and now I see that you
waltzed into my life
and took every feeling that I had
and trashed it-
burned it into the ground
and left me with nothing but
sorrowful memories
of all the precious things
I used to love.
Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 12:26 PM UTC
I hope you find a way to be yourself
I hope you look in the mirror and you feel a connection to your own reflection
I hope you push away the boulder on your back, that pushed you down to the ground
For that is not where you belong
You should be crowned
Crush the stones for all the wrongs
I hope you find a way to be yourself
Regardless of what others think
Silence their intrusive thoughts with your darts of confidence
Silence their criticisms with your smile of indifference
You've been patient too long, the ink has ran dry
Stop and think
Do you really need that drink?
I pray the best for you but I cannot do it for you
I hope you find a way to be honest with yourself
Shed this uncomfortable skin
Your new life could soon begin
I cannot save you within
Pick up your own ink
For I hope you find a way to be yourself
Or even better to like yourself
Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 12:25 PM UTC
break down all the walls
that you've built
and give yourself a reason
to return to this world with a purpose.
you are nothing but a carcass
that has decomposed
into ashes of black mold.
you poison yourself into thinking
of spontaneous loving
and more so bright futures
where as proof shows none but
troubled breaths
and stutters in simple sentences.
if one thing has given no hope
it is your signage and composure.
none of your worth gives reason
to believe you are whole
and gives no life to your dead mind.
return yourself to where
your comfort lies
and leave us all with our intelligence.
Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 12:25 PM UTC
Dear dad,
I feel so mad
Whenever I ever hear the word dad
It's like I've been stabbed
Dear dad,
My backbone has been peeled away from my skin
Where the **** have you been?
Without my back I've collapsed into a corner,
you've become a foreigner.
Dear dad,
'My rock'
More like a useless chalk
Crumbling in my hands
If I dared to understand.
Dear dad,
We may be apart
But you don't even try
Why?
I can't stand our goodbyes.
A knot of words lingers in my throat
Scratching and crawling on my tongue to come afloat.
I don't visit often because every time I leave my chest breaks away,
Why don't you even try to meet me halfway?
Dear dad,
Slipping through my fingers
Into your ashtray
We have truly moved too far away
Even if I lived next to you, in the same ******* house, we are too far
Dear dad,
Lift your cigar
Cover in ashes, the star.
He has forever left an ashy scar.
Jun 16, 2014
Jun 16, 2014 at 9:22 AM UTC
Wake up
Come on, we have a busy day
Come on, you'll waste your day away,
We can go faraway or to a cafe
We can play or do something cliche
Wake up
Get up
I know it's hard and the world feels like a dump
Make that small jump
I won't judge if you firstly trudge
Once you're up, have courage
Once you've gotten up things will be sunnier
Life could be funnier
Wake up
Come on, I want to help you smile
I know the world is hostile
But it will be worthwhile
I want to be the ketchup to your chip
Come on, let's go on a trip
If you get tired you can relax in my imagination
You'll still have my full admiration
Slowly realising this affirmation
Is my own situation
That would be nice,
If I listened to my own advice
and woke up.
Jun 13, 2014
Jun 13, 2014 at 11:11 AM UTC
She skinned her knees crawling through her emotions
She opened her veins on paper and let the thick blood come trickling out
Her heart is made of glass and if you touch it light enough it will break into two, releasing a new beat
She lost her sight in love
She carved words on her chest as if without them she couldn't rest
She scratched words on her throat and clawed them on her tongue like they were her new oxygen supply.
She is a poem who I'm glad lived.
Jun 13, 2014
Jun 13, 2014 at 11:11 AM UTC
I have a bath everyday
Washing off yesterday's decay
Washing my hair,
From today's despair
Shaving away,
My memory bouquet.
They say water has powers
I hope it empowers
Momentarily drowning
Counting
One
Two
Three
Maybe I could dissapear?
Quickly I reappear
Watch the soap grow,
Like my hope.
The waves soon become a tsunami
I seem to have an immunity,
Like new opportunity.
The water calms, unity returns
The water no longer burns.
My fingers are wrinkled
I must return to the real world
Leaving behind my dream world
with the pull of a plug and a whirl,
My amniotic birth has brought me back
and ready for tomorrow's attack.
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 7:25 AM UTC
the black and white notebook
perched on your bookshelf
reeks of aged blood
and insincere thoughts
does your mind
no longer prosper
the way you once described it?
you sang sweet lullabies
to the dark isle of trees
beckoning you to
distance yourself once again.
remind me why we
refuse to cry
what happened to the hope?
rejuvenation is scarce
my dear, what has it come to?
you taught me nothing
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 10:43 AM UTC
The Big Bang
the way you slam the door
I just ignore
because I want more
The Big Bang
what you do to my heart
when we are apart
I'm under your spell
like a dart to a board
The Big Bang
when you drag your cigarette
stay for another hour or two
maybe we can listen to a cassette
Who knows whats next?
the universe and I are just as complex
The Big Bang
standby
the derby can still fall
The Big Bang
is the reason I survive
but the reason I'm alive
is because you arrived
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 10:42 AM UTC
when
you
see my shirt stained with blood
when
you
see my cheeks ripped with red
when
tonight
my ***** reeks with excess of red
leave me to my God,
, you don't know what happens
, behind closed doors.
leave me with my god
or love me deep.
Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 12:34 PM UTC