Even though it's not the end,
It is.
Even though it's not all over,
It is.
Even though you are a friend,
Even now I'm getting sober,
It's over.
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 6:11 PM UTC
Lost
There is no left or right
Lost
If there is, its not in sight
I'm Lost
The only way is down
There is no way up
I'm Lost
Lost
Its nothing, nothing at all
Lost
Its nothing, nothing understandable
I'm lost
The words won't come out
They're stuck in the mouth
I'm lost
Lost
With a steady hand there could be more
Lost
But the steady hand is shaking
I'm lost
The tears don't come anymore
Nothing does, not even a glisten
I'm lost
Lost
A smile seems so easy
Lost
But it's asking the impossible
I'm lost
Alone and in silence
Unsure and disgraced
I'm lost
Lost
Outside? What is this?
Lost
Inside is all there is
I'm lost
A distraction seems necessary
But innevitably futile
I'm lost
Big words make things better
But the little ones hurt
I'm lost
No more, it's becoming unbearable
This can't Be the end
I'm lost
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 6:10 PM UTC
You don't know
What I know
So say what you will
If you saw
What I've seen
You might change your mind
The hardest thing
In this world
Is to live in it
We lie here
Carrying on
As if it was nothing
But deep inside
You must know
That it's ok to feel dark
The hardest thing
In this world
Is to live in it
So carry on
As before
And feel what you want
We all see
Colours and shades
It's not black and white
The hardest thing
In this world
Is to live in it
It's okay
To break down
We'll all get along
But stay strong
And stay close
It's not over yet
The hardest thing
In this world
Is to live in it
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 10:01 PM UTC
While I'm here
While I can see
With the world surrounding
Me as I'm free
The weight
Is becoming too much
The air
Is becoming too thin
As I stare
It's your face I see
Growing
Growing in me
Climbing
Forever climbing
'Till we get to the top
I can feel
All the brids in the air
And it's getting
It's getting too much
Dramtic as it is
It's still not enough
Look at me
Stare at me
Tell me I'm dead
**YOU CAN'T SEE WHAT I SEE
YOU CAN'T FEEL WHAT'S INSIDE
YOU CAN TRY TO SAVE ME
BUT YOU'LL NEVER SUCCEED**
Don't
Don't open the door
On the other side
Is more than you bargained for
Just leave me
Alone in this field
This entire melencholy
Is the next harvest's yield
JUST GO
Leave me alone
But please leave the door
Slightly ajar
Although the darkness is welcoming
All though it's embrace is tight
I still need the comfort
Of soft morning's light
Dec 28, 2013
Dec 28, 2013 at 11:56 PM UTC
As the day gets darker, so does the mind.
Slipping and tumbling, falling behind.
“Take one of these, one every day.
And tell those bad niggling feelings, they’re going to pay.”
“So with a snap and a crack, my life will be back?”
“But yes of course, that’s what I propose!
But come back here next month, and I’ll up the dose.”
Nov 4, 2013
Nov 4, 2013 at 7:13 PM UTC
Like a moth to a flame
Again and again
Incoming thoughts
I'm crosses and noughts
Feelings emotions and other such things
Flying around, the emptiness rings
Screaming at me, telling me to feel
Though none of it really, ever seems real
I want it to stop but I can only hit pause
In a black hole of nothing and trapped in it's jaws
Pulling me down when I want to soar
Keeping me trapped on the floor
Neglegted by all and treated by none
The ego, my feelings and more are all gone
And I'm left in the dark with nothing to say
But I need to get up, need to start the day
Oct 22, 2013
Oct 22, 2013 at 8:17 PM UTC
You wake up in the morning
Have tea that tastes appalling
You sit down for a plan
And get trapped by little man
You say, what the hell, get off of me!
Please, you're sitting on me, let me free!
But the man has a plan, involving a van
And little do you know it's already began!
He's tied you up, dragging you now
Then you're in the van and you don't know how
He takes you to his house, attacks you with an axe
Takes off your ears, adds a bit more, you have two backs!
You want him to stop, then he goes to bed
What do you care though? You're dead!
Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 9:02 PM UTC
Vibrations
Sense the tiger
Louder and louder
Screaming and screaming
Pouncing apon the tree
Loudly screaming
So gleefully
Vibrations
Tree isn't sure
The tiger is right
Snake still had
The hardest bite
If only it were true
If only it were right
That the fur of the lion
Would jump back with fright
The tree set about
Telling his tale
Of lions and tigers
And the wind's harsh gale
Jamming and painting
Fresh air burning high
Power
Power in his eyes
Signs are showing
Which way he's going
But he's not sure
If this door
Is true
Or if it is
Quite simply put
A wolf
Wolves are so quiet
Playing
In the clouds
But the mist of that height
Cleverly shrouds
The wolf's true
Intentions
With the snakes new
Vibrations
Wolf pounces high
And swallows the snake
Quickly and violently
The ground starts to shake
The tree can't believe
He's looking at her
The lion standing there
With a new coat of fur
Tiger bounce over
Tiger please leave
Don't disturb the peace
Of the lions and the trees
The moon now realise
The tale, oh so quaint
The stars now realise
It's time now to paint
Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 7:20 PM UTC
Gently pulsating
To the rhythm
Feet are tapping
To the beat
But the wolf will never
Admit defeat
The wolf loves
Loves the clouds
Fluffy, bouncing
Caring, exciting
He can feel it
Getting near
He can feel it
Losing cheer
Sleeping
To the highest peak
The wolf will sneak
The cloud it knows
How the feeling grows
And loses touch
In the shadow of the rose
Did he hear himself thinking?
Did the floor stop growing?
Or did the cloud lose it's shape?
The wolf it seems, is losing touch
As the cloud, the cloud sreams ****
The wolf loves, loves the clouds
Fluffy, bouncing
Caring, exciting
But the cloud
Doesn't
Love him back
Sleeping
To the highest peak
The wolf will sneak
The cloud it knows
How the feeling grows
And loses touch
In the shadow
Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 7:20 PM UTC
Is he burning
Or is he sleeping
The tree is gently
Weeping
For the lion
Comes back
Today
It was painted
In the stars
The lion and the tree
Never together
Never forever
Broken by
The wind
The lion won't help
The tree won't breathe
For the softness
Has turned to scale
The treeStill sings
By his lake
But the lion
Is now
A snake
Slippery comfort
He starts to hiss
The tree doesn't
Understand
This new found bliss
Lots of sharpness
Lots of noise
The snake now
Understands
The softness
Of a lion
Tiger moving onward
In
Snake moving backward
Out
Tree singing by the lake
Paddling in water
Shallow
Not for the heart
Not for her
Hot for the softness
Of tiger's fur
It was painted
In the stars
The tiger and
The tree
Together forever
Perfect harmony
Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 7:18 PM UTC