As I sit at my desk
What can I write to you?
Drugged with my love for you
How I long to see you
To see you in the flesh
I can only write
I love you, I love you
My longing suffocates me
My suffering will not stop
Till the day I see you
You know my words
You know who I am
Oct 28, 2020
Oct 28, 2020 at 10:56 PM UTC
Happy Mother’s Day.... “The loveliest masterpiece of the heart of God is the heart of a mother.” - - St. Therese of Lisieux
May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019 at 3:10 PM UTC
what do you want from me?
I don’t even know where to begin
I don’t know which direction I’m in
It’s too messy in my head,
unlike my room
they always want and I have nothing to give
can’t you see I’m searching for a reason to live?
I’m still looking in the mirror to see where I’m at
It’s harder to see when it’s dark
But there’s beauty in the pain, like a masterpiece of art
I told you I’m a nightmare and you’re living in a dream
May 10, 2019
May 10, 2019 at 8:28 AM UTC
I am lost
Who am I, it's 3 a.m. and I feel so alone
Now so many people walking by
Where am I, it’s 11 a.m.
Some are crying
Why are they throwing dirt on me
If I am dead
Just look up at the sky
And say good bye
Yes I was bad but I was not a devil
Yes I was good and not an angel
Just look up at the sky
And say good bye
May 10, 2019
May 10, 2019 at 6:58 AM UTC
Share with me
Your fantasies
So that I may
Make them realty
May 10, 2019
May 10, 2019 at 5:20 AM UTC
Feel
the feelings spreading
your flesh in surrender
never content
until you are lost
in your desire
filled with more than flesh
Filled with love
May 10, 2019
May 10, 2019 at 5:04 AM UTC
You crashed into my life
Like a wave on the beach
You were the drumbeat in my heart
As if we weren’t meant to be
You drifted in and out
Yet I longed for your touch
Again and again
May 8, 2019
May 8, 2019 at 4:15 AM UTC