im sorry i lived
and continue on living
with screws to hold me
Jun 17, 2017
Jun 17, 2017 at 1:41 AM UTC
i can take pictures of the sunset again
i can ****** up a moment and hoard it as a memory
i can die
i want to
i want to
when will the sunset end
moments are forever when your eyes have gone
to glass in your head
my head hurts and the pills didn't make me sleep
i can't wait for this sunset to ******* end
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 4:31 PM UTC
nothing is must be are is when nothing
but nothing is felt and seen and touched
and felt and tasted and by ******* god
touched
with things that cling
and bear down on skin like teeth
and gum and jaw and little things
that **** through skin and let you know
they're listening and
touched and felt and
******* seen
Oct 29, 2015
Oct 29, 2015 at 12:21 AM UTC
i do not only grow
up
i grow out and around and
over myself like a ****
i grow in ways that contort
and confuse and construe.
i do not only grow
up.
i grow in ways that begged to be pruned
and i grow downwards into the below.
i grow set and seated and still.
i do not only grow
up.
i grow and grow and grow
and i can't tell if ive grown any taller
but i think that is ok.
they have trimmed me and stemmed me
and tried to pull me from my place.
but that is ok.
i do not only grow
up.
Sep 11, 2015
Sep 11, 2015 at 1:38 AM UTC
what do you do when the light at the end of the tunnel is there ?
i always tell me to get there but never what
to do when im standing in it ?
what do you do when it's too bright to see ?
when my pupils burn and strain and stretch like skin ?
what do i do with all this light ?
and the tunnel left behind me ?
Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 2:12 AM UTC
flecks in my ***** that look like pine needles
ever mean ever green ever
pouring out of me
Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 2:08 AM UTC
i hope you keep hurting
but that hope
means I have to
too
Aug 28, 2015
Aug 28, 2015 at 3:59 AM UTC
you told
me
i was handsome and i said
thank you
for lying.
you were so kind
and so bright
Aug 19, 2015
Aug 19, 2015 at 3:44 AM UTC
sleeping means tomorrow
and i can't let that happen.
somehow i will master time.
somehow I will live in the inbetween
somehow this cigarette will last
forever
Aug 19, 2015
Aug 19, 2015 at 3:43 AM UTC