
The land is green,
And the water, blue.
Let us remove the solves,
Beneath sheltered feet.
Trekking through these colors,
Bare-foot.
Lapping waves wash out,
Con-caved imprints of adventure
From feet grazing the sand.
Photographs spark,
An array of mental depictions
With first hand sights.
Flashing activity, inside the mind,
Multiple memories,
Recollected in due time.
Words do not describe,
What a photograph provides
But a photograph does not suffice,
The memories which last a lifetime.
May 29, 2012
May 29, 2012 at 9:30 AM UTC
Hands tick to tock
Minutes slip and slide
Time painfully dies
Poisoned off clocks
Faces familiar and new
Enclose caps and gowns
Grouped up in two
Sprinting the home stretch
Turns of tassels
One voice shouts
Before hundreds of caps
Flying off small heads
Tangs of bitter
Smiles of sweet
Here comes goodbye
One journey complete
May 29, 2012
May 29, 2012 at 9:23 AM UTC
Embodied with warmth
Tingling smiles
Summertime breezes
And wrapped in arms
Sinking into darkness
Lids closing, slowly
Eyes creating pictures
Sleep comes easy
Dreams of infinite nights
Clocks tick and tock
Minutes fall poisoned
Day threatens to break
Over the horizon
But limits on infinity
Do not exist
May 27, 2012
May 27, 2012 at 12:47 AM UTC
Standing over this coffin
Staring into my eyes
Watching my own corpse
Sit there as it rots away
This is my wake
Tomorrow is my funeral
But not a soul is present
Because technically
I am alive
Have you watched me
Sit in the shadows
In the corners
On the curbs
In the secrets
Of a wretched mind
Have you understood
What I’ve gone through
In those halls
And classrooms
In the chairs
At the desks
Inside my own head
With all those eyes
Beaming at me
Throwing my mind
Onto overdrive
As I feel myself
Collapse inside
They said it was all my fault
They told me to snap under pressure
Forced me to believe,
I was the eternal loser
And they the eternal winners
They chased me on the streets
Screaming how I deserved to die
They chased me in the halls
Burning my every confidence
They encouraged my awful mind
To realize that everything
That I said to myself
In my own head
That it was true on the outside
And the rest of the population
Inside of that building
Just watched as it passed them by
Bystanders in an awful fight
Letting them pick me apart
Pull it away
All those bystanders
Just stood there
Watching and screaming
Go Go Go
To the winning team
And what else did they do
Those bystanders and those winners
They told me another thing too
I was responsible for my own demise
Because the treatment I was facing
By all the surroundings
Was my fault too
They told me to stand my ground
That I could just take it like a big girl
As I could hide inside
They told me not to fight them off
They said they’d go away some day
So why are they still around
Why do they still say the same things
Why do they stalk my every move
Waiting for the wrong one to appear
So they can use it against my fears
They told me I was responsible
For the bullying I had received
They told me I was the failure
Because I stood my ground
They told me the torture would end
And here it is.
As I stand over my corpse
At my unattended wake
For my own mind
But I am alive.
May 27, 2012
May 27, 2012 at 12:34 AM UTC
Prove me wrong
Explain how love
Can work out for us
Force me to believe
In the hopeless cause
That I call myself
Tickle these fantasies
Of a mysterious perfection
They told me
I would never obtain
And please understand
What you do to my brain
Reversing what I believed was truth.
And just realize,
I’m the luckiest person, in the world
All because I have you.
May 27, 2012
May 27, 2012 at 12:30 AM UTC
I see you
Standing there off in the corner
Eyes focused on
A girl standing here
I’m watching you
Glance towards me
And this idle hand
Moving towards me
Shall we dance?
With no music
We still shall move
Around in circles
As the rest of them do
Arms close
Warmth embarks
And slowly we fall
May 27, 2012
May 27, 2012 at 12:29 AM UTC
I told myself
Reinforced and believed
That I was not enough
To suit anyones needs
Outside the battle
Not one could recognize
That I was any different
When it came to my insides
Raging, the war fought on
And my mind almost won
At least a good 20 times
Before any break in the fight
Restrained by cement
At the bottom of seas
I struggled to break chains
And find strength
To resurface as me
Few are the ways, to weaken chains
But razors seem enough
Dealing with incurable pain
At least until one day
Sparks flew down
Under this sea
Brittling constraints
And I broke free
May 27, 2012
May 27, 2012 at 12:27 AM UTC
Brainwashed into hell
Suffocating with lies
Shoved down this throat
Falsified visions of myself
Firing out of their mouths
Spewing out of my mind
Their creation, my demise
Advertised to all
Unlovable and under-par
Tacked by spears
From words and slurs
Blood escaping every wound
****** scenes don’t come close
To living this life
May 27, 2012
May 27, 2012 at 12:26 AM UTC
Running from sleep
Fighting its dreary eyes
Passing through all the streets
Sprinting in familiar surroundings
Begging for something to remember
From the days, I swore to forget
In this place some time ago
Screeching winds of comforting voices
Engulf the road populated by corpses
Slowing to a walk, the stairs appear
Welcoming me down
Silently descending,
A bed made for one
Settling six feet under
Sleep comes not as war
May 27, 2012
May 27, 2012 at 12:25 AM UTC
Once, I wanted to give
Thirteen Reasons Why
And bury myself
While I was totally alive
Six feet under the ground
Once, I tried to step
Out the window, Just
To feel myself fall
Through thin air
Only to smack
On the cement below
Once, I failed to lift
A simple weight
Even an inch
Above my chest
Before it cracked
My collar bone.
Once, I broke
Thought it was ending
Told them to grab
The bullets
Fire at will
And once, I asked a boy
To take my hand
Spin me around for
A short dance
Then, I promised myself
Never turn into
One of those poets
Writing dedications
Again and again to them
Because by the end
They became jokes
Once, I told someone
I never wanted to fall in love
Over and over and over again
Because they said
I'm never going to be good enough
But once, I never said
This was a love poem
Maybe it's an appreciation one
Cause once, I asked you to dance
And for some reason
You decided to say yes
Thanks for that
And for now,
Thanks for everything we've become
Let's take this journey longer
Go for all the risks
Make these memories last
Once, I want to hold on
And never let go.
May 16, 2012
May 16, 2012 at 10:08 AM UTC