I never understood the sound of a heartbeat
the relentless BA-bum, BA-bum, BA-bum
so draining and grating it makes me numb
BA-Bum, BA-bum, BA-bum
until we finally succumb
I never understood how people die of a broken heart
the break is not physical
it is not actual
it is not real
it is just how you feel
right?
I never understood why love was a two-way street
shouldn't it be a fork in the road converging
becoming one-way once we finally meet?
but that was because I only saw my side
I had know idea how our paths were going to collide
And I still never understood the sound of a heartbeat
of all the beats why two?
I never understood it
that is... until I met you
Because you were the second beat
that puzzled me for so long
You were the second beat
that kept me going strong
you were that up beat
to my favorite song
and you are the second beat
that made my heart belong
and now as a widower
I never heard that second beat
a murmur it had become,
until I saw her again
on the day of my death
went the Vitals screen went
BA....BA.... BA.... buuuuummm
Nov 1, 2013
Nov 1, 2013 at 10:18 AM UTC
Never express,
Only repress
Then repress
then press again
feelings aren’t not your refuge
But your refuse
Bury your feelings
But the heart only goes so deep
So break it
Let the trash seep
but when you’re at that breaking point
Don’t try to mend
Just spend
On some form of escape
Find you pusher
And your favorite femoral eye drapes
Never fix
just get your fix
got it?
Good
Need another?
I knew you would
Oct 17, 2013
Oct 17, 2013 at 1:05 AM UTC
I think I found the one
but which one did I find?
so far this fairytale's plot
is at once upon a time
feels like I'm back at 4 years old
with my sleep on hold
waiting with bated breathe
to see how this story unfolds
this is one of those road trips
where the phrase "Are we there yet?"
will never come from my lips
because this trip is about the journey
and I am in no hurry
As a child I used to go and catch butterflies
but now I catch them
every time I look into her eyes
I not trying to be Kraft Mac-n-Cheezy
But I'm falling for her deeply
all I know is
ONCE I feel her embrace, mind body and soul, and
UPON seeing her smile and hearing her laughter
A blanket of her warmth tucks me in, filling my holes making it
TIME to say happily ever after
Aug 15, 2013
Aug 15, 2013 at 12:38 AM UTC
A picture is worth 1000 words
and if a picture is a still of motion
wouldn't it be absurd
to try and describe an event or emotion
through the spoken word?
the spoken word is not in compliance
with emotion and feeling
I see her as golden as the silence
two beings only being
All I want is to hold her in my arms
and have a conversation through our embrace
I want to get to know her
through the landscape of her face
I want to feel all her cuts and scars
and let her feel mine
and see if the torn pieces of our hearts
could ever intertwine
all of this, without a word
ever being transferred
May 1, 2013
May 1, 2013 at 2:55 AM UTC
this message is brought
by those who fought
for lover's lane is now a vacant lot
I heard that at it's birth
lover's lane encompassed the earth
like a grand equator
the ultimate curator
of all things love
but then a dark mass came from above
it was a ball of cynism
and under the haze of malaise
created a schism
then like ripples in a pond
the schism ripped at the bond
that held lover's lane together
maybe it was cynism that allowed the darkness to see
that lover's lane was only real,
because of ideals held within you and me
the darkness knew it's route
was to first take root in the minds of the people
then gives it's followers the suit
and make the corporation it's steeple
the suits were faithful to their creed
called the gospel of greed
yet there was still a need
that they had to feed
happiness
that money could not buy
and believe me they would try
and try, and try
and try
deep down their apathy
was agony
happiness the supreme ideal
but all they wanted was to feel
anything
they went to their vices
such as cellular devices
that created a virtual reality
that could make them virtually happy
for once they could virtually say
they were virtually ok
virtually
not in reality
the reality was they were desperately trying to forget
they were sardines trapped in the net
the net was growing too
misery likes company
but really loves a corporation
but what were we to do?
it had spread across the nations
lover's lane was shrinking
all we were thinking
was could love ever thrive agian?
could it even survive? when...
the darkness was so thorough
containing lover's lane to merely a borough
we tried to make them see
all that love can be
we tried with all forms of art
wrote, and spoke from the heart
but the suits were indifferent
they just didn't care
I realized then and there
that I'd be just one of the few numerals
at loves eminent funeral
wearing a suit
and after a tear, I'd start my commute
to be the corporation's next recruit
Apr 15, 2013
Apr 15, 2013 at 9:45 PM UTC
you say love is your religion
but that is a lie
because love is a decision
and what did you decide?
to make your bed a church
and instead of love,
you went out in search
of a body to rub against
to try to force a spark
that deep down you sensed
wasn't there
making love, does not make love magically appear
love is not a physical act
but how you act
when lust is exalted
true love is halted
then your temple will fall
and if from the ruins you build a wall
around your heart,
it is then that your religion will truly fall apart
Apr 15, 2013
Apr 15, 2013 at 2:55 AM UTC
it was the day of the fall equinox
and I fell for the idea that all would be equal
but that idea opened pandora's box
to yet another sequel
Of horrors pouring, jaws ajar;
Claws and eyes both pointed
And lashing out both near and far
Leaving all my world disjointed.
