I know people care
that's not the problem you'll see,
It's just people care but don't share
there feelings for me
Or maybe people haven't noticed,
maybe people haven't seen,
maybe people just turned a shoulder,
at all the marks carved into me
I wished someone would realize
and come and save me.
But I know it doesn't work like that,
Once people notice they usually flee.
When I'm standing here all alone,
after I've beaten myself to the bone,
Id just like someone to say
"I love you, I want you to stay"
But there's no one here for me on my last fateful day
May 15, 2014
May 15, 2014 at 10:06 PM UTC
Seriously ****** up in the mental
Dreaming to see my grave
These scars on my skin weren't accidental
Sadness comes in waves
Drowning in my own thoughts
Submerged in voices that aren't my own
My mind is tangled in knots
Deeper under the waves I'm thrown
Extremely messed up in the brain
Wishing to lay 6ft underground
All the life in me has been drained
I'm not going to wait and hang around
I'll take a boat, plane, even a car
As long as it takes me far away
A gun, rope or pills in a jar
In my mind I'm not about to stay
Immensely ******* up in my head
Where did I go so wrong
All I want is to just be dead
You were right all along
I'm beyond the point of relief
For me the world has gone dull
So don't you dare give me grief
I'm caught up in my skull
May 15, 2014
May 15, 2014 at 10:06 PM UTC
At one time, for a time
The flowers danced beside me
The fields swayed with the music of our hearts
At one time, for a time
My heart was overflowing
Knowing love would never leave us part
At one time, for a time
There never was a question
Doubt was simply a word we never felt
At one time, for a time
The ugly glistened lovely
For through your eyes the darkness seemed to melt
At one time, for a time
The ladybug would giggle
As it flew in loops around your smile
At one time, for a time
Your love would heal my sadness
Oh to live that one time, for awhile
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 2:43 PM UTC