*A fight with my biggest demon,
Addiction,
Its consumes me, mind, body,
And soul,
A fight within my self,
That only seems to subsume with the demon its self,
Only to cause doom,
Pain,
And shame,
From outer to inner,
And flesh to bone,
It takes over me,
And swallows me whole,
A battle to fight,
For the rest of my life.*
Feb 8, 2013
Feb 8, 2013 at 2:09 PM UTC
*Cant you see?
What your doing to me,
My emotions are a wreck,
And my heart hangs on a thread,
I'm here for you,
Are you here for me ?
Will you level our ground?
And not let me drown?
I'm off the Richter scale,
Where are you to pull me down?
Its not just about you,
Its about me too,
I love you,
And i know you do too,
but...
Send me back to the fortress,
Where your heart is an open book,
Where words poor out,
And i know you love me,
I may be naive ,
But your love is what i seek,
My ship is about to sail,
Please tell me you wont fail,
This is what i need,
Is that to much to see?*
Feb 8, 2013
Feb 8, 2013 at 2:00 PM UTC
*Lost trains, cold souls,
Corona of love,
And hitchers unknown,
Distorted walls,
Selfless strife,
Regrets in a whorl-hole,
Pain reflects off life,
Like shadows against the walls,
Fear blankets an eternity of misery,
Emotions and tensions running high,
My future painted as if a canvas,
Loneliness for ever more,
On the cusp of lay down and die,
What of this life?
But a plaything,
For my demons to carry on,
To be trapped with in my self pity cries,
Lost life, lonely souls,
Corona of defense,
And hitchers well known.*
Feb 7, 2013
Feb 7, 2013 at 9:47 AM UTC
*Two worlds collide and intertwine,
From strangers to best friends,
From lover's to parent's,
And soul mate's to enemies.
Walking away from us being one,
To leaving the past behind,
Forgetting each others true fate,
Leaving an uneasy empty space.
Living two separate lives,
Struggling to find comfort of love within others,
Failed attempts with every try,
Life of love misfortunes,
Sore heart-ed, hollow feelings,
Lost love of true fate.
Recollections, old memories,
Our love's withered gates,
No longer closed shut,
Emotions rushing ashore,
Floods of loneliness no more.
We rekindle our love,
Sparks fly and our hollow holes mend as one,
In each others arms,
Our souls become once again intertwined,
Strangers no more left ashore,
Grounded as one as we were before,
For fate's intent once more.*
Feb 6, 2013
Feb 6, 2013 at 8:34 PM UTC