I’m sorry,
For what I did.
Like a scared child
I ran and hid.
I didn’t realize,
The amount of pain,
A human could suffer
All in vain.
Every day I think
What would be different?
What would be the same?
Except the fate is certain
And I’m to blame.
I wanted you
In my life and still do
But you hate me now,
This I know is true.
I can’t complain,
You reap what you sow.
You were a lesson I learned
And from it will grow.
Still, I feel terrible
When nostalgia creeps in
I just wish we could talk,
Share the places we’ve been.
That’s not my place,
Anymore that is,
Because I ****** up.
And chose decedence.
I lost an amazing person,
A companion, a friend.
Someone I will always
Remember in the end.
You deserve happiness,
Or peace at least.
Your heart is so beautiful,
As for me, I’ve ceased.
May 16, 2018
May 16, 2018 at 6:55 PM UTC
I love you with an ache so strong
it consumes me;
Devouring my heart without a question.
A sunbeam in eternal darkness.
A good song on a bad day.
Your hands on my side,
My lips against yours,
This is what I've been asking for.
This is the dreams Ive dreamt,
The prayers I gave to a god I didn't believe in.
You are my salvation, my destruction
My love, my hate, myself,
My darling.
Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 3:47 AM UTC
***** stains,
Cigarette burns,
Fornication marks,
On the sheets were we lie.
***** house, ***** mind.
All is fair in *** and drugs.
We wish we could die in the night.
Our inebriated souls
Could collapse into dust
And flutter into the starry sky.
Our brains spilling on the dashboard.
Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 3:44 AM UTC
Dans ton tete
tu vois cauchemars.
Tu essaye d'arrêter il
mais tu es coincee
entre enfer,
et le bonheur.
Feb 19, 2014
Feb 19, 2014 at 11:23 AM UTC
Wine out of a plastic cup.
Time goes by when you're ****** up.
I'll pour you another shot,
and we can hope to not get caught.
Couple of glasses,
plenty of ***
Feb 19, 2014
Feb 19, 2014 at 11:15 AM UTC
The quilt that once
blanketed us in love
now seems to only
engulf me and my ***
in nostalgic sadness.
Feb 19, 2014
Feb 19, 2014 at 11:13 AM UTC
You make it look so
easy to forget.
You make it look like
it was all a regret.
You said you loved me,
and i know you did,
but from me and your friends,
that feeling you hid.
Feb 19, 2014
Feb 19, 2014 at 11:11 AM UTC
I love you very dearly,
lust and love as one.
Time has made me see clearly,
that you have always been my sun.
Forgive me for my wrongs,
but praise me for my rights.
So I can sing you this song,
and hold you close tonight.
Feb 13, 2014
Feb 13, 2014 at 10:39 AM UTC
Long behold the summer days
where you're given the time to waste away.
Daisy chains and cigarette burns;
the things that make us grow and learn.
All summed up into one season
where we be ourselves, despite the treason.
Feb 12, 2014
Feb 12, 2014 at 11:44 AM UTC
Love is to give,
but not to ask in return.
If this is true
I loved you dearly,
but for you
it just proved
that the one you loved
was yourself.
Feb 11, 2014
Feb 11, 2014 at 1:29 PM UTC