Hate is hate
And love is love
And I think that I feel both
Cause I love to love
But hate to be loved
And when push comes to shove
I just choke
Jun 4, 2018
Jun 4, 2018 at 9:02 PM UTC
I guess I'm alone
I know I'm alone
My best friends my all
My ex was my home
I love them so much
But they always will leave
So I'll be alone
While they do their thing
They both have more friends
But those friends aren't real
They don't know what love is
They don't know how to feel
They just know how to use
And that's what their gonna do
So my loves pick and choose
And I don't tell them the truth
They never pick me
They always pick them
So I'll sit at home
And be lonely again
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 10:03 PM UTC
Every one digs for the light
Every strives for the light
Every one lives for the light
And everyone dies for the light
But I am not light
I am dark
My soul is the shade of my skin
No am not light I am dark
Like the pain that is buried within
I hate the light
I hate the sun
I’d rather just live in the dark
Cause the light hates my and all of my dreams
And my dreams are what tear us apart
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 10:02 PM UTC
Everything I represent is slowly ******* dying
My grades are bad I hate my life and I'm tired of trying
I wish that I could spend my entire life crying
But I can't even cry no more, ain't that terrible timing
My ex girl said she loved me but she obviously was lying
I drink and I feel grounded
But id much rather be flying
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 10:01 PM UTC
I'm a ******* crow. And I love it. I'm Black ,unique ,feared, and above all I'm misunderstood. I am a epitome of fear. A symbol of the unknown. Which makes perfect since considering I am unknown. Most think of birds and think of colors. All colorful birds are thought to be different because of their colors and their physical attributes,But appearance means nothing. They are different on the outside but on the inside they are all the same. No matter how different they look. Most of their attributes are beautiful. From their vibrant colors to their interesting looking beaks. But I'm different, I look plain. I look dead. I look boring and scary and people never look past appearance. They never have and they never will. If they did then crows like me would be a symbol of poeticness, creativeness, and pure brilliance. My sub songs misinterpreted by all that hear them. They think they are obnoxious and rude. While I see them as sentimental and beautiful. I sing my songs out of tiredness of oppression brought to me by society and neglect-ion brought to me by my peers. But it's okay I will always fly. And even when the terrible twisted world I live in takes my wings I will still be heard. Either because my sub songs annoy the **** outta you or cause you look past the screeching sound and find the true Beauty to my madness.
Feb 8, 2017
Feb 8, 2017 at 10:10 AM UTC
There's a new drug on the streets called love .if you never try it you always wonder how it feels. You try it once and you either enjoy the feeling or you hate it cause you hate the fact that one person can have that much control over your happiness. You control your happiness but once you use the drug it's not up to you anymore cause the drug is in your body and intoxicates your mind until you are no longer self-dependent. You let the drug have control over you and you love the feeling. Your happy, care free, and joyous as **** But too much of something kills you. Especially this drug. People tell you things like "your too young" or "you need to focus on yourself" ; to make you stop because they've experienced the drug and they know what it can do. But of course you done listen because the feeling you have when you take the drug is the most alive you have ever felt. So you overdose.....
You feel happy for an extended period of time but just like everything else on this sick twisted world nothing lasts. So your happier than you've ever been and then it's over..... and you don't even know what happened.
Feb 8, 2017
Feb 8, 2017 at 10:09 AM UTC
Self expression is a weapon used by people with depression
Used by people who have meaning
Used by people with reflecting
The world is only good at telling lies and then neglecting
Don't mean to be disrespecting
But the governments subjecting
The worlds been subjugated
The worlds been made distraught
Because the worlds been filled with hatred
Real rap has never been appreciated
God is in my life
But people swear I act like satan
I don't feel satanic
When people hear my true thoughts that's when people start to panic
They don't know I'm that deep
But they know that I cause damage
My emotions never sink
That's what they said that bout the titanic
None of what earned was ever handed
I have been through the struggle
But I always tried to manage
And by managing
I did ignore my vanity
And then remained my sanity
I hope that I don't leave the rap game empty handed b
Intelligence man that's what Jesus handed me
I ask him for forgiveness and I say that **** demandingly
Jan 10, 2017
Jan 10, 2017 at 1:04 PM UTC
life is so distant
society is lies and the truth is always different
the way that people look at me just makes me feel dismissive
and I guess my chance just comes and goes
but I always seem to miss it
Jan 5, 2017
Jan 5, 2017 at 2:51 PM UTC