She's the one
She's my need
She's my want
She's my everything
I love her
I still love her
I always will
She stole my heart
My shattered heart
It's still in her hands
She broke it more
Many times
But she's the one
Samantha Lee Saxon
She's my one true love
The one I need
I can't live with out her
She is my love
For my love is her
Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 12:01 AM UTC
Leave me alone
Stop making me think of you
I remember everything about you
Your smile
Your laugh
Everything
But get out of my head
I don't love you anymore
Or do I
No I don't
I love her
She's the one I love
She's starting to notice
Somethings on my mind
And she can't find out
I've been thinking of you
I love her
I love her more than anything
But why have I been thinking of you?
I can't figure it out
My heads a mess
I can't think
It's all just one big mess
I wish I could clear it
Just please stay out
I think about you
But I don't love you
I'm with her
I love her
Why won't you get out if my head
May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 10:29 AM UTC
He is sad
He is hurt
He is dying
He is alone
He is lonely
He is a mess
He is judged
He is ignored
He is suicidal
He is stressed
He is confused
He is ****** up
He is depressed
He is misunderstood
He is tired but still living
He is hurt but doesn't show it
He is screaming but silent
He is in pain but still smiling
Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 12:50 AM UTC
I look alive
I'm dead inside
My heart has holes
And black blood flows
Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 11:50 PM UTC
Death, cry, suicide
Maybe I will laugh in time
1,2,3,4 suicide is asking more
5,6,7,8 maybe this is my fate
9,10,11,12 my body dies and silence fell
12,11,10,9 and now they all cry
8,7,6,5 my mind is going on a ride
4,3,2,1 we hang ourselves and they run
Apr 5, 2014
Apr 5, 2014 at 9:49 PM UTC
You did this to me
Your the only one I ever trusted
Then you cheat on me
I've stood for a lot of ****
Took beatings for you
Stomped *** for you
But I have a line
And you crossed it
I forgive a lot of ****
But I don't know
If I can forgive this one
You went to far this time
I will never forget this
I hope you know
You might loos the best man
You will ever find
I love you
I always will
I love your daughter
I love her like my own
I will never stop doing for her
No matter what happens
I will do and do for her
I love both of you
More than anything
But I don't know
If I can stand for it anymore
My body can't take anymore
I have no heart because of you
It's gone
You ripped it out
Crushed it
And stomped it in the dirt
And I still don't know why
Please tell me why
Apr 3, 2014
Apr 3, 2014 at 12:49 PM UTC
I'm not afraid
I used to be
Not anymore
I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid of death
Not afraid to see blood
Not afraid to see my blood
Not afraid of any of it
It doesn't scare me anymore
I've learned the hard way
Don't be afraid of anything
Don't be afraid of anyone
It does no good
Fear is a veil
Thin and see through
Fear is nothing
Nothing to feel
Nothing but emptiness
I'm not afraid of death
When it's my time
I'll go with no problems
I'll have regrets
But when I go
I go
Death doesn't scare me
It shouldn't scare anyone
Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 4:54 PM UTC
Cuts so deep, blood so red
Clean it up, go to bed
Cry to sleep, dream of death
Wake up though, stop your breath
Starve your body, plague your mind
Keep it up, don't look behind
Throw up food, work all day
Watch your world fade to gray
Never can talk, silence is key
To far gone, nobody stop me
Take some pills, go to sleep
No one cares, you silently weep
Nothing left here, escape your head
Fly away angle, your already dead
Mar 22, 2014
Mar 22, 2014 at 11:16 PM UTC
It wasn't my fault
It's yours
I didn't **** you over
You ****** me over
**** you
I hate you
I hope you burn in hell
Leave me the **** alone
I was happy
Until you ****** it up
I want nothing to do with you
I hope you ******* suffer
It's all your fault
I'm done with you
I'm done with all of this
**** YOU
I'm done
Bye
Mar 18, 2014
Mar 18, 2014 at 3:44 PM UTC
That's the question
What is a baby
What is a child
What is it to you
What does it mean to you
A baby is the gift of a god
Trusted to you
It is not a burden
For it is a privilege
To be a parent
I wouldn't know
But I've seen
It seams wonderful
The gift no one deserves
But a few
It is the ultimate sacrifice
But the ultimate gain
Nothing can compare
Nothing is the same
Nothing ever will be
It's hard work
Sleepless nights
Wondering if your good enough
Thinking your not
Thinking how am I to do this
How am I to raise her
But this gift
Is given to those who can
They don't always want to
But they can
I've gotten a taste
A sample
And i fell in love with her
Her beautiful blue eyes
Her shining blonde hair
Everything about her
I want to do everything for her
Protect her
Be there for her
Everything
I want her in my life
I want to be in hers
I've laid awake
Many a nights
Thinking what if I don't do right
What if I'm not good enough
I know there's no turning back
I know there's no giving up
And I'm willing
To take that extra weight
I want to
I'll do anything for her
I'll do anything for you destine
I swear
Your not old enough yet
But when you are
I pray to god I'm still there
Because I'll never leave
I could never
The only way I'd leave
Is if I was forced by one person
And she knows she has that power
I pray she doesn't use it
For I love her
And I love you
When you read this, destine
Remember in your heart
That there is nothing
I will not do for you
I swear
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 9:58 PM UTC