jeremy-vandyne - Hello Poetry

I Love You Three simple words they may seem But a myriad of explosive feelings are welling from within me My heart finds that comfy spot in my throat again I’d bleed for you Does anyone know what that means anymore? I don’t think so I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, can’t take this place without you You… You’re ******* Beautiful And I’m not talking about those skin-tight pants or those perfectly shaped ******* I mean there’s a true beauty behind those sparkling eyes Something that can’t be taught, only learned Through pain and loss Why couldn’t I have been there? You’ve had to catch yourself this whole time As the world swirls around ready and hungry and eager to devour Ready and hungry and eager to maul you and change you And beat you down until you can’t remember why you even bother To rise to wake to try I’ll be that reason that reminder that inspirerer The one you need and want and can’t live without Cause I’m there Always I’ll protect you and guide you I’ll calm you and find you Lost no more we’ll keep walking together Lost no more we will make a new day A new time **** this place **** these fakes and cons And rapists and “friends” They don’t love you can’t you see? Walk with me Walk with me and I can show you Walk with me girl cause’ I am unforgettable I am the last kiss before a nervous teen is out his lover’s window Scrambling homeward bound as the last of night tries to hold back the sun I will not fail you Walk with me I can carry you through the night The storm The next shot to the ribs Walk with me Do you get what I’m trying to say? Are the lines beginning to intersect As axons fire away in busy neurons? I Love You They’re three simple words And alone they are nothing Like me without You I know you feel it now This pressure this light This ecstasy welling within I cannot I will not be silenced The world will plug their ears And I will scream until I’m blue I Love You! I don’t know what to do or say And I’m spinning and running skipping jumping For you to just see this thing I hold It’s right here in my hand It’s Love And it’s for You I Love You

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Mar 15, 2012

Mar 15, 2012 at 6:39 PM UTC

jeremy-vandyne

Three Words

I