justagirlnamedmeredith
Just another teenager expressing her thoughts through her writings, while living a crazy life. / Currently traveling, near and far. / / Care to know more? Shoot me a message. / Enjoy my writings? Let me know! I love writing and love knowing that people enjoy what I write. / / "I'm just a shade of purple in a black and white world." / -m.n.
One morning you'll wake up, pour yourself a cup of coffee, and stare out the window at the world in front of you. It'll be a rainy day, one that gives you the calming silence to think. You may be alone, may be with family.
And as you look out that window everything will click. You'll realize through all the doubts & worries that had filled your life before, that this life is one that you had hoped and dreamed for.
-M.N.
May 28, 2016
May 28, 2016 at 4:18 AM UTC
I could get lost staring into those enchanting hazel eyes of yours, the same way most people get lost in sunsets that spill every shade of pink and orange across the sky.
May 28, 2016
May 28, 2016 at 4:12 AM UTC
She had this distinct difference about her,
she was an optimist,
for everyone,
excluding herself.
May 28, 2016
May 28, 2016 at 4:09 AM UTC
And as things came to a halt much quicker than I had ever thought they would, I was numb. I wasn't thrilled about it, but I wasn't sad either. I knew there was another door opening just as this one had closed. And I'm far too excited to see what this new adventure may hold, I have no time to waste looking back.
-M.N.
May 28, 2016
May 28, 2016 at 4:08 AM UTC
I wanted you in the most innocent of ways,
but you had been hurt a time too many and couldn't find the strength to open up once more.
-M.N.
May 28, 2016
May 28, 2016 at 4:03 AM UTC
"This is crazy."She said . "But so is life, Life is a blizzard , & maybe going through it with you would make it a little less crazy." He looked at her, with a smirk on his face, and said "Are you sure you're ready for this, because life as we know it is about to be one hell of an adventure."
-m.n
Jan 29, 2016
Jan 29, 2016 at 4:55 PM UTC
It's a work of art, the way you fell apart and put yourself back together
The way you rebuilt the walls around you, like nothing had ever gotten through.
It was so difficult for you, to do this on your own.
But you fought your demons,
and you prayed through, and through.
Along with your walls, you also rebuilt yourself.
The end result was just something else.
Someone no longer guarded by fear, you have no idea how far you've come my dear.
Now you're much more than you once were, & I've never seen anything more beautiful.
. -m.n
Jan 6, 2016
Jan 6, 2016 at 7:09 PM UTC
Me; little did he know that I was more than nervous.
And that it took everything in me to pull his lips back to mine to allow them to meet once more . Kissing him was like my own personal sample of ecstasy, in that moment he was my heroine. The way his lips felt on mine, as if they had been carved to fit with mine so perfectly. The sweet taste of the kiss still on my lips as our lips parted for the last time. I wanted him. More than I had ever wanted a man, even though it was in the most innocent of ways. I wanted to just sit there and kiss him all day. With my arm around him pulling him close. I hadn't wanted to let him leave, and looking back I shouldn't have.
Little things in that moment didn't matter. It was just one of those moments I'll never forget, one of those moments you only get once in a life time.
Jan 6, 2016
Jan 6, 2016 at 8:01 AM UTC
Him;Like, just the thrill of it. I was slightly nervous about kissing you and if I'd be okay... Wondering how you'd be.. Then I went for it, just a peck more or less... But then we kissed and as I pulled out and said I need to go, you looked at me and said, "you can't just kiss me and leave" and you grabbed me and pulled me back in to taste your sweet lips again. It was just almost a feeling of ecstasy just kissing you. Feeling wanted. Just the way you held me there and pulled me in showed you wanted me and I wanted you too. Little things in that moment didn't matter. It was just one of those moments I'll never forget.
Jan 6, 2016
Jan 6, 2016 at 8:00 AM UTC
I'll never forget how you tasted that night, or how badly i wanted you.
I'll always remember how your hands felt on my hips, and your fingers felt tracing my lips.
Jan 2, 2016
Jan 2, 2016 at 1:44 PM UTC