This overseer's sight is my plight
water treatment a silly game
only blots out my sight
green out of gray
gray out of normality
formality is my own worst enemy
concrete deception
angelic reception
borrowed ties to end all lies
She once was in my arms
now all I hold is this cigarette
and it will crumble
as she did, in the end
she will bend
May 11, 2013
May 11, 2013 at 5:11 AM UTC
antisocial sociopath
exquisitely exhumed exhaust
let us be clear. this is the end.
and the beginning.
fluttery flattery flattens all
so goes and does all foes.
Oct 15, 2012
Oct 15, 2012 at 4:24 AM UTC
We all know the impending, ominous, zombie apocalypse is ever present, here are some guidelines I suggest we all follow, at all times:
1) Know you friends and enemies. Who can you trust? When the moment strikes, know who you will want by your side and who is expendable.
2) Assess your surroundings.
a. Know your exits and any strategy involved.
b. Be aware of any weapons that can be made available and remember their location.
c. Make note of any abundant water sources/food/supplies, etc.
3) Cell phones be ****** ALWAYS carry with you these things: pocket knife, lighter (more than one is never frowned upon, FIRE is essential!), matches, extra clothing esp. sox, underwear, long sleeves, etc.
4) Always have a means of fire. Quite possibly the most important thing.
5) Own a gun. Even if you think guns are bad. Get one anyway. When the **** hits the fan you'll be happy you have one, trust me. Oh yeah, and plenty of ammo.
6) Be a mechanic. Learn how to hot-wire a vehicle. Learn how engines work and how to maintain one. Any handyman skill you can acquire will be well used I assure you.
7) Find a good place to grow produce. Any sort of green house your can Jerry Rig or acreage with rich topsoil you can find will come quite handy! ... when you're starving...
8) Generally, "safety in numbers" is a good rule to follow. However, in a zombie apocalypse, anything can happen. In my opinion, you're better off with a fewer number of people. That way you have less of a chance of exposure :)
9) Find armor. Anything you can use to avoid a bite to the neck, arm, leg, etc...
10) If someone is bitten, especially a loved one, **** THEM IMMEDIATELY!!
11) Don't seek out an island for solace. You'll only become trapped.
12) Don't seek high ground. You'll only become trapped.
13) Don't seek sewers. You'll only become trapped.
14) Stick and move. Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee.
15) Know that NO ONE wants to become a zombie and that means they will go to extreme lengths the avoid zombification. Ergo, NO ONE can be trusted.
16) Establish a bunker or Safehouse of some kind. Keep it stocked with water, food, weapons and ammunition. You can use coals from a fire to filter any ***** water. Plus, obviously, with fire, food can be cooked.
17) At all times, be prepared to evacuate the bunker or Safehouse if necessary. Keep all valuable items close at hand and easily obtainable.
18) Have a secondary, less obvious bunker or Safehouse that you can flee to, at any time. Also well stocked.
19) Please, if you have children, make sure they're aware of the situation.
a. Don't lie to them about the fact that there are humans coming back to life to eat you.
b. Teach them how to use a weapon to defend themselves.
c. Just because there are zombies about doesn't mean they can't read or educate themselves.
20) Don't be a fool. We've all seen that boarding up windows and doors doesn't work for the hero. Don't bother, get the **** outa there!
21) Blend in. If you can do a good zombie impression, like those guys from "Shaun of the Dead" then I think you're golden! OR, You could cover yourself in human guts and blood like in "Walking Dead". Either way, blending into the zombie environment is crucial.
22) Be hypersensitive to other peoples' feelings. Everyone will crack at a certain stress point. Some sooner than others. It will be those individuals that crack that will mean life or death.
Mar 15, 2012
Mar 15, 2012 at 5:05 AM UTC
We all know the impending, ominous, zombie apocalypse is ever present, here are some guidelines I suggest we all follow, at all times:
1) Know you friends and enemies. Who can you trust? When the moment strikes, know who you will want by your side and who is expendable.
2) Assess your surroundings.
a. Know your exits and any strategy involved.
b. Be aware of any weapons that can be made available and remember their location.
c. Make note of any abundant water sources/food/supplies, etc.
3) Cell phones be ****** ALWAYS carry with you these things: pocket knife, lighter (more than one is never frowned upon, FIRE is essential!), matches, extra clothing esp. sox, underwear, long sleeves, etc.
4) Always have a means of fire. Quite possibly the most important thing.
5) Own a gun. Even if you think guns are bad. Get one anyway. When the **** hits the fan you'll be happy you have one, trust me. Oh yeah, and plenty of ammo.
6) Be a mechanic. Learn how to hot-wire a vehicle. Learn how engines work and how to maintain one. Any handyman skill you can acquire will be well used I assure you.
7) Find a good place to grow produce. Any sort of green house your can Jerry Rig or acreage with rich topsoil you can find will come quite handy! ... when you're starving...
8) Generally, "safety in numbers" is a good rule to follow. However, in a zombie apocalypse, anything can happen. In my opinion, you're better off with a fewer number of people. That way you have less of a chance of exposure :)
9) Find armor. Anything you can use to avoid a bite to the neck, arm, leg, etc...
