It feels like there’s a noose around my head
Just hoping
Wishing
Praying , I was dead
No matter how many times I pull
It doesn’t move
I’m just staring with a blank expression
The pain I’m feeding on is food
Too many times I’ve given you my ammo
Watch you load up my own gun
Too many times I helped you pull the trigger
Even on your own sun
And now
All the pain I’ve been suppressing
Is going to fire back
It’s not fun being a young gay girl
In this world who’s black
Apr 14, 2019
Apr 14, 2019 at 2:24 PM UTC
It’s easy to hurt,
It’s hard to walk away
It’s easy to run
Harder to hide
It’s easy to hate you
Harder to fall in love
These tears are the soundtracks
To my good byes
So why is it
That when I’m crying
Only you can dry my eyes
We’re stronger than love
That’s why it hurts so deep
Eyes wide open
I wish you were next to me
I see you through the screen
And I want to touch your skin
Make you feel everything
You make me feel within
There’s a thin line
Between love and hate
You make me feel those
Every other day
It’ll be easier if you were
Right in front of my face
I guess that’s why we’re so apart
God has given us our fate
I know we’re not perfect
There’s a lot we could work on
We haven’t even finished the first page
There’s a whole volume of books
We still have to work on
I’ve never tried this hard to hold on
It’s always been easier to just leave
But I’m telling you I love us
I have way more tricks up our sleeves
There’s no one in this world I would rather
Work on myself with
You & I have this sudden karma
It’s what makes us go “Click”
I think too far
Instead of right what’s in my face
I always want seconds
Before I finish my first plate
I’ll choose you
Every single time
You are my one and only
You complete our true divine
I don’t wanna work on this
With anybody else
So let’s just bury these problems
And put them on a shelf
Xxxxxx❤️ - I love you
Apr 8, 2019
Apr 8, 2019 at 3:30 PM UTC
Just my tattoos and me
They’re all I need
Always with me
Seen me through
Through hell and all
My tattoos on me
They bring me peace
Apr 7, 2019
Apr 7, 2019 at 11:59 PM UTC
Does love mean
You get to hit me
Stab me with your words
And I don’t make a sound
Does love mean
You make me feel less of me
Does love mean
You use my words against me
Does love mean
To control
Does love mean
Jealousy
Does love mean
Wait for your order
Does love mean
Waiting for you to get your **** together
Does love mean
I have to bit my own tongue
And swallow my own blood
Does love mean
You pretend to be a victim
And I don’t get to notice
Does love mean anything?
Apr 7, 2019
Apr 7, 2019 at 11:06 PM UTC