
julies-tales-of-truth
Australian
I am an Australian woman who writes poetry for the love of it. / When I feel something, it comes to life when I put pen to paper. / I joined this page to have my poems in one place and share them in the hope that someone may relate to, or even like one or two of them. / Happy reading...
I feel the sadness just by the look in your eye
and I want to help you, I really do
I have been banging on these jail bars for too long
just to get out and come to your rescue
What shock, what fear will come over me
when the doors finally open
I will finally be free, able to fly
but I feel I will walk slowly with caution
One can only be afraid
when you're walking into the unknown
Places you've never seen
things you've never been shown
So here is my request
Guide me to you with all your might
Show me your true colors
and express yourself without fright
I'll try not to harm you
I will try to ease your pain
I'll make you smile
whilst my tears I'll detain
I'll become stronger
as I set flight
these wings will spread wider
once we unite
The chains will come off
our fears, overcome
oh how I wish for nothing,
but my freedom..
Jul 18, 2012
Jul 18, 2012 at 7:09 AM UTC
Still waiting for the day
Still nothing goes right
Life is a struggle
With no delight
I must be chosen
to fight for it all
I try so ****** hard
No one hears my call
Leave me alone
Im no fun anymore
If I show up
please show me the door
Leave before I hurt you
If I havent yet
I dont mean no harm
or to upset
My bottom lip shivers
I cry with no tears
because of the fact
that I must face my fears
Its scary ya know
Im simply a ****
but I can make it happen
I can make it work
Am I understood?
Do you care?
What am I to you?
Worse for wear?
Do you care?
Do you care?
If so, don't run
If so, dont hide
If so
we can swim with the tide
Dont push me away
Dont do it to me
Hold me closer
Its us. Its we.
Pull me in
dont let me go
Love me, honestly
and let it show
Let me know.. .
Jul 18, 2012
Jul 18, 2012 at 6:49 AM UTC
Could I relive the moment I first saw you
Can I have that first kiss again
Is it possible that this sorrow will disappear
Can I be wrapped in your body that is my playpen
Will the day come
can it come real soon
Because I'm getting real tired
of this same old tune
What once was my everything
is now even more
I want whats good for me
I've never been so sure
I will do anything
I can beg, I can plead
and I will crawl
until I bleed
All I want is my destination
and that is what I will get
Through hell I will travel
Because you are heaven sent
Jul 18, 2012
Jul 18, 2012 at 6:40 AM UTC
You think you know what love is?
Well I ask you to think again
You have yet to feel my force
I have yet to cure your bane
You may assume my emotions
and I may envisage yours
we have only started our journey
we still have to open many doors
I'll tell you something for nothing
You've never felt a love like mine
I will be your gallant
your planets I will align
I can understand you
give you my regard
make you feel like you're floating
till you assume you are unscarred
You already have all of me
My heart, body and soul
Till now you have been seeing love
through a tiny peephole
I can show you the true meaning
Bring you happiness beyond compare
I will make you perceive revelry
with a touch of my flair
Last but not at all least
You are deserving of my inclination
Together we can prosper
and rule our own kind of nation
Lets be happy
I dare say its overdue
Remember we are the lucky ones
we don't have to 'make-do'
We are real
our love is staunch
all thats left to do
is let it launch...
Jul 18, 2012
Jul 18, 2012 at 6:30 AM UTC
You can stand there with your pride, but don't deny your pain
Take my heart with you, its to broken to operate the same
You can't forsake me, I consistently gave you my all
You fought and kept a grudge, but still I broke your fall
Your memories broke out in a silent weep, but I heard you loud and clear
I know you too **** well, so much so you'd cohere
Now lets take a moment, lets reflect on the past
You made broken promises, some you even recast
I breathed in your lies, and coughed out my soul
I guess it was too late, when I realised it was your goal
If I had one wish, I wouldnt change a thing
I know my worth now, and I am worth bragging
Dont tell me that you love me now, your love is way too late
I ate it up and spat it out, what you lost, you can locate
I'll no longer be your puppet, I cut off all our ties
I wont say hi again, since we've said our goodbyes
Re conciliation is not an option, I've told you once before
Its over, no more turning back once you've walked out that door
The weight on my shoulders lifted, and it is my vow
To shift it onto yours, do you feel baneful now?
