jpgy - Hello Poetry

An old friend, but now not greeted with a smile; not this time, not mine. Depths not seen and never felt. Tears unspoken, tears of lies, tears that fade. Broken hearts, broken but never bent. Presence eternal, unending, ethereal. An open mind meets a shut off soul Drowning, Painful, disregarded held close, shouting leave. Breaking walls, burning me, hating me! This feeling is real again, shouting, hoping, dying, Alone in life, alone in death. Please don't take this away; This feeling of dread, this suicidal thought. To do something meaningful. To be remembered. All things are just fleeting memories trying to forget, trying to escape. Always emulating them and their... Always false and never returning. Keep holding on, to that. The destruction of them, of all thought. Human seems so abstract for all? Smile, wisdom has taught, make contact with them.

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Apr 18, 2015

Apr 18, 2015 at 11:38 AM UTC

Darkness

An old friend, but now not greeted with a smile; not this time, not mine. Depths not seen and never felt. Tears unspoken, tears of lies, tears that fade. Broken hearts, broken but never bent. Presence eternal, unending, ethereal. An open mind meets a shut off soul Drowning, Painful, disregarded held close, shouting leave. Breaking walls, burning me, hating me! This feeling is real again, shouting, hoping, dying, Alone in life, alone in death. Please don't take this away; This feeling of dread, this suicidal thought. To do something meaningful. To be remembered. All things are just fleeting memories trying to forget, trying to escape. Always emulating them and their... Always false and never returning. Keep holding on, to that. The destruction of them, of all thought. Human seems so abstract for all? Smile, wisdom has taught, make contact with them.

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Life has not changed? merely altered are my thoughts. From darkness of evil - To shadows of hate. The past still lingers The future seems far. Touch in my fingers, Leers to the stars... My mind taunts my heart. My heart plagues my mind. Soul the silent scream: no craft no skill no art! Where is my lay, my rest, my sleep? My search never ends, deeper and deep...

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Aug 30, 2014

Aug 30, 2014 at 2:49 AM UTC

Foolish am I

Life has not changed? merely altered are my thoughts. From darkness of evil - To shadows of hate. The past still lingers The future seems far. Touch in my fingers, Leers to the stars... My mind taunts my heart. My heart plagues my mind. Soul the silent scream: no craft no skill no art! Where is my lay, my rest, my sleep? My search never ends, deeper and deep...

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It cries, it dies, it ***** with me I think too much, think too little Does too much, does too little, Feels less human, feels more like living Speed it wants where life is too slow, Black as the darkest night, White as the softest snow Calmness it likes, Disaster it likes more Hating itself and loving others Needs their thoughts but yearning its own Hard as stone But falter like a new born bird, In a rain of hell, fire of broken ash Covered gray... It does like hearts It wants heart, and maybe someday, I will : feel, be happy, be content an be Alive.

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Aug 30, 2014

Aug 30, 2014 at 2:12 AM UTC

Thoughts of a mind

It cries, it dies, it ***** with me I think too much, think too little Does too much, does too little, Feels less human, feels more like living Speed it wants where life is too slow, Black as the darkest night, White as the softest snow Calmness it likes, Disaster it likes more Hating itself and loving others Needs their thoughts but yearning its own Hard as stone But falter like a new born bird, In a rain of hell, fire of broken ash Covered gray... It does like hearts It wants heart, and maybe someday, I will : feel, be happy, be content an be Alive.

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I stare at this visage. Always perplexed by those eyes. Staring back at me. You can"t face this. My mind, convoluted, confused, lost Hearing words that are never spoken. Dry to the tongue something and beating Empty words, full, but lost Change has consumed this Anger filled in every crevice Acceptance a fleeting memory Forever afraid of this bliss All a stationary thought Valing the empty mind Moving in her Lost what I have nought What is the reason? Moving and dreaming explosive and extensive I finally destroy you I finally have a reason.

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Aug 29, 2014

Aug 29, 2014 at 5:52 PM UTC

The reason you think is not the reason it is

I stare at this visage. Always perplexed by those eyes. Staring back at me. You can"t face this. My mind, convoluted, confused, lost Hearing words that are never spoken. Dry to the tongue something and beating Empty words, full, but lost Change has consumed this Anger filled in every crevice Acceptance a fleeting memory Forever afraid of this bliss All a stationary thought Valing the empty mind Moving in her Lost what I have nought What is the reason? Moving and dreaming explosive and extensive I finally destroy you I finally have a reason.

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I can't say how I feel about you So much hope, so much doubt, Logic kills all these feelings. We cannot Our feelings. We are soul mates, in a way. But still we can't stay. You and I might feel the same, but different opinions prevail. Your path can't connect with mine But as much as I escape, I'm cloven with a bind, I still feel you Hope you feel me too, The sacrifice we give Is the abandonment we live. Me and you forever, Me and you for never.

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Aug 15, 2014

Aug 15, 2014 at 8:43 PM UTC

When love can be the most bitter taste

I can't say how I feel about you So much hope, so much doubt, Logic kills all these feelings. We cannot Our feelings. We are soul mates, in a way. But still we can't stay. You and I might feel the same, but different opinions prevail. Your path can't connect with mine But as much as I escape, I'm cloven with a bind, I still feel you Hope you feel me too, The sacrifice we give Is the abandonment we live. Me and you forever, Me and you for never.

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You make me feel good about myself You're always there, even tough your're not You make m think You encourage me to feel. I miss the old days, the days when we were still young the days when you felt what I felt, when I could feel what you feel. I can still feel what you feel, but you can't feel me anymore. I was so silent for long. But you're helping me come out of my shell. Your thoughts will always be, ever lasting wisdom to me A dark light, In this lighted dark. I have found a cloud. walking around the ground. what a beautiful blue. Almost make me feel like a cloud too. The sunshine is destroying the cloud. It comes in, feeling everything through Leaving what it believes to be true. After all this that cloud was you. A part of you connects with me, I could imagine us to be one. A part of me will always love you A part of me will always want you. Only you, only you can touch my soul, Only you. I miss you, Sue.

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Jul 12, 2014

Jul 12, 2014 at 7:22 AM UTC

Only you

You make me feel good about myself You're always there, even tough your're not You make m think You encourage me to feel. I miss the old days, the days when we were still young the days when you felt what I felt, when I could feel what you feel. I can still feel what you feel, but you can't feel me anymore. I was so silent for long. But you're helping me come out of my shell. Your thoughts will always be, ever lasting wisdom to me A dark light, In this lighted dark. I have found a cloud. walking around the ground. what a beautiful blue. Almost make me feel like a cloud too. The sunshine is destroying the cloud. It comes in, feeling everything through Leaving what it believes to be true. After all this that cloud was you. A part of you connects with me, I could imagine us to be one. A part of me will always love you A part of me will always want you. Only you, only you can touch my soul, Only you. I miss you, Sue.

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What strives you. One thing that takes you. To live for To die for Soft words make you smile. Silence kills you. Filled with doubt Filled with hope The one that cures you. The one that harms you. It feels so good It fees so bad. Stop creating this obsession, Start living this obsession.

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Jul 12, 2014

Jul 12, 2014 at 6:41 AM UTC

Obsession

What strives you. One thing that takes you. To live for To die for Soft words make you smile. Silence kills you. Filled with doubt Filled with hope The one that cures you. The one that harms you. It feels so good It fees so bad. Stop creating this obsession, Start living this obsession.

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