Circumstance always ******* me in the worst ways. i lost the girl of my dreams i nearly thought that my existence don't matter . but it does and when i go away those circumstances can **** off. yes my heart is shattered i want to just throw it out but i know something will come along to fix it....
Apr 2, 2016
Apr 2, 2016 at 12:52 PM UTC
Completion a feeling we all long for But ****** i finally after years of fighting i get over a girl i never thought i stop loving. and then what happens i get hit in the face because something turned out that the one piece that actually seemed to be in the background the problem is its not gonna happen for a while and ****** it ***** and knowing i wish i could cut this away but what if something was there what if would i be throwing away that one shot at happiness. my gut says no because shes such a good friend but what can i do for completion must i take a risk i never been able to take before,.. i wish it was me i wish i was that guy but i am not i am just the guy who makes sure everythings alright if shes happy without me Fine i am used to it as long as shes happy . i wish i could never love i wish i could cut this feeling away its eating at my soul and i am suffocating . i want to be complete but lets be honest the higher ups don't like me .
Mar 9, 2016
Mar 9, 2016 at 11:31 PM UTC
A change is coming I stare at the night sky after a shock of lightening hit me. Tommorow could be my last day on earth. so i must live each day as if its my last. A change is coming you see i am following my heart no matter how crazy no matter if i will leave broken
Mar 1, 2015
Mar 1, 2015 at 8:58 PM UTC
I never thought i end up falling in love with a person that i known for a while.
never ever in a million years i thought feel this way again. I never thought could care so much that not having her in my life sounds like hell. i have this feeling that i know that when i sense the spark hit theres no coming from it. Those eyes Light me up more then you ever know i got my courage back to follow my heart. i never thought it be you and don't matter to me anymore how i end up one day i will finally tell how i feel again.
Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 8:50 PM UTC
hidden feelings i feel this way for someone honestly i should not morally be in love with
i hide my feelings hoping one day i can unleash them onto this world
hidden feelings that drive me mad in my dreams we are together more ways then one
my hidden feelings feel in my heart because i want to be with her but i just can't risk my
friendship she means that much to me but i am the one who will not be the one because no matter what i be there
Sep 15, 2014
Sep 15, 2014 at 2:02 AM UTC
a few years ago we met our eyes met with enchantment made me realize something.
your eyes that can make hearts melt and can turn ones world to a dream .
the dream world i wanted i want to share with you are the bright light at the end of my tunnel and no matter what your smile is what keeps me going in this harsh world
Sep 3, 2014
Sep 3, 2014 at 7:02 PM UTC
i am insecure about losing things i lost friends because i followed my heart and when i
have chances to make something good i just squander it every time being in love has
been hard for me because every time i am never the guy i am just used for them to get
back at their former relationship a war is always struggling inside of me because i want
to confess my hearts true feelings just don't want to ruin what i got already
call me insecure i just care to much to ruin something already great in my life
Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 1:10 PM UTC
falling down i fell down a chasm hit the ground felt like a thousand needles impaling my heart
falling down i realized why have i always looked for the next best thing i realized
something the thing i always wanted has always been in my life a friend told me a piece
of my own advice its never out there its always under your nose **** she was right
to see the answer you got to hit rock bottom multiple times again and again again
and again and again and again because i see it now i don't need someone who
discards me when they are to stubborn or just don't care i know what i need no one
else can stop this feeling like a wild fire of emotions i feel like i am a lowly peasant
basking at a window with all their dreams right there in front of them just not being
able to grab it. falling down took me to realize the truth i love being there i love every second of basking in happiness instead of sadness and regret do i regret not fessing up absolutely but i really honestly love every second of this i am so done being a lone wolf my heart needs is a pack of two and i wait every single day till the one i am loved back
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 3:05 AM UTC
months years i known you even though we rarely talk in a life time i know you always be there and i be there if needed no matter what
I remember back in the days we were all growing up on who we were you remained kind unlike others you never changed never have its crazy its been three years since i last seen you maybe i see you in the future months years friends for life
May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 6:27 PM UTC
i learned basking in the emotion one calls fear created problems
Now i live in one other emotion that makes me happy with my significant other
i no longer choose to live in fear i chose to live with love and being grateful i have something in my life
May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 12:34 PM UTC