I’m tired of all back and forth politics
It makes me sick
Like spring
When the pollen hits
Words get manipulated
Bend like contortionist
How unfortunate
That we speak the same language
But entirely different dialects
This is not a test
And if it was
The answer wouldn’t be no or yes
Fill in the blanks
To what you think is best
No wrong answer
So you try to guess
No wrong answer
But your Incorrect
Apr 22, 2019
Apr 22, 2019 at 11:16 PM UTC
It’s not difficult to put two and two together
To know it won’t go the distance
But insist we still measure
Like if we pretend that we care just enough
We could possibly do better
But I didn’t want tomorrow or a just a few weeks
I was in it for forever
Then everything got misconstrued
The man I said I would never be
I ended up becoming worst then that dude
Trying not to jump to conclusions
But i would always conclude
Trying to stay to true to self
While trying with you
Was impossible
When you were in an impossible mood
Promises were always broken
Lies were beautifully spoken
Doors to our skeletons that were shut closed
Were now exposed to the open
Leaving me to find the right words
To bring us back into focus
Words that don’t exists
So why do we persist?
Even though
We know there is no meaning to this s h i t
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 1:37 PM UTC
There has been so much turbulence
It took me a while to find calm skies to finally be circling
Obstacle after obstacle
My body was fatigue off the hurdling
Only thing that kept me going
Was the good memories
But even those were in jeopardy
As I found the nightmares more nourishing
I found myself not wanting to drive no more
Rather be chauffeured by all my demons
Who manipulated my feelings behind closed doors
Hard to argue when they were always better on the track
Even though stops signs were ignored
But I was down for the ride
Seatbelt unbuckled
Doubts I had a couple
Quiet was the tunnel
Loud was the collide
My life rolled like film right before my eyes
Out of body experience
I was delirious inside
And I was disgusted on what I saw
I mean the tickets were free
But I wanted to refund it all
So many regrets piled on regrets
Playing Russian roulette with my life's crystal ball
Just because I was too weak to form a fist
Too spineless to stand tall
But that was the old me
A *****
It took a near death experience to final wake me up
and push me
And it felt amazing to revolt
To take the noose that strangled and dangled across my throat
And use that piece of string to find footing
Like touring on tight ropes
The same monster that tried to **** me
Now gives me hope
The same place that broke me
Now shows me the truth through the smoke
Aug 1, 2017
Aug 1, 2017 at 5:10 PM UTC
I will never die
I will forever reside
Between the delicate whispers
And the roar of the battle cries
To never fold
Because I am gold
Forged between the tamed
That became the uncontrolled
May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017 at 7:03 PM UTC
I see
With such clarity
Every stitch of every seam
Every wake of heavy dreams
Every ray of steady beams
I see
With such clarity
The evolution of man
Pearls conjured through a sea of blood
To die on empty sands
I see
With such clarity
Events so muted and small
There said to have not existed
But I witness it all
I see
With such clarity
Life against the lifeless
I see with such clarity
But I yearn for the blindness
Mar 7, 2017
Mar 7, 2017 at 9:50 PM UTC
Call me
Not by my name
But by the memories we made
The feelings we enslaved
And the songs that we played
Just call me
Not tomorrow
Or next week
But call me today
Feb 12, 2017
Feb 12, 2017 at 1:17 PM UTC
I lay awake
My soul solar flared
My eyes moon baked
The folds of my psyche do nothing but excavate
Dreams and aspirations who face each other to annihilate
The bodies in the bodies of water that suffocate
From the gases of the masses of the pools I hydrate
To restore the lost of concentration when I fail to levitate
I love the evolution but the revolution breeds the hate
And evil deeds plant seeds that blossom to ones fate
Stuck In in the middle of these shifting tectonic plates
Being told I'm right on time
Knowing that Im late
Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 7:54 PM UTC
I have been having dreams
Actually more like visions
About tight roping on the division
Of two polar opposite positive dimensions
Trying to find my balance
Trying to slay this monster of a challenge
Trying to decipher the fiber of this forgotten passage
This script burns my flaws like gold on a skillet
And my emotion run cold
To where pain I don't feel it
My core divided like a sliced apple
Like the one Adam ate with no limit
Being told by Eve it was good for his soul
Even though it rotten the essence of his spirit
I know I ****** up
I can just feel it
I danced on the other side too much
But it was just so appealing
Now Im unsure if I'll fuse into the floor
Or scape these high ceilings
Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 7:48 PM UTC
Its either you never felt it
Or you felt too much of it
I can tell by the way you dealt with it
Ill treating your authority
Bleeding for the therapy
Nourishing your enemies
All for the love of it
You want to give up on it
But your not even close to being done with it
It provided mediocre times
But now you seek to have fun with it
But answer me this
Why you climb out these crevices
Just to nose dive to die in these pits
You make it so complicated I have to admit
Dressing in garments as fabricated as fabrics should ever want to get
Yet I try to find bliss in the abyss of what I fear to reminisce
Still I can't even fathom the phantoms of what it really all is
So I stare at a refection of a collection of addictive liquid courage
I pour just a bit
I take just a sip
It superheats my core
But I don't dare to ever spit
Because the stronger the proof
The more potent the soothe
And the more potent the soothe
The more spoken the truth
And the more spoken the truth
The purer the youth
So I take this voyage
On murky brown waters inscribe with the clearest of clairvoyance
Enforcing visions upon me I for so long heaved to avoidance
I'll ask again please excuse the annoyance
But do you want to know what I see now?
I see a person being consumed by vices
A drained soul trying to roll a seven with only one die
When its only possible with two loaded dices
Still you vigorously try it
As your body deteriorates on this empty caloric diet
Usually there is a method to the madness
But your anarchy holds no intricate sciences
It just a short cut to out race what slowly but for surely inevitably dying
And out race you do
Leaving nothing but dust in your wake
As you over lap it by two
To some your a winner
To all your a sinner
But which every way your branches have swayed
The most important part of the day is that they have honestly grew
Nov 23, 2016
Nov 23, 2016 at 8:25 PM UTC
All your actions are one sided deeds
So what do you claim to have ever done for me?
Except run from me
Block driveways
Disguise pathways
Lock doorways with melted keys
Having me walk on burning sands
Melting the bottoms of my already rotten feet
Yet you continuously encourage me
By speaking a tongue so enticingly sweet
It has me swimming in a tomb full of acient Egyptian
Straight out the farmers kitchen
Honey
But Its ugly
I drown in its texture
As you religiously lie to me about the glimmer of your treasure
I only begged for the minimum
And received half of that measure
I would have died for you
Lied for you
Cut all ties for you
But now I know better
Now I day dream
Fantasizing about when you need my presence
When you can no longer fight
No longer strong enough to draw your own weapon
Exposed to those you label as foes
Nothing left but to glare at the heavens
Enemies draw near because you hopelessly let them
Praying that my sword will protect you
But It won't be in attendance
I only reserve the blade for my own independence
Nov 8, 2016
Nov 8, 2016 at 6:07 PM UTC