Don't tell me to forget u
I'm closer to u than I have ever been
I won't ever forget this
I know you want me too but I won't I'm sorry to do this to u but I won't
I'm sorry I still love u
I won't forget about u, I'm closer to u now
I can handle this little one don't tell me to forget it makes me feel bad
Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 1:05 PM UTC
There are things
Hard to decrypt
I'm a fool, never seem to get any hints
Never seem to understand what she really implies
My heart tells me that some of the things she says are about me
My mind tells me I'm selfish and ******** for believing anything like that can be about me when she has him.....
She tells me she's not sure who she writes about, it just all comes out when she writes
Our past together are the only herpa times I've ever had.....
I can't help hoping you still think about me the way I do with u...
I can't stop my heart from beating when I hear you say my name.....
And I can't stop it from aching when I see u in his arms...
I want you in my arms
I want you on my lips
I want you by my side
I want you hand in mine
I
Want
You
Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 6:00 AM UTC
The words I trust you
Those mean more to me than anything
But this selfish ******* misuses the trust of the one he loves more than not....
All for selfish reasons I'm not even sure myself
Pity, is tht y I misuse it?.....
Don't think so
Because I thought something the wrong way?.....
Nope not that either
Maybe I'm just.....a bad person.....a bad friend.....
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 12:12 AM UTC
I've destroyed friendships, I've destroyed trust
I had her trust and I.....I threw it away
A beautiful girl....scared and alone....trusted me....and I destroyed that trust.....
What have I done
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 11:50 PM UTC
I want you back
More than you will ever know
I want you back
More than I can ever show....
I want you back
....we still love eachother
I want you back
But your dating him....
I want you bak
Your all I think about
I want you back
Yesterday I cried realizing how I'm not the only person going through this
I want you back
I may be a fool at many things but you know I would treat you like a queen....just like before
I want you back
I may not always show how I feel....but everytime I think of you my heart grows sad waiting for the time it will find yours and hold it close....
I want you back....
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 12:59 PM UTC
Shut up happy endings, there is no love without pain no happy without sad, no give without receive
Just because something went wrong don't give up
Just because two people split up doesn't mean there love will never find each other again
No matter how long it takes love will find a way
When second chances won't leave you alone there's hope in love
You may have left me back then,
You may say there is no us
Take a moment to thing beside urself
Beside the one Ur dating
If there really never is another chance for us....how come you still like me
How come we still held hands
How come u wanted to kiss me
If there is not any possibility of us anymore how come you slept on my shoulder knowing what you were doing
How come we grow closer and closer feeling the love we felt back then
Sure we may not b the same people but I know in your heart you felt that love like old times, I know you felt it too
Jan 4, 2015
Jan 4, 2015 at 11:54 PM UTC
Pain harm lonely
Three words
All different
Yet they coincide if you find the right situation,
Pain, it hurts, pain is what you can feel
Harm....harm is what you cause to others, harm is something horrible....harm is something that can only be caused by something...by someone who isn't thinking...someone who gets caught up on life that spins too fast...
Lonely is how someone feels after there is actually a happy moment in his life, when he's been alone for so long when he's been unnoticed for so long...when that one person comes along and shows them love....you never know what you have until it's gone...
Jan 4, 2015
Jan 4, 2015 at 11:19 PM UTC
*******
One little word
You know you've ****** up when the person you love calls you that for the first time
They may say "I lost control for a second"
They may say "I didn't mean it"
In reality, it's all on you!
On ME!
Never would those words come forth if I didn't take the trust of a broken girl
The trust of one betrayed by everyone she's ever known
That trust I thought I would never have
When I got it......I crushed it
She trusted me with information of a thing she is ashamed to even know herself, let alone when it's happening....
And then I threatened to come to her house....
She despises being threatened
Hates it above all else
I knew this too....
I got in a corner and snapped......
....never again will I get tht trust and I know it.....
There is never an excuse for threatening someone.......
Especially not the one you love most......
The broken trust of a shattered beauty....destroyed by a monster who should b ****** to the shadows.....
......I'm so sorry......
Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 1:59 AM UTC
When nobody cares
When nobody notices me
I dwell in the shadows
Not feeling
Not thinking
I'm alive but it's no way to live alone
No one can understand the loneliness
No one tries
When I'm alone I think of how lonely I am
Then I listen to music
It tells me exactly how I'm feeling
When I don't even know
It comforts me when I shake
When everyone is gone music remains
Music saves me from myself
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 3:07 AM UTC
This is the tale of a demon shrouded in shadows broken down and lonely yearning for the tortured beauty also broken and unwilling to come close
The tortured beauty, broken and fragile
Heart aches and is shattered
The demon shrouded in shadows looks upon her with sadness remembering how much love they had and how it didn't have to end, he thinks of changing the past and making it so it never ended
We may be broken tortured beauty,
But like in cooking
Sometimes you have to be broken up
To mix better....
"When second chances won't leave you alone....then there's hope in love-PTV"
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 4:50 PM UTC