So, lets look to the future, my path seems so wide
I'll find my way with life, the way the moon goes with the tide.
I hope you learnt your lesson, now that your old and worn
Never, not ever.. mess with a woman scorned
Jul 7, 2012
Jul 7, 2012 at 12:53 PM UTC
I've created a place inside
your favourite pillows there
you don't know your names on it
and that it's yours to declare
you've no idea what id give up
nor know my fear of it
I doubt you feel the same
the deepness I've yet to admit
You somehow control me
In some way it brings me rapture
I cant quite hit the nail on the head
but its something id like to capture
I'm near you from a distance
I remain a ghost in your world
I'd expose it like a peacocks tail
that will one day be unfurled
Unheard of, is this emotion
Unseen is its colour
Without you , life
Would just be duller
Im taller
Because I look to the sky
you're my light
as if you were nigh
Im somber
as if to cry
But my eyes
are only dry
Please try
To forgive me
I should have told you
but I'm not at all gutsy
still I wonder
how it would be
If your love only
had a guarantee
Jul 7, 2012
Jul 7, 2012 at 12:44 PM UTC
Guilt stricken, about my nothingness
because its all I desire
I'd like to take an instant
to set your heart on fire
Flying into your soul
I feel the burning heat
You've made me welcome
you're now my retreat
I'd let you in further
but my sentiments on the mend
Please forgive me
It's only a mirage of a dead end
Submissive is my urge
Petrified is my truth
And I do want to make it right
before we lose our youth
You've given me nothing
and its all I own
but your future is my fortune
that ultimately will be shown
Jul 7, 2012
Jul 7, 2012 at 12:39 PM UTC
I guess its all to common
to feel there is no way out
We have all been surrounded by darkness
we have all been overwhelmed with doubt
At one stage of our lives
we have wished to disappear
wrenching the pain
in the hope that you wont tear
We have all lost loved ones
we have all cried till we were numb
and tried so hard to contemplate
only to succumb
We all know the feeling
some know it all to well
but I hope you're reading this
It means you've risen from your hell
You have accomplished a task
of getting through the pain
you have walked on and on
Ignoring any strain
Now if you have been down before
and gotten past that mark
You can do it again
don't just die in the dark
Conquer your anxiety
Don't let anything stand in your way
And if you do, I promise you
you will find a brand new day
Jul 7, 2012
Jul 7, 2012 at 12:34 PM UTC
Instead of back peddling,
or raising that eyebrow,
start understanding this,
you are not holier than thou.
You do realize that,
I do have a soul,
though its not one
in which you can control.
I will tell you this,
and listen close,
and when I do,
you will not boast.
So here goes,
Im in love with you,
even when you **** me off,
I still love everything you do.
You may be too wrapped up,
in your own affairs,
to even see me quiver,
as I watch your glares.
How could you not notice,
the tears in my eyes.
when i told you I needed you,
without compromise.
I dance with ideas,
that you'd want me too,
and revel silently,
when you call me your glue.
Were meant to be.
Its clear as day,
that no one else,
would love you this way.
So, now that its out,
and it is well known,
to match your big head,
I will find a throne.
Jul 7, 2012
Jul 7, 2012 at 12:27 PM UTC
You're desperately trying to render a smile,
as to be fake, but you are versatile.
You don't know half of your worth,
Which I am here to unearth..
Several times i told you, dear
That he cannot even come near,
You are amazing and supreme,
You are what i never dared to dream.
Seek the truth inside.
Jump out, and start to glide
Let go...
You're comparing yourself to the devil today
And I wonder how you manage to put you down this way
Believe me, hear me, when i say
No one can unveil the colors you display
Typically shy when it comes to my past,
But you've given me memories, greatly surpassed
Can't you see my arms are outspread
No longer needing to play dead
A motive, a purpose, a meaning, a reason,
You've untangled my life that was once a treason
Be quiet now, and listen well
You are the pearl concealed in a shell
You are the ray the clouds were hiding
That was with the angels, coinciding
So, seek the truth inside.
Jump out, and start to glide
Go with the current, with the tide
Forever i'll be by your side
Perpetually loving you
Constantly assuring you
Always admiring you
Infallible, genuine, you.
Jul 7, 2012
Jul 7, 2012 at 12:10 PM UTC