My heart aches
My body is sore
I lose sleep
Or sleep more
It makes me sick to my tummy
And I'm so tires of always felling bummy
With all this added stress
My world is a huge mess
What is this that I feel
And why don't I seem to heal
Sep 2, 2013
Sep 2, 2013 at 10:20 AM UTC
I will not cry it's just a black eye
It goes away always after a few days
I'll never understand the why's but wish you'd at least apolygize
I wish our family would have more fun instead of being so undone
Even now the kids also get hit if they start to throw a fit
When we see that angry look we think to ourselves its time to book
As I sit here in the rain all I think about is the pain
But this behavoir is not ok it cannot go on another day
I used to be your muse now just a walking bruise
I'm tired of the cheating and lies which soon shall be our demise
I shed a tear in thoughts without you I will disappear
Its so complicated to decide what's for the best for myself and the rest
How does a family that started with two and became for separate forevermore
Aug 3, 2013
Aug 3, 2013 at 5:41 PM UTC