The same old story
Girl loved boy, boy loved girl
Boy did not appreciate girl
Boy found someone new
Girl was destroyed by the weight of her world
As it came crashing down on top of her
Boy left for good
Boy never looked back
Girl never recovered
The same old story
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 12:08 AM UTC
the heart
wants it wants
there is nothing you can do
but give it what it wants
or make it suffer
the heart
is so fragile
handle it with care
don't give it away blindly
the heart
is a vessel filled with love
that love can soon turn into hate
if you let it
the heart
will forever be your best friend
or your worst enemy
but then again, it's all about perspective
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 12:08 AM UTC
i don't sleep anymore
somewhere along the lines
my thoughts went past the margin
and refused to stop
late at night
i am swallowed whole
by my past, by the unknown
which creep inside my core
i hope this won't last
but it has been some years
since i last slept like a baby
and woke up feeling fresh
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 12:06 AM UTC
the stone in my stomach
is filled with words i never said
whether out of fear, or anger
or other emotions which grasp my sanity
they remained unspoken
whether for my sake or yours
now they sit in silence
comfortably next to my dinner
keeping me heavy
keeping me down
i should have said everything
that was on my mind
while it was still there
and fresh, alive, and well
it is the little wars that destroy our minds
the words we don't say that haunt us
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 12:06 AM UTC
my soul has been screaming
since you left
and closed a chapter
in the book of my life
which i go back to
and read from time to time
those pages seem endless
filled with anger, love, jealousy, poison
filled with sadness, naiveté, fights, memories
i read those pages again and again
they feel like home, and feel so close
though you are faraway
and i may never see you again
when the moon goes up
i revisit those pages
to see if they seem any different
than the night before
but they never do
and never will
love ate us both up
and spit us out
with no remorse
with no sympathy at all
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 12:05 AM UTC
Sands near the sea
Fill my mind
Like beaches
While storms tear
Through my happiness
And destroy my smile
Until there is nothing
But sand and seashells
Near waves in my eyes
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 12:04 AM UTC
she cries tears
that hit the ground like hale
splitting the earth
like the most monstrous boulders would
tears fall every night
thoughts of him fill her head
while she tries to sleep
but she can't
her heart aches more and more
and as time goes on
the pain doesn't go away
she knows moving on takes time
but time is killing her slowly
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 12:04 AM UTC
her mind is a black hole
void of positive thoughts
she overthinks every decision
replays memories over and over
until she breaks down
and gasps for air
like there's none left in her bedroom
this happens once a night, every night
this madness, this episode, this panic, this destruction
but when the sun comes up
she looks for the mask
kept under her pillow like quarters for the tooth fairy
she puts on the mask, after she puts on makeup
the mask comes complete with a smile
comes with the happiest ****** expression imaginable
but under the mask is a frown
that would make the saddest clown shed tears
but she doesn't want her family to know
doesn't want her friends to know
how broken she is deep down inside
so she puts on the mask every morning
so no one asks questions
so no one knows
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 12:03 AM UTC
she is broken
mentally, not physically
you can see the pain
in her eyes
you can hear the pain
in her voice
you can taste the pain
in her tears
you can feel how broken she is
without touching her
lies made her cautious
broken thoughts made her bitter
love made her fall
loss made her crash
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 12:02 AM UTC
she lost herself
in a boy who loves himself
more than he loves her
a boy who needed to please
more than one girl
immaturity at its finest
when she lost herself
she couldn't find herself again
when he left for good
she became a shell
of her former self
now she was nothing
but flesh and a broken heart
she longed for him
to come back to her
and make her feel alive again
because now she was dead inside
she didn't fall in love
she ran headfirst into it, with tremendous speed
and no caution at all
unaware of who she was giving her heart to
now the lost girl
somewhere out on a swing set
where they spent long nights together
is imploding, while swinging back and forth
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 12:02 AM UTC