the fire in my heart starts
so many fighters
i stare with calmness
this feeling, it entraps me
do i really know what's going on?
i start swinging
i know i have to fight
i cannot feel anything else
this power, it's here
nobody can get to me
I'm only in a battle with myself
for all it is.
a war against me within me
you see.
i scream and drop to the floor now
but i get up even faster.
fists are thrown
i cannot count how many
dust in my eyes now
i think i'm dead
and it all just ends--
with a familiar touch.
May 22, 2020
May 22, 2020 at 1:03 AM UTC
My heart breaks tonight
When I realized-
He only likes me as a "hi" and "goodbye"
He keeps on walking
I keep on stopping
Hoping for a chance
That's like a flyer on a city sidewalk
Unnoticed
Jun 8, 2017
Jun 8, 2017 at 1:45 AM UTC
Pointing to the night sky
The moon, bright
Your hand brushes my hair
Mine goes over my eyes
Pulling away from you
Not wanting to
I look up to the sky, for an answer
In my dream, we're on the same page
Our hands swing in unison
Our bodies, the same
I grab my guitar
I sing songs of you
Walking around, feeling the breeze
I see you and her
But you held my hand, over the bridge
I'm dressed in white, alone
Being pulled back to reality,
I wander back--
Into the fog,
I cannot see clearly
When I'm thinking of you
I see you and her, cut the scene
Bring it back to us,
Another take, please
Jun 2, 2017
Jun 2, 2017 at 12:32 AM UTC
in and out doors, i go
when the shadows show, i turn
stuck in an elevator, that keeps going up
let me out, bring it to a complete stop
the light seems to follow me
as i seek to find peace
crawling through the snow
rain falls upon my skin
here i go, here i will sleep
Dec 23, 2016
Dec 23, 2016 at 2:12 AM UTC
you've got nothing when your numb
when your heart and soul
are empty like a drum
Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 11:54 PM UTC
my feet are outside of the car
before the complete stop
your arms cannot wait
i jump at the sight of you
this love must be true
Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 4:48 PM UTC
i'll skip and sing around town
my hopes are in the sky
someday, he'll come around
it was an uncertain goodbye
i'm a child, who wants to sleep
fighting the urge and desire.
he's gone; from afar i admire
he's something i want but don't need
i close my eyes at bedtime
i hope to see
the world i once knew
where he's in it with me
Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 4:32 PM UTC
this is the greatest mystery
our skinny unfinished business
i would call but i don't know-
your number which changed long ago
random thoughts make me nostalgic
i still think of our "something"
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 12:41 PM UTC