Paths have crossed, cost is sin.
Found it lost.
Defeat him, defeat him.
The rivers feral, cholera sets in.
No habit sterile.
Repeat him, repeat him.
Roll over the carpet on your cheek.
Jostle that scar you've kept so neat.
The secrets of two whom dare not speak.
Their season, the fall, not so bleak.
By the end I just paid him to silence her doubt.
How long must we culture them?
Nostalgias grinding gears again.
Indifference starts to begin.
Never what they could have been.
Lectured threads have come undone.
The paraphrase has yet to come
My heart begs it's not for one.
It works for you but not for some.
Don't read my heart.
Don't press her luck.
You've one in the chamber.
But your hands locked up.
We've called the shot.
No one's forgot.
He mourned tomorrow as he lost God.
She saw the pause.
Let slip the cause.
I'm not the human you thought I was.
By the end I just paid him to silence her doubt.
No, I never knew this place.
God sent me here to see.
But I'm drawing closer to the exit.
I must find a place to hide memories.
I've squandered my chance to walk with the living.
By the end I just paid him to silence her doubt.
By the end of the raid he sure did sing loud.
Oct 21, 2015
Oct 21, 2015 at 8:06 AM UTC
We Blink
8 days till the sun awakes the dawn.
Three days past.
We blink.
The moments gone.
Closer comes the time, together you and me.
But the end isn't too far to see.
Simple to fall before our hearts compliance.
While praying that it won't end in silence.
It's difficult to describe the way I feel.
Like a cut on the tip of my tongue that won't heal.
I guess I'm just begging you not to go.
I know it's rather early but baby you gotta know
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 7:53 PM UTC
When the music fades.
When I'm lowered.
When my eyes cast a porcelain glaze.
It's not over.
Taken my last breath today
All my troubles fly away.
I hope you're there.
Brushing flies through my hair.
Everything becomes a blur.
Forever now I'm sober.
Cross my arms and spread the dirt.
No mamma, it doesn't hurt.
No longer will I take your space.
Paint a smile on my face.
Delivery me from all my fears.
While my memory disappears.
I hope you're there.
It's not over.
Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 12:09 PM UTC
A ****** serenade to show me all your witches.
The lie that bites my eye and pulls apart the stitches.
Shes like a ****** gun half cocked on a loaded nun.
A feral infant left the instant she could see the sun.
While god herself grins in the face of my stability.
Woke up alone crying "where the hells Felicity?"
I'm just a fender-bender pretender makin the same mistakes.
Her music shakes and rattles snakes right between my legs.
We filled the mind so bloated as we floated feelin omnipotent.
The silent rhyme that stopped time and left the world corroded.
I had to cough and shake it off before we qualify to multiply.
Traded a moth for sloth but got caught by a butterfly.
Her heart beating, got me feeding and it stops the bleeding.
Deep throated, dually-noted as I start believing.
Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 12:44 PM UTC
Clearly hypnotized by all the words that you've said.
Blowing all the days until you lay in my bed.
Now my souless nothing's turning grey into red.
As falling scarlet needles dance around in my head.
Tonight we'll fly under stars dressed in black.
Bite you immortal, or so says the bat.
One hand on your wing the other on your thigh.
With one timely moan, butterflies split the night.
A bite on her neck seems to penetrate deep.
Whispers of Magdalena has her drop to her knees.
A full line, a fat dime, with pictures to share.
A moment of silence while the audience stares.
A creep down your spine with a devious smile.
Forcefully colliding sweaty souls all the while.
Before the seizure her eyes disappear.
Filled full of darkness our path becomes clear.
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 8:50 PM UTC
The bat was a vampire, sinister and old.
The butterfly breaks the cocoon and gets cold.
The bat reflects in silver hisses.
The butterfly speaks forgotten kisses.
No telling how far they will fly.
A devious smile splits the day from the night.
Before you flee with your new wing.
That bat might drop to you a ring.
A riddled heart brings stumble and stutter.
It cuts the wings and abandons flutter.
If anything you dream tonight,
The bat and the butterfly...
Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 8:44 PM UTC
My tongue is sharp like incision.
And scatters every thread of your brain with precision.
I'm as histrionic as the rest of em.
Like many above, I beg for a little and then some.
I'm the self-hate cousin born rotten.
Killin cells from sins forgotten.
And I can take from your broken piece.
Stick it to mine and build a masterpiece.
Your lovin fits soft like silk stiletto.
And sends me straight to the lazaretto.
But I'm a split-tongue trash-talkin mother ******
And fallin from one scheme to another.
Spittin the same mistakes from my past.
And trying to find something to last.
Yes I'm gonna end with a risk.
Send my mind way down for a kiss.
Save myself from razor-to-wrist.
Waste away with me in the abyss.
Jun 4, 2014
Jun 4, 2014 at 8:44 PM UTC
In this hole.
I've always felt so alone.
I could hardly see,
Until you found me.
Even from so far.
You left me with the perfect scar.
It hurts so good, and I must say,
You and I could rot away.
With you I'll walk anywhere.
Stick red begonias in your hair.
I think you know just what I mean.
The world may not be what it seems.
Thought it to be Magdalena.
Until I learned of you Cristina.
It hurts so good and I must say,
You and I could waste away.
Weakened knees and stuttered heart.
Forget this not, my favorite scar.
Even across states.
You've opened up the flood gates.
And I'm drowning in your love.
The girl that I met, her name was Scarlet.
And she drove a knife straight through my ******* heart.
And then she pulled it right out
Gave me a kiss.
Then the wound healed.
And left a scar...
Jun 1, 2014
Jun 1, 2014 at 7:41 PM UTC
Riddled
Unblemished, She appeared so suddenly.
Her eye's claim a poem my words couldn't write.
My dear.
She whispers benignly, A slow drip I.V. Echo.
A seductive darkness, soft and low.
If this is hell, I wanna sin.
Is this love I'm falling in?
This blue that I've been riddled with.
Grip her neck to feel her writhe.
The trickster taunts me.
Dangerous.
Sold my soul to dream a kiss.
Until the day our hands can meet.
I'll live inside a fantasy.
Dig me a little love coma.
May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 2:57 PM UTC
I remember a time the world was mine.
And you were mine at this time.
Sold it all for not a dime.
26 years and past his prime.
****
May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 2:21 AM UTC