10) If someone is bitten, especially a loved one, **** THEM IMMEDIATELY!!
11) Don't seek out an island for solace. You'll only become trapped.
12) Don't seek high ground. You'll only become trapped.
13) Don't seek sewers. You'll only become trapped.
14) Stick and move. Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee.
15) Know that NO ONE wants to become a zombie and that means they will go to extreme lengths the avoid zombification. Ergo, NO ONE can be trusted.
16) Establish a bunker or Safehouse of some kind. Keep it stocked with water, food, weapons and ammunition. You can use coals from a fire to filter any ***** water. Plus, obviously, with fire, food can be cooked.
17) At all times, be prepared to evacuate the bunker or Safehouse if necessary. Keep all valuable items close at hand and easily obtainable.
18) Have a secondary, less obvious bunker or Safehouse that you can flee to, at any time. Also well stocked.
19) Please, if you have children, make sure they're aware of the situation.
a. Don't lie to them about the fact that there are humans coming back to life to eat you.
b. Teach them how to use a weapon to defend themselves.
c. Just because there are zombies about doesn't mean they can't read or educate themselves.
20) Don't be a fool. We've all seen that boarding up windows and doors doesn't work for the hero. Don't bother, get the **** outa there!
21) Blend in. If you can do a good zombie impression, like those guys from "Shaun of the Dead" then I think you're golden! OR, You could cover yourself in human guts and blood like in "Walking Dead". Either way, blending into the zombie environment is crucial.
22) Be hypersensitive to other peoples' feelings. Everyone will crack at a certain stress point. Some sooner than others. It will be those individuals that crack that will mean life or death.
Mar 15, 2012
Mar 15, 2012 at 5:05 AM UTC
How could we know
how sacred and so pure
metal guidance
magnetic and secure
How could we know
this inner darkness prevails over light
to make us question
what it really means to be right
Our brains so hollow
shallow thoughts enter
delight
Everyone is wrapped up
in themselves
its quite a shame
I can think of me if I want to
I have you to blame
How could we know
how innocent and scared
alone in shadow
complete, yet so unprepared
Mar 15, 2012
Mar 15, 2012 at 4:42 AM UTC
So you'll be gone for a while
You want to see LA and you want to smile
and that's OK with me
I want you to be happy
I want you to be free
However it goes
it will
and there is no turning away
it is what it is and that's all it can be
please forgive me for being so blunt
I cannot forget that this is the end
freedom is so overrated and sad
so much chaos left to be had
You don't yet know my weaknesses
yet you have me figured out
you fill all my crevasses
alleviate all doubt
go and see
what you need to see
and feel what you feel
and what's meant to be
but leave me out
and forget what has been
go with a smile
and begin again
Jul 26, 2011
Jul 26, 2011 at 11:32 PM UTC
I've forgotten
how you feel
I've forgotten
how you taste
You used to cake on lipstick and kiss every one of my cigarettes
I've forgotten
how you smell
I've forgotten
how you sound
After *** you used to blow into my face to cool me off
I've forgotten
how you move
I've forgotten
how you walk
You used to sing along to all the music I like, even though you hated it
I've forgotten you
I've forgotten us
We used to kiss under the moonlight
May 6, 2011
May 6, 2011 at 10:34 PM UTC
dimmed in-candescent trails
streaming through thoughtlessness
grow old in cold knowledge
flutter and waste a shuttered taste
dreaming of wonder, lust
deeming trust a liars blunder
knowing only flowing undertow
bestow a bow upon the tower
lead the weak to seek another
pray for prey to bleed together
cower beneath the power, beseech
teach words that preach not leach
we'll reach the peak of leakage
peel back the streak of team credence
desensitize the lies and compromise
deny the times i tried to feel demise
your eyes guided me, blinded me
snatched vision from decision
pale walls involve crawling, sprawling
drawing proof to unroof this calling
pawning you to the coup of dawning
may we start again, this time, yawning?
Feb 4, 2011
Feb 4, 2011 at 8:16 PM UTC
amid the frozen earth
my contentedness suspended
fill me with your mirth
your martyrdom transcended
guarded from the wretched cold
held aloft within
through my lies your truth is told
your pleasure through my sin
one more time, I'll ask of you
take me to your bed
lose the hate inside your bones
give peace unto my head
Dec 15, 2010
Dec 15, 2010 at 7:35 PM UTC
I hope this reaches you well. My best wishes are upon you.
You have severed me completely. (Something) I thought you would (never do).
You achieved it, so precisely.
Without self-harm.
Emotion cannot describe.
Confusion I feel.
The hurt and obvious malice are thick.
The disregard and callousness are deep.
How does this make any sense?
Eight years of unrefined love.
Pure at its core, with crystalline solidarity
Weakened by erroneous friction, and
Exotic erosion.
I knew we’d make it through,
I thought.
In any stretch or strain of memory,
Any blip of conscious being
Any dream or nightmare or in-between
Any movement or word,
Mimed or heard
Any plain of existence,
Lying or in stance
I hope this reaches you well. My best wishes are upon you.
You have severed me completely. (Something) I thought you would (never do).
Dec 15, 2010
Dec 15, 2010 at 7:13 PM UTC