like a late winter afternoon
as the sun heads for the west to its final resting place
daunting and confused here I am
faced with questions
the beat my heart used to skip turned into dead rhythms
no longer yearning for it,
the forbidden fruit and the lustful desires
now I am faced with empty looks and deserted thoughts
the warm blood that used to rush through my veins, long gone and now left with a cold shivering body
my prayers held back by the walls of my empty thoughts and,
my faith now fatal
emotions scattered, feelings bleeding and thoughts running wild
this golden heart turned rock and cold
naked, scarred and bruised
cold ******
Aug 6, 2017
Aug 6, 2017 at 11:34 AM UTC
When my days were dark
and my friends few
With only the thought of you
Do you remember?
When I knocked on your door
seeking for your warm embrace
Do you remember?
How things used to be, the good morning texts and the random daily texts
Do you remember
We once promised infinity to one another
What I would like to know is, Do you remember?
Apr 24, 2017
Apr 24, 2017 at 7:58 AM UTC
Forever moving
never ceasing
Forever seeking
can't find it
Searching, hoping, pleading, bleading, crying
Black and bruised
On my knees
Head up high
Prayers unheard
Forever believing, never stopped hoping
Forever running, breath seeking
Legs numb
Heart pounding
Warm blood rushing through my cold body
Eyes wide awake
Something inside of me, kicking, screaming, pleading, bleading, crying
Forever moving
never ceasing
Forever seeking
can't find it
Apr 12, 2017
Apr 12, 2017 at 12:14 PM UTC
forever seeking
an isolated star, hovering unattached
effortlessly moving at times
yearns, desires, wants and needs
vulnerable, hesitant to resist
weak at times if not all times
feelings scattered, emotions deserted
passive actions
still seeking can't find it no more
praying to father god as though my prayers unheard
loud cries to the outer world blocked by the walls surrounding me
effortless attempts
still believing
never stopped hoping
yet bound by disappointments
Apr 6, 2017
Apr 6, 2017 at 3:18 PM UTC
"Rejoice" for time has brought me to you
Wandering in this world, swifting in circles like a deserted boat on a long forgotten island
Still yearning to harbour myself, as hope strengthens my believe
A star upon this great skies lead me to you as on the night our saviour was born
The gap between my heart and yours filled by our coloding thoughts
"Stay" for it is you I want
Tempted by temptations of forever desires
Revolting against time in this forever moving wave in this stormy seas on my way to find you
Mihlali "stay", as I "rejoice"
Apr 5, 2017
Apr 5, 2017 at 10:15 AM UTC
Unbounded by faith
Untamed by time
Distilled at times
Distined by miles
Synchronized heart beats
Like a ticking time bomb, so is our love ready to explode
Adrenaline driven
Not yet sinking
Impossible at times
With the possibility of separating
Then we stand to think of what me and you stand to lose
Loving unconditionally to the infinity and beyond measures
So is our love
Oct 22, 2016
Oct 22, 2016 at 1:53 PM UTC
If angels were real
as you are a vision from above
Your sweet melodic voice sounding like music to my ears
Your snow white teeth complementing your golden brown eyes
Your lips at it's juiciest with red lipstick on
Your face reflecting your well crafted body
Those magical kisses and lustful stares
Heart pounding moments and passionate desires
Your image imprinted in my mind reminding me of the God send vision you are
As I pray to be released from the prison of my own thoughts with you as the prison guard
If this is just a dream
Please allow me to effortlessly scream
In your spell is where I am caught at
Sep 28, 2016
Sep 28, 2016 at 6:38 AM UTC
dear God
it's me your son
for i have sinned
as i call upon your name
asking for your forgiveness
down on my knees
having this conversation with you God
crying for help
for you has promised to wash my sins away
i am merely human God
mistakes i make
risks i take
but at night i turn to you God
please hear my prayer
and forgive my sins
as i am your beloved son
amen
Sep 19, 2016
Sep 19, 2016 at 8:23 AM UTC
I love the way you wrap your eyes around me
Your kitten eyes, snow white smile and innocent face
I love the way you and I hold hands and talk for hours
Our deep empty stares; ending with passionate kisses
I love it when you call me baby
Your eyes must be a reflection of your love for me
It seems to be the only thing linking your heart to me
I love the way you and I make love
So passionate
I love the way you appear in my dreams; bringing about light into my dreams
You and I
Just you and I
Like lovers do
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 12:51 PM UTC
Yesterday's mistakes in vein
no more heartache and pain
Dancing rays of the pleasant sun
heading to the West
Birds cheerfully singing for the coming of a new day
As clouds gather upon the clear sky
bringing rain to wash yesterday's sins away
Here I stand; repenting all my sins upon the coming of a new day
As fresh air enters my nostrils aimed at my lungs
Refreshing my mind; imposing positive thoughts
Rejoice for a new day has come!
Sep 13, 2016
Sep 13, 2016 at 7:46 AM UTC