I tick and I tock, just slightly lost
And I drink scarlet wine not for the taste, no
To silence the beats in my depth
Stop the dripping, the pain
The haze, the glamour of being a mess
The cork, the bottle just the right shape
Slick, slide it up slowly
High thing glass, sweet smell
Pretend you are something else
Wrong time zone, benzodiazepines
Plath's verses, your truths, your dares
Aug 23, 2015
Aug 23, 2015 at 7:36 PM UTC
I
Under vibrating lights
The mystique of two of us collide
Too late in the night
Speaking of home and vast distances
Your x-ray voice and venomous cynicism
Are melting
A rooftop, city under our feet
Cars screaming like wild birds
You’re touching my arm
Through bricks and cement
And solid air of defence wall
Cut and transformed, pasted in wrong places
All we ever been
New words tingle through me
This given thing is unveiling
Wrapped up in a see through metaphors
It was always here
II
Nonchalant touch, a look, a sigh
Catalyst to my complete degradation
To this state of demolishing chaos of you
Running through the boulevard of prohibited
Propinquity
Past every connotation of time
When innocence is in demise
My vows are burning me
Around my finger
I’m melting like a Wicked Witch of the West
Selling myself to this unstoppable force of Nature
This twister inside of me
With your breath in my ear, like a butterfly
Clapping its wings to start the cycle
Nerves are twitching
Skin under your hand, screaming
I hide
My head under your neck
You smell surprisingly sweet
For a tempest
Your hands are holding me against the wall
Like a prisoner of this absurd war
I roll my eyes up to
Vermilion lights trembling above us
We’re simultaneously breathing in
Myriad of incandescent particles
Of materialized desire
World is sinking into oblivion
III
The arch of you above me,
On your chest, suicide turned into butterflies escaping
Transforming you into my ultimate
Fall from grace
Breathing underwater, in this liquid limbo
I’m breathing in absolute fire
Between every particle of sweat is sin
My skin is inked with handprints
Bones showing
I sink in the ethereal on this cold floor
Under velvet waves
Seeing all red
Those butterflies now fling above me
Out of some fallen creatures head
Aug 1, 2011
Aug 1, 2011 at 1:04 AM UTC
Serendipity is a wonderful girl
A poet, to say the least
Real crazy about music
Losing her mind, slipping through celestial pole
As she jumps and dance, out of control
Stopping to breath in the Garden
She giggled together with a choir of birds
Then colored some stones
Gift to a soul mate, as her love scatter
Breathing in soul to a raw matter
Ethereal smells are being woven
Voodoo magic in the kitchen
Ice is melting faster underneath her fingers
Her words are fluffy like summer clouds after rain
When sun is out again
Graceful like a wild cat
Able to read hidden emotions and secret sings
Those eyes deep like Congo River
Her laughter is a contagious swirl
Mind like Mother of Pearl
Jul 23, 2011
Jul 23, 2011 at 11:24 PM UTC
I am here little girl and I want your sugar.
Through compound eyes I looked at you. You are so large, clumsy and self-centred and I am called a pest.
I have wings, all of my kind do. Only some of you discovered an ability to fly.
I am resting on the fruits of Nature they call the fruits of they labour. What good would that labour do to them without the wholeness of Nature I am part of too?
You are waving after I slide through the air in that ridicules dance of hate and frustration. I am here because I am. It is the law, you fool.
We breed excessively too. It is not your exclusive right.
Those juices feed me just as they do feed your enormous organisms.
I am here little girl and I want your sugar.
A little bit to feed me, but I want to explore every part of it. I want to walk on it on more legs than you have.
You would feel no guilt if you smashed me, if you made a black-red smudge out of my body. I will be part of the soil again. So will you.
Walking on your skin is like walking on a dainty melon. You smell sweet. Exquisite.
Why are you so disturbed by my caressing?
I’m sliding down you, ready to fly off. You are my runway. Be proud.
I am just like you, made from stardust.
We are partners in motion and we both have sweet tooth.
You may call me pest.
Still, I’m living, ******* the sweetness, flying and resting as and where I please.
I am here little girl and I want your sugar.
Jul 18, 2011
Jul 18, 2011 at 10:03 PM UTC
In the future life I wish to be bird or a cat
Maybe when I’m a bird and cat kills me
I’ll become the cat's young kitten
Then I would be the son of my murderer
And everything would be forever forgiven
We all want to be free
Our ways of freedom varies
It would be beautiful to be born as a bird
To the ultimate freedom of sky
It would be lovely to become a cat
I am so soft and evil
Jun 23, 2011
Jun 23, 2011 at 8:21 AM UTC
They are so fragile
They're making me drowsed
Like I’m looking at the letters
Very, very up close
When everything is still
Yet nature is raging with sounds
It feels like Heaven should feel like
I am drowning in this piece of time
Part of me wanting to die
The other part struggling for
So familiar state of life
Jun 23, 2011
Jun 23, 2011 at 8:20 AM UTC
Sounds from the distance
Occupying my mind
Tickling my nerves
To change
To stay still
The burden is heavy
I scream and scream
But someone pressed mute
Silence in my soul
Raging winds in my head
Empty glances
Empty hands
Crawling and running
Falling and dancing
I’ll search till I find
My haven
Jul 31, 2010
Jul 31, 2010 at 9:06 AM UTC
Dream
Fly with the butterflies
Forming clouds of emptiness
Filled with crispy joy
Walk
Step left, step right
And giggle for centuries
Build
Millions of little homes
In caves and in skyscrapers
For every particle of us
Dissolve
Become liquid and transparent
And breathe in the Universe
Jul 31, 2010
Jul 31, 2010 at 8:59 AM UTC
I’ll stand still
Just for a moment
In the infinity
Before I take
My first step
Into the fields of apocalypse
I’ll find myself
Suddenly
Running toward the wall
Of my dreams
Forever the same
Made of bricks
White and old
Timeless
Jul 31, 2010
Jul 31, 2010 at 8:52 AM UTC
I’m counting on you
I’m counting your sins
Every lie
Is in my black book
I wear your eyes
Around my neck
Through eyes you see into one’s soul
Dusty and wounded
Your fingernails
Are in my pocket
All your hands have done
Is in my subconscious
Green notes and blue accords
Your songs are in my bellybutton
Jul 31, 2010
Jul 31, 2010 at 8:47 AM UTC