Who? do you love
What? are you thinking
When? will I feel happy
Where? can I go
Why? am I here
How? can I change the world
Nov 18, 2016
Nov 18, 2016 at 12:18 PM UTC
He looks at me with such pain.
Oh love what have you seen?
Take my broken wings and fly
for you are meant to sore
so far from this pain.
Grounded by my shadows,
You choose to stay
not knowing the destruction yet to come.
I fear for your survival
for I know the storm we face.
I pray the light you believe in still exists.
We are destined for the darkness now
Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 1:22 PM UTC
I battled though the darkness
Pushed though the pain.
I caught a glimpse of sunlight
In the eye of the storm.
The waters calmed,
The shadows faded away
I put down my wepons
Destroyed my walls
Only to get thrown back in
Twisted, thrown and torn apart
My sole shattered once again.
Defenseces gone
Wepons left behind
How do you win a war
With nothing but a shell?
Barely surviving just the start
I'm doomed to drown forever more
Mar 19, 2016
Mar 19, 2016 at 11:22 PM UTC
The darkness started to fade away
just long enough to feel the warmth of the sun on my skin.
Once again feeling, once again hopeful.
Only to bombard me with a hurricane
Twisting, ripping, shredding through my newly stitched soul
The peaces shattering to the ground
shadows engulfing me like a children's dance.
Once again my sole is clouded by the demons sins.
Why continue?
I have done it all, yet nothing works
none of them care enough to hit pause just for a moment
they expect you to leave everything behind and come to the beach
yet when you ask for them to just sit and listen to the rain
the shadows steal them away
So here I sit alone weighted down by the weight of the tears
whispering for help praying for just a flicker of a candle
hoping to scare the shadows away.
So here my clouded soul sits alone in the darkness of the hurricane.
Mar 8, 2016
Mar 8, 2016 at 10:20 PM UTC
Here's to you.
Here's to me.
Best friends I
guess we wont
always be
Feb 29, 2016
Feb 29, 2016 at 6:29 PM UTC
You asked me for a secret. I couldn't think of one at the moment. A week past. Kept thinking about you. Kept thinking about you. Then I suddenly had the secret, you wanted to know, come into my mind. I wrote it down. The secret you want to know. I don't know if I should read it to you or let you read it yourself. I don't know what to do. Should I even mention it to you or should I not tell you at all. I have to see what I'm going to do when I see you again. If you or I even mention the word, "Secret"; I am going to tell you my secret.
Feb 19, 2016
Feb 19, 2016 at 4:40 PM UTC
I find it scary how there is no escape,
There is no escape from ignorance,
There is no escape from arrogance,
There is no escape from being judged,
There is no escape from racism,
There is no escape from sexism,
There is no escape from homophobia,
There is no escape from cruelty,
There is no escape from heartbreaks,
There is no escape from disappointment,
There is no escape from failure,
There is no escape from fear,
There is no escape from hatred,
There is no escape from war,
There is no escape from reality,
NO ESCAPE FROM LIFE.
Feb 17, 2016
Feb 17, 2016 at 11:56 PM UTC
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**•let my secrets be buried unknown•
never to resurface, never again shown•one
mistake was all it took...•invested my heart
in an unassumin- g crook•that was
enough to set m- y world on fire•
fuel for wagging to- ngues' desires•days
only elapsed with l- eers from disgusted
eyes and whispere- d mocks•time was
inconsequential o- n faceless clocks•
a hard lesson lea- rnt, painful price
to pay•now i have my secrets heavily pad-
locked... and the key thrown away•
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Feb 17, 2016
Feb 17, 2016 at 11:52 PM UTC
she lives among the stars
a galaxy in her own being
drawing in each person passing by
making them fall in love,
with her eyes
and the stories they tell
with her body
and the magic it creates
with her soul
and the music it sings.
she is unknown to them all
but they still fall
harder and faster than ever before.
because she is a galaxy in her own being
a beautifully intricate mystery,
that they will never solve.
Feb 17, 2016
Feb 17, 2016 at 11:49 PM UTC
My secret?
I hide in the shadow hidden by the light of my smile.
Its the best sanctuary for no one cand find it. It disappears when light is shined on. Yet it engulfs me when night falls. But darkness hides everything. No one sees the pain, so therefore it dose not exist. Out of sight, out of mind.
My secret?
My sole is being shredded on the inside. Knives scratching away at my innards. I hold my shattered peaches together just long enough to drop them in my bed.
My secret?
It's all a lie. Every smile, every laugh, every drop of love is poisoned by a faceless enemy. The agony becoming to much to bear.
My secret?
I was about to destroy it all. And then he saved me.
My secret?
He saved my sole and he dosnt even know. He peaced me back together one stitch at a time. He never turned away or walked out the door. When the night came he became the light. Shinning every corner of every second. Leaving no place for the night to invade.
My secret?
I love him. And alway will.
Feb 17, 2016
Feb 17, 2016 at 11:47 PM UTC