and when you said
laughter is like a foreign language
i imagined that i was
teaching you how to
speak it
Jan 10, 2021
Jan 10, 2021 at 11:16 AM UTC
Wala ba akong karapatan mapagod?
Rinig na rinig ko ang hiyaw ng aking kaluluwa
HIGA KA, HIGA KA, HIGA
PIKIT KA, PIKIT KA, PIKIT
IDLIP KA MUNA, KAIBIGAN
Gustong-gusto ko, pero hindi pwede
Dinadaan ko na lang sa tula ang kapaguran ko
Dinadaan ko na lang sa tula ang sakit
Dinadaan na lang sa biro at libog
Sa halakhak at ngiti
Sa mga sigawan at kwentuhan
Sa kalungkutan at panloloko sa sarili
Ito'y ang aking araw-araw
HIGA KA, HIGA KA, HIGA
PIKIT KA, PIKIT KA, PIKIT
IDLIP KA MUNA, KAIBIGAN
Kay sarap isipin
Kay sakit marinig
Pero sana'y makahiga, pikit, at idlip rin
At kahit minsan sana'y
Maramdaman ko ulit
Ang tunay na kapayapaan
Dec 7, 2019
Dec 7, 2019 at 9:48 AM UTC
You show you care
By spewing words of gasoline
Igniting the fire within me
Nov 17, 2019
Nov 17, 2019 at 2:44 PM UTC
I can't bring myself to concentrate
Sit in class and find myself somewhere else
I'm either depressed or anxious
It's always crippling
Meds just make it all worse
Consequences are getting closer
They're going to call me lazy
They'll tell me it's my fault
I'll believe them
But I'm not capable of more
I'm not stable
I can't function
I can't do all this
It's too much
I can feel the panic
It'll come tonight for certain
I'm not stable
I'm not okay
I'm falling
Drowning
Fading
Dying
Nov 12, 2019
Nov 12, 2019 at 9:20 PM UTC
i know these words
never need to leave my lips,
i know you feel
the same void
in the pit of your stomach
tearing you inside out
but i'll still say them
for only you to hear;
i miss you
more than words
could ever express.
Nov 12, 2019
Nov 12, 2019 at 8:50 PM UTC
I’m very emotional
I don’t know why
In a drop of a hat
I will instantly cry
For no reason at all
What’s going on
No one really cares
I just don’t know what’s wrong
Maybe I just need to make a call....
Is Heaven long distance
Probably so
Nov 12, 2019
Nov 12, 2019 at 8:36 PM UTC
her eyes told stories
but she never spoke a word
she dreamed of the day
her tales would be heard
Nov 12, 2019
Nov 12, 2019 at 8:34 PM UTC
I am a master at lying
It is an art
I’ve become so good at it
That when I say
I am fine
I almost believe myself
Nov 12, 2019
Nov 12, 2019 at 8:30 PM UTC
i want to talk about you
to everyone i know
i want to shut my mouth
and keep you to myself
my heart flares up
explodes with thoughts of you
and i can't catch the words
and i can't catch my breath
Nov 12, 2019
Nov 12, 2019 at 8:30 PM UTC