How did I become a bystander to what I started
I swear I'm a good person and kind hearted
I just wanted to get laid, but you know what they say
about the best laid plans of mice and men
they go and arise to the horror that was today
Now I long for the blissful ignorance I had back then
You see, not all is as it seems with me,
I have my fair share of cryptics
But this was unknown to even yours truly
I had not expected the apocalyptic.
My eyes and soul and heart was blank,
I had not an idea for solutions
All was lost, my confidence shrank,
I felt ***** in need of ablutions.
It started out as and innocent fling
but after her ***** willow went up my tree
she expected a ring
I fled from her bed in hurry
but I had no idea the calamity it would bring.
I really had opened Pandora's box,
In more ways than just one.
Now she claims to love me, 'lots and lots'.
Oh Hell, what had I done?
I ran and hid, far from her home
Yet she searched for me endlessly
Spitting fire from her mouth of rabid foam
Ripping apart both Land and Sea.
She scorched the earth in my name
all eyes and claws pointed blame
the people didn't deserve such a fate
but I knew she was using them as bait
How did she transform from a magnificent maiden
to a brew of Maleficent and the spawn of satan
nevertheless
she could not find my place of rest
Which was right inside myself, you see:
I hid in between my lungs.
So off in disguise,
Right under her eyes
To the sea, I ran and I plunged.
Once out in the Sevens
I reached out to the Heavens
(The ones I'd not believed before)
And I cried,' Someone please save me
From this bat-shit old lady;
Give me help!' I strongly implored.
All of a sudden, the waters did blacken
I had no time to swim, for out burst a Kraken!
'The eyes look familiar', I thought in my head,
Then I realised: The beast is the woman I'd bed.
This Kraken was looking to crack in my skull
there had to be some way to get her roar to dull
but I was a sitting duck, so I tossed in my white flag
and tossed in some loving words almost causing me to gag
she tied me up until we tied the knot
and used my white flag as her vail
I spent my time trying to plot
how to make this wedlock fail
when the reverend said you may kiss the bride
I revealed the concealed weapon I had by my side
Just a wedding ring, was my weapon,
Rounded, gold with diamonds; seven
It was made for her and she loved it dear
Unbeknownst that she should be filled with fear...
We'd now been married for quite some time,
I'd let her love me before my crime,
For the best way to **** a woman - to start,
Is let her fall for you then break her heart.
I found the perfect way to make her life end
So while she was out, I had *** with her friends.
But I said nothing, I let rumors fly
the truth hurts, but what kills is no reply
I let her head spin
and let her unravel
what once was an overbearing boulder
had turned itself into gravel.
the time was now prime
to commit my final crime...
Feb 22, 2013
Feb 22, 2013 at 9:12 PM UTC
You're hopes and fears are multiplyin'
clinging to them like a dandelion
clasping the seeds of hope
because now that is all you got
tying them up with your fearful rope
the earth dumped you in a dump and left you distraught
no longer absorbing nutrients, you get absorbed in your mind
daydreaming about happier thoughts that only leave you blind
because if you could see outside yourself it'd be revealed
that all is what you make it including your field
and that the dump is entirely your own
but maybe if you let those seeds of hope fly
and let them be sown
you might get in a reply
is a field that is over grown
with fulfilled hopes, ever satifyin'
and that dump is now a white canvas
of thousands of heads of the dandelion
Feb 10, 2013
Feb 10, 2013 at 7:50 PM UTC
These lonely lips, just want to sing your priase
this lonely heart, wants to love you for the rest of your days
these lonely eyes just long to see you smile
and this lonely guy, don't mind waiting a while
love was in bloom then winter came
I loved you and I could sense you felt the same
but you kept it inside, why'd you run and hide?
behind walls that you hate
is that the only place you feel safe?
could you feel safe with me? cause I'd sure like to be
the one to help you uncover, how great of a lover
that you could be, if you'd only set yourself free
These lonely arms just want to hold you tight
this lonely mind, thinks about you every night
these lonely eyes just long to see you smile
and this lonely guy, don't mind waiting a while
Feb 5, 2013
Feb 5, 2013 at 12:40 AM UTC