the moment
The time when everything I love dies
Is still not the time I will cry
To see those lights fade away
And to see that nobody stays
Is so painful and all too wonderful to know that I was right
Because now I know why I will cry
The reason is that they all lied
So now that I know what is true
I will go on without you
I've been hurt so many times in my life
So the hurt I feel is nothing now
It is just like how you will soon turn out
Dec 15, 2014
Dec 15, 2014 at 11:59 AM UTC
Even with my iron grip
You seem to always slip
Through my fingertips
If I still held on
Maybe you wouldn't be gone
So we could look at the fauns
They're so strange
But they shouldn't change
Because life is like a train
It keeps moving
Sometimes it can be confusing
You don't know the path it's choosing
And that's alright
Because you're by my side
And in each other we can confide
But those were the old days
When life was a daze
And we sent each other a loving gaze
Now when I see you
It's like being in an interview
'Cause I can only say certain things- like ordering off a menu
I still love you, friend
I have no more words towards you to send
So I guess this relationship will, like always, end
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 11:19 PM UTC
Give me a break
Before I make a mistake
It will ruin your world
Which I somehow am a part of
Sing me a song
Before my last breath is gone
I don't want to be alone
It's such a frightening feeling
We will all fade
And today is my day
I've memorized your footsteps
Just like I've memorized the cob webs
You know, the ones forming in my heart
They're spreading through my body
Won't be long until they consume me
I have lost hope of becoming free
What's the point of living if we will all die
"Being happy is what matters" they say
How am I supposed to stay happily awake
When I can't even get a break
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 2:25 PM UTC
Colors are seasons
Seasons are people because
They will always change
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 1:21 PM UTC