Senseless.
Shapeless.
Restless.
Feelings that I wanted to flee
when the world went dark
It seems, I feel delighted every night
Totally alone, stuck in darkness' side.
Even now, I couldn't feel
the frozen ground
As I lay underneath a big old oak tree
I don't know if it is inhuman
to stay calm
When you couldn't find the beauty
of the things around.
I won't fret if the moon vanishes
from my sight
I'm thankful of the insects silenced
by the cold
I feel the emptiness run inside me
I can comprehend now the language
of pain.
I know, I'm an unconvincing feeble
Swallowed by world's benightedness
Trying to find an answer in all the miseries
Makes me feel that my life is so pointless.
Somehow, I wanted to go out of this
situation overnight
I wanted to view things to it's perfection
But again and again
I always end up in this prison cell.
I couldn't deny, I'm so cruel to myself
I always let intrusive thoughts intrude
In the vicinity of my consciousness
Because, I want to be a witness of this
Moonless Darkness.
Apr 4, 2020
Apr 4, 2020 at 7:37 AM UTC
When butterflies fall in love, do they feel humans in their stomach?
Apr 3, 2020
Apr 3, 2020 at 2:13 AM UTC
Deafening silence surrounded
when the Nyx jumped out
A cue fraught with danger
in order to survive
It is not the time for Thanatus
to run the world
Put all the inner courage,
dare to survive.
Don't let Fate expire
when danger arises
Even though, a powerful emblem
of the Monarchy
Already in place and associated
with the solemnity of sorrow
And too soon,the tingles of coliding
power may erase all the living.
Now, I doubt therefore,
I think
We isolate each other
in so many years
Somehow, we need our minds
to be at peace
But not this kind of treat,
so I pray.
Crown of death, that brings
infectious agents
Leave to mother Gaea,
the power and glory
Let us, her children,
see the flickering light
We need to live in merriment
and mirth.
Apr 3, 2020
Apr 3, 2020 at 2:05 AM UTC
In a decades,
beautiful thoughts scattered in
my mind
Dark shadows from the past
hits me so hard
How embarrassed I was
to what I did
I'm ashamed to the words
I write
In the last poem I made.
Shakespeare says,
"What past is prologue."
But how should I start?
Knowing the past,
gives me sadness and grief
As I try to write,
I can't play any single word
And will stagger many times.
The reason,
I give up to write
I'm overwhelmed by
a melancolic ache
I know, you know,
Emotional pain is hard
to dwell
You couldn't find any strenght
to sail back again.
When I look at to the milkyway
Myself console me,
and told me that it's time to go
back and reset everything
No matter how much it cost,
Let the beautiful thoughts
be whole again.
Apr 1, 2020
Apr 1, 2020 at 2:41 PM UTC
Even you're seems a fiery giant,
I couldn't resist myself to come near you.
Even your precence just scorching during summer,
But still your beauty capture my heart everyday.
Yesterday, I look for something beautiful,
I look for something magical and enchanting.
But when my eyes sees you standing in the corner,
The feeling of love arise in my body.
Your spectacular color is magnificent,
You provides welcome shade in a warm climate.
Your red stems of the bloom clusters command attention,
By that, You attract me more and more.
Summer season will ended too soon,
I'll surely miss, your famous scarlet petals.
I'll surely miss to hangout with you,
I promise to wait for your bloomming season again.
Jun 3, 2019
Jun 3, 2019 at 6:36 PM UTC
You're the soul of universe
Wine that fills the cup of silence
You're one of my best companion
Flight of my imagination
My loneliness drifted away
When your harmony start to play
You always make me feel better
I am blissful that you are here
All the times that I be may weak
And when words faded away you speak
You tell about me than I will
You console the pain I feel
Oh music dear, you are my life
You know what feelings sound like
Thank you for always being there
Please stay with me forever
Mar 30, 2019
Mar 30, 2019 at 9:51 PM UTC
I was wondering if after all
I've done to you,
You left me alone in the darkness side
Full of agony and suffering
The shimmering lights
You bestowed upon
Now, just a memoir in the past
I couldn't ponder, why-------
Why we end up in here?
I can't let you go
Until now, my heart keep chanting your name so loud
I've didn't done wrong
I don't broke the promise we bind
In the first place, you know
No words that can described,
How much I love you?
I'm going to be insane
Thinking, how I can fix everything?
I miss you **** much!
Please came back my dear!
Light me up.
Free me from this pain.
Mar 30, 2019
Mar 30, 2019 at 3:13 AM UTC
Crazy, that's what they think of me
I tend to laugh so hard
I coat my true feelings with a smile
Funny, coz they dont know how I turn my feelings into words.
Words woven with metaphorical phrase
A phrase that leaves them some illusion
Illusion that answers why poetry becomes my passion
Passion that I'll wouldn't leave for
Just judge every piece that I weave
It wouldn't matter to me that much
'Cause I'm just a penless poet
Who writes the thoughts that seize me all day long.
Mar 28, 2019
Mar 28, 2019 at 10:26 AM UTC
Arise in a morning dew
God says "Hello"
He demands the sun to rise
To untie the ribbon of hope
Soar like the birds in the eastern hill
Discover how life's journey is fueled with thrill
As the white fluffy clouds turn into blue
Let out a smile with a glow
May your mind be in a state of zen
May your sense of sight be keen
Hold on to His promise of grace
Wake up!
Take the pathway of life with ease!
Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 5:22 PM UTC
When the moment we cross our path
No one can explain the pleasure I feel
My world stop, when I heard you laugh
My heart beat as fast as it capture well
You're like a rose bloom in the garden
Where your beauty can be seen
Your like an angel in heaven
That guide me now and then
Yesterday, I don't believe in destiny
But in the morning gentle as dew
That perspective in my mind faded away
'Cause you just came in a blew
Oh my lovely and dearest treasure!
I'll keep you and love you forever
As your love to me, gives me courage
To dwell all the life challenge.
Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 11:41 AM UTC