thrown to the depths of my heart,
im sorry...
im sorry i couldn't find your morning kisses
from droopy eyes and tangled hands in the ocean of white sheets
im sorry i will never know what you're afraid of
what you value most in this world and bring it to you
the reasons why you love and the reasons why you hate
i can't recreate your kisses
and thats putting nails all over my skin and bleeding out slowly
i can't touch you anymore
and thats burning my hands to ashes
i cant put them back together, ash doesn't like the new structure
you wait for the right one and when the right one shows up you feel the need to run. Forrest cant beat me, i got him.
Dec 12, 2017
Dec 12, 2017 at 3:47 PM UTC
On a single day I became his entirely, all in all
Even what did not belong to me was now somehow his
He took the pain I had been collecting and ripped it from my skin
Without any warning he sprouted
And his roots found my ankles
Tangled around my thighs into my veins
From there, we grew
We grew so high that we could only be found by our guardian
Angels,
They caught us way up above the clouds in perpetual ******
Apr 24, 2017
Apr 24, 2017 at 9:07 PM UTC
i don't feel guilty,
anymore.
i learned to embrace it,
maybe it's the key to seduction..
i like to remember you,
all of you.
shadow and skin.
how your raspberry kisses dripped lust over bare me,
forbidden me.
how you made your way into me,
past all of the unnecessary clothes, fear, and guilt..
she wont forgive us and we wont forget.
Apr 4, 2016
Apr 4, 2016 at 8:23 PM UTC
You caught me then,
Watching you in bed through the old mirror
While I lay on your chest.
What I didn't know then was that you were as unreachable as that reflection in the old mirror.
Just an idea.
Didn't know you would become just as intangible..
Just as elusive...
But wasn't it wonderful?
Mar 12, 2016
Mar 12, 2016 at 3:43 PM UTC
Because a love so potent makes everything else taste grey
Leaving only black and white residues of hope
For after a passion that knows no boundaries
you're left with blank stares
where there used to be oceans,
wars,
the infinite,
hell and ******
Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 10:21 PM UTC
to honor the fire that destroys you inside
give me all your sorrows
let me take the reasons for all the oceans you've cried
i want your guilt running through my veins
like all my cheap wine
didn't you know that,
angels aren't supposed to cry
let me sin, let me suffer,
as selfish as it may be
i deserve your pain more than you
Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 9:55 AM UTC
You came and you stayed
I have yet to get rid of you
Although you've been gone for some time
I see pieces of you every time
I look in the mirror
Intangible shadows of you decorate the
Walls of my
Heart
Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 6:07 PM UTC
Strength is found in the most bizarre ways.
Like when you can't cry any longer,
or when there's more pain in your veins than blood.
You know those times when you break
& all your emotions collide
in a hail storm of feelings & sunshine?
Maybe it's just me,
when I'm shattered to a billion pieces
is when the brightest little lights of strength
find me,
these lights like to test me,
they like to see how far I'll go before I give in.
& Right before I lose hope, I find them.
Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 11:14 PM UTC
You became the equivalent of an overdose.
I rather perish in our daze
than to
be without you
Sep 16, 2015
Sep 16, 2015 at 3:03 PM UTC
That simple glance didn't suffice
I had to SEE you
One caress wasn't enough
needed to FEEL you whole
A brush on the lips
& in unison
we made a home
Funny feeling of familiarity
wrapped around curiosity
for the unknown
Like forgetting your
greatest LOVE
& rediscovering it all at once
Sep 16, 2015
Sep 16, 2015 at 12:41 AM UTC