it's been 5 months
and i still look at your face with disgust
even though we didn't do much but talk
though the words that you said were much more than just "talk"
they were words of lust
words of love
and words of lies
Nov 25, 2013
Nov 25, 2013 at 8:49 PM UTC
my eyes are so tired
so sad
my fingernails are chipped
my arms are left with bruises
and scars on my wrists
who could love a boy enough to figure out he was broken
no one
Nov 25, 2013
Nov 25, 2013 at 8:38 PM UTC
Don't leave me alone
in a room filled with music
because all I'll hear
is the sadness emitting from my heart
Nov 11, 2013
Nov 11, 2013 at 7:02 PM UTC
heart as cold as snow and as brittle as ice
love is like a winter I did not ask for
but just like the changing seasons
things begin to melt and my heart grows warmer
and once the leaves start falling
so do the memories
Oct 5, 2013
Oct 5, 2013 at 12:02 AM UTC
I always fantasied about what I would say to you
The next time I saw you
Spilling my guts in my mind
Saying every word that I hoped inflicted pain towards you
But knowing me
I'd keep my mouth shut and walk away
Somehow still hoping you'd know what I was thinking
Aug 23, 2013
Aug 23, 2013 at 3:49 PM UTC
I take the street that leads to your house
Hoping you'd see me
And remember all the things
That I tried to forget
Jul 31, 2013
Jul 31, 2013 at 6:52 PM UTC
What if I finally listened to the trees
Acknowledged what the leaves said to me
Heard what the branches whispered to me
Because they happen to know better than I do
Jul 21, 2013
Jul 21, 2013 at 2:20 AM UTC
*I don't fall asleep until 2 am
Because you're constantly on my mind
And when I try and kick you out
You find sneakier and venomous ways to get back in
So I lie here in my bed until 2 am
Until I drift to sleep
Until you leave my mind*
Jul 21, 2013
Jul 21, 2013 at 1:44 AM UTC
is it better to live or die?
the happiness, yet the terror
the fun, yet the grief
who knows what's good or bad
as for now
i choose to rest
to live, yet be dead at the same time
Jul 3, 2013
Jul 3, 2013 at 9:40 PM UTC
Your stare is like bullets
Going through me
Extracting every emotion from my body
Leaving me numb, speechless
And for the first time
I wasn't sure if this is what I wanted...
Jun 30, 2013
Jun 30, 2013 at 2:25 PM UTC