My innocence was not for you to take
******* life out like a poisonous bite
Apples rotting like my soul
Never beautiful will I feel again-
Fantasized
Driving off bridges
Popping pills
Sick thoughts clouding
Little girls’ mind
Death I wished upon myself
You turned me into a broken mirror
****** from the shards or glass
No pain shall I feel only a sick sense of the sweet relief
Sickly sweet cooper tones
Sliding down porcelain skin
No love in my hearts home
No love in my brains decomposing shack
****
Is not amusing
A glimmer of future life ****** out like a dementor
Bye bye childhood
You stole from
Innocent little girl should not defend
For their lives shouldn’t be placed into their hands
Rusty anchors lodge deep inside
A pain never shall be at ease
Hell shall be your only witness
Demons crawl from my soul locking their talons Into what’s left of you
How do you call yourself a man
Bars shall hold you in
If only I could grow some in my mind
Nightmares from those years
Only regressed into teenage tears
Sep 22, 2013
Sep 22, 2013 at 11:00 PM UTC
Tears burning my eyes
Sadness I am dwelling in
Pathetic self pity engorges my hollow trunk
Pain burns through my veins
Blistering heat needs a release
Mascara streaming down my face
No longer feeling it’s intertwining grip
No more feelings
I start to fret
Am I nothing left to this world
Memories come flooding back
Nostalgia chills me to my core
Do you are my pain
Is their a correlation
Reaching for the only constant in my dwelling on this earth
My lovely
Crimson stained with blood of yesterday
A razor blade can only relieve the pain
I wish I could find a better way
But the devil grasps me In his fiery claws
Demons chanting in my ears
Scratching through my skin
Blood seeping down my delicate bindings
Weight lifted off my soul
Sapphire greater than gold
It swirls down my skin
What a beautiful sight
If only it would happen just for tonight
The demons will crawl back through biting and clawing
Demanding my hopeless heart
Wandering through the dark
Soon they find me
And repeat this beautiful sickening story again
-mjq
Sep 22, 2013
Sep 22, 2013 at 10:50 PM UTC