i wish i could get inside Your head
and figure out what You were thinking
when
You created the universe.
i wish i could get inside Your head
when
You made me.
what was going through Your head
when
You formed my tiny feet and hands
my face
my heart
my mind?
what was going through Your head
when
i said yes to You?
i wish i could get inside Your head
and figure out what You were thinking
when
Your son died for me.
i probably wouldn't
understand what was going through Your head
because
Your mind is
infinite and complex and everywhere
so i will settle
with thinking that You were thinking
that You loved
me.
Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 4:16 PM UTC
Please tell me I'm not a fool...
Cause I've been feeling like it since forever
Take me, I can't hold myself anymore
I'm tired of keeping this inside my head
All of this I have thought about these days
Where should I go? and How should I live?
Maybe is just that I didn't want to see
That God was always beside me
I said "please tell me I'm not a fool"
And He replied "You are not"
I answered back "Cause I've been feeling like it since forever"
And He said "Don't worry, you were never"
I dared to say "Take me or leave me"
And He took me, He held me
I was tired of keeping this inside my head
He hugged me and took my worries away...
No lie, this is amazing, He is always there
He always saves me
When I want to go on my own, and I fall
He lets me learn His ways are better that my plans
I love God
Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 4:15 PM UTC
I'm proud to be out of my mind and in God's control.
I'm happy to say that He owns my soul.
My name is written in the book of life.
So why then do I cut my arms with a knife?
I try to think of thoughts that are good.
I'd lead a saner life if I could.
I have Christ's example to follow.
I feel this misery's so hollow.
I think of things I've done and said.
And my mind feels so cold and dead.
Yet I find hope in God's good love.
I can feel Him blessing me from above.
Yes, there is hope in Jesus.
Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 4:09 PM UTC
Longing to be in Your Presence
aching to be in Your light
for when You suffered
for when You died
You saved my life
You paid the ultimate price
and as I fall upon my knees
unworthy of Your grace and glory
The love of God is placed before me
and you kiss my eyes
and I am born again
I am forgiven
And my God be to glory
I am saved from sin
Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 4:34 PM UTC
Every night my spiritual start suffering of the damaged that
I had done it, within lots of harmful misbehaves in my past life.
Will you ever forgive me, and demand to the clouds with a
Few drops of forgiveness, to wash myself away of all sins.
My mind is starving to read your bible, my soul is thirsty too
Meet with you, my heart is alive like me believes about you.
This Christmas I will spend my entire time, praying to The Lord,
To meet with you in my dream, to confuse you that I want
To be a soldier, or even slave in your kingdom, because earth
Forced me to be a sinner, but now I want to be your follower.
I believe that tears won't make me blind anymore, because
Remembering of you in my life, is the joy I only ever wanted.
26/10/2014
Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 4:33 PM UTC
Asking if I loved him was like
doubting if I had loved
the Sun
at all. Its vitality and
lightness; streaks
and bursts of sunshine
alike. And when its presence
turned to absence,
there was still
the Moon. A reminder
that there is light even in the
darkest
of the Night.
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 4:33 PM UTC
Every time I watch the sun set
I think of how each time the sun went down
the moon quickly took its place and didn't shine
as bright
and I always compare it to you.
How every time there is someone new
no one brightened my life like you.
you were my sun
only to set, and rise again
Until the next morning I'm left in
the dark
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 4:30 PM UTC
The sun is in love.
The moon is in love.
The sun comes up in the morning.
To look for his love.
The moon comes up at night.
To look for her love.
The moon has never seen the sun.
But she seems to love the sun.
The sun sees the moon every night.
Just knowing that the sun shines on her at night.
Makes her bright.
- Keirra C.
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 4:22 PM UTC
i can't keep desiring to want to be yours.
looking back at all those moments when i needed you,
i didn't need anyone else. only you.
and now you're happy, and i'm confused.
you told me that it was going to be alright in the end,
yet i'm still ****** up and it's the end of us.
you liar.
how dare you keep the truth away from me?
**** you. **** your happiness. **** your new victim.
do you know that i can't do this without you?
you're the reason why i continue to breathe in and out,
i don't know what i'm doing, i don't know what to do.
but i like seeing you enjoying life,
i'm sure it's as beautiful as you.
but until i can see your amount of endless beauty compared to life,
i'll just remind myself that you're my infinity.
May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 11:42 AM UTC