It won't ever make sense
Why broken people
Try to fix broken people
But end up breaking them even more
Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 10:45 PM UTC
It could be too late now, to fix what's broken
Or to aid what once was true
We have fallen victim to time and distance
Still my dreams chase after you
With what ifs and wild fantasies
That sooth but also mock
We abandoned each other
And invested in others
Broken apart with tick and tock
I still cry over what I wanted
That you could not provide
I'm sure you wish that things were different
But with the changing of the tide
We fell apart, not strong enough
Took the easy road; said goodbye
Now too far apart
You're saved in my heart
For I hope, another time
Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 10:43 PM UTC
I don't feel
Your touch
Anymore.
Or hear you
Calling my name.
I love you (past tense)
I don't taste
You on my
Tongue
Or smell your
Sweet, sweet
Scent.
Because
I love you
(Past tense)
I don't see
You in my
Dreams
Or think of
You that often
Anymore
Because
I love you
(Past tense)
But sometimes
At night
I lie awake
And I feel
Your touch
On my skin
I hear
Your voice
Calling me.
I taste
You on
My tongue
I catch
A whiff of
Your scent
I think
Of you.
Just you.
And hope
I'll dream
Of you again.
Because I
Don't love you
Past tense
Still,
I love you.
(Present tense)
Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 10:41 PM UTC
Yeah, I'm clueless.
No, I'm not speechless.
I think you're misunderstanding
my misunderstanding.
This misunderstanding...
it drives me insane!
The words that i'm feeling are causing me pain.
A deep breath in.
I don't understand.
Just let me think
and let me ponder.
Your wondering now is making me wonder.
Do I need to act tall?
Do I need to pay attention?
If I don't really care, it won't put me in detention...
It's as if your words pass through me like a breeze.
Give me a minute and I'll understand.
All I want is to hold your hand.
So hold mine too.
That's all it takes to understand.
So look me in the eye and hold my hand.
Jun 12, 2015
Jun 12, 2015 at 12:43 AM UTC
A cold case of reality.
Grasping for truth, hands barely touching an answer.
Holding on to past thoughts
Tightening their meanings and their occurrence.
Forcing yourself to focus on the now.
Breathing in,
breathing out.
Letting it all out.
But shouldn’t you let it all in?
What’s the difference?
How can you tell?
Have I become numb?
I’m numb to any understanding of it.
Gentle, easy conversation.
How can I make it in presentation?
What’s the easiest way to stay focused?
My mind wanders and my heart leaks emotion.
It bottles up and you just have to let it all out.
Let it all in.
Let it all out?
Let it begin.
Just let me be me.
Let me be free from all this hiding-
this danger-
this confusion.
This different me.
It’s numb.
Jun 12, 2015
Jun 12, 2015 at 12:08 AM UTC