my eyes fill with pain
every time I hear your name.
your touch
melted my hard heart
but now I'm burnt.
my fingers fall apart,
missing yours in between.
swallowing your words,
burning my insides.
my stomach struggling to digest
your lies.
your laugh
lights fires in my throat.
memories, they taste black.
oh, how every thing changes so fast.
Jan 19, 2016
Jan 19, 2016 at 4:33 PM UTC
Wednesday began to tear me apart.
Thursday didn’t want me.
Friday, you broke my heart.
Saturday surely hated me.
If the week could break a heart.
Then a day ripped mine apart.
Like some sort of organized crime,
I was betrayed by time.
So, I left time for the sky
The clouds, they held me so tight.
I fell in love with the way each star shined,
But only because they reminded me of your eyes.
And every night,
The wind would whisper your name softly in my ear,
And sing to me quietly,
Wiping away my tears.
During the day,
I would lose my soul to the sea.
I only wanted to feel okay.
My intention was not to be a cheat.
I didn’t mean to tear you apart.
I thought you didn’t want me.
I was afraid you’d break my heart,
So, instead, I made you hate me.
Because, every time you told me you didn’t care
I felt lumps in my throat.
And when you weren’t there,
Only the ocean was there to keep me afloat.
Your eyes used to shine so bright,
Your soul was made up of all the sun’s light.
But your eyes don’t shine quite as bright,
Because that’s where you hide all of your lies.
Nov 16, 2015
Nov 16, 2015 at 1:33 AM UTC
I'm afraid of where this will go
for my heart is colder than snow
all I am, is rather insecure
my personality is difficult to endure
after you get to know me,
you will quickly flee
i really like you
i don't want this to fall through
but I am quite needy
oh, but, your eyes, they are SO dreamy
right now, you are naive
and soon, you will leave
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 1:20 AM UTC
I think you're beautiful but you probably think this is a poem.
Oct 21, 2015
Oct 21, 2015 at 10:48 AM UTC
I tore my soul open only to find the same darkness I was trying to clear from my mind.
Oct 21, 2015
Oct 21, 2015 at 10:43 AM UTC
I dream about you every night
but that's okay because I don't mind
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 10:20 AM UTC
I crave your lips' taste
every morning when the
sun hits the horizon
&
I crave your warm fingers'
delicate touch every night
as the moon meets the stars.
Oct 11, 2015
Oct 11, 2015 at 3:30 PM UTC
your smile shines like a bright full moon,
but your eyes are as dull as your razor blade.
Oct 11, 2015
Oct 11, 2015 at 12:19 AM UTC
oh darlin', your eyes shine so bright
your soul is made up of all the sun's light.
oh, baby, why don't your eyes shine quite as bright?
is it because that's where you hide all of your lies?
Oct 10, 2015
Oct 10, 2015 at 12:06 AM UTC
She looks in the mirror
thoughts flooded with fear,
eyes, filled with tears.
She grabbed at her torso.
everyday now, she feels low, so
She knows
She needs helps
but instead, she grabs a rope
"I'm hanging from the ceiling
But i think i changed my mind
I don't like this feeling.
I'm running out of time"
....
"I couldn't get it untied .
I think I'm dead.
Why is mom cursing at the sky?
I hope I'll wake up in my bed,
wake up, and be alive.
Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 11:33 PM UTC