I am fruit snacks and dragon tales.
I am trips to the Cape and tan lines.
I am country music and pearl earrings.
I am black raspberry ice cream and late night drives.
I am yoga at noon and apple picking in the fall.
I am Loud.
I am Loved.
I am Alive.
Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 9:00 PM UTC
I forgot to bring paper;
on set there was a broken pen.
When words spill from mouth to page,
magic begins to transcend.
Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 5:41 PM UTC
Leaking down the side,
buildings melt
inside walls.
Mocking drug
induced families
under ceilings
among red,
glazed eyes.
Kites fly,
and green grass snaps
under a stiff
shoe.
Sewage
creeps from beneath
the field where kids play.
Geese, in V formation.
Leaves drift to the
yellow grass. Souls
forsaken by time.
Fenced in field
Surrounded by brick
rising, expanding
into the past
thirty years.
The building is leaking
and still
rising.
Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 5:09 PM UTC
Why did you burn me, Fire? Constantly
screaming, jagged in breath, while desperate
for attention-- Where's your dignity?
You've been asking for attention, reaching
for our hands, snapping towards scorched
palms you bubbled, inflated with infection.
I flinch when you spark back to creation.
You've cracked within pressure, Fire,
molten at the core, insensitively lost,
but you, Fire, you lost yourself within
heated monetary discussions--
You seek for growth, demolishing
the path you take. I can only blame
myself though, Fire. I'm the one who
encouraged, blew on your embers,
empowering your ideals, starting rampages
that engulfed forests and plains. Leaves
dared to love you, now burnt--
You've lost yourself, Fire. Will you
ever let your guard down again?
Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 3:15 PM UTC
The amber bottle rested on the cozy
while you tossed back ***** Crackling
over ice, popping to the warm quake
tumbling down your throat. Voices
to the right bounced, shot *****
into pockets, towards the corner
sulking after being hit. You've sipped
your dignity, having an allergic reaction,
your eyes cursed, blood stained
glasses diced palms, attached
with glass in hope of feeling numb.
Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 12:38 PM UTC
I love you.
You make me become cotton, above
the wind, effortlessly gliding upon
rolling meadows of marigolds.
Wait
You're the cold snap before the morning
sun, always biting and freezing
loose particles of moisture in the air.
No, wait
You've brought my senses back, like rewiring
a lamp and giving it a fresh bulb, illuminating
the surrounding shadows with a smirk, smile.
Actually, wait.
You've made my mind out of confusion,
changing the pace, lying on high tide
forgetting the time we've spent out at sea.
Please wait,
I've just wanted to hang on, I miss feeling
like I'm whole again around the puzzle piece
that caught my attention. Love and wait
For me.
Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 1:13 AM UTC
I found you standing there,
in the corner of a big room.
I could see in your eyes,
you were a flower ready to bloom.
You were ready to go,
ready to see the world.
You were all alone,
just another lonely girl.
Like the moon in the night sky,
so far from the stars.
You were in need of a friend,
to help heal the scars.
And so I reached out,
and you took my hand,
and we explored the high mountains,
and put our toes in the sand.
We ran through the valleys,
and flew through the sky.
We walked through the forest,
and laughed till we cried.
We looked up at the stars,
so far yet so close,
so big yet so small,
we wanted them all.
And so we became stars.
Feb 22, 2015
Feb 22, 2015 at 11:09 PM UTC
I showered last night, wiping away
What you encouraged me to do.
Did you forget? I didn't want to go.
Sweatpants rolled up to my knees,
hair flat, cuffs rolled up to my elbows.
The snow beneath my feet crunched
while I texted you. Each word filled
me with reject, each step wanted to pivot
and escape the man down the hill.
But, you said it would be good for me.
On the contrary, this tore you apart,
my love. I babysat the intoxicated man
that offered me wine, his shrill of a voice
split open my skull, quaked my brain
and stabbed my frontal lobe, unaware.
His height represented my will and want
to walk this distance and meet him:
short, and a disappointing impression.
But I can't get through my mind, why,
why we would think we could want this.
I blame myself, the want for more, drinking
intoxicating flirtation that drives us all,
to jump, to want more, but that thrill
poisons the mind to crave for attention,
immediate love we need to find in ourselves.
I can't tell you the dreams I've had, for fear
you might sprint, at Olympic speed,
onto another life, another man while I
wait, wait for you to return to my arms,
because our future is a proposal.
You, down on one knee, flooding my eyes,
rushing down cheeks as we say "I do!"
Feb 22, 2015
Feb 22, 2015 at 9:28 PM UTC
Remind me
again
when the
funeral is.
My suit
needs
to be
dry cleaned
to abolish
moth *****
Also,
mother gave
up and
drowned
in tissues
lined with
aloe. Thats
all I can
smell above
her coffin.
Feb 22, 2015
Feb 22, 2015 at 5:34 PM UTC
february and the roses have
finally stopped flowering
above stormy clouds
the moon scatters like a ghost
i dream of you, of you...
and the night glides peacefully
to rest while i sigh and wait.
Feb 22, 2015
Feb 22, 2015 at 1:52 PM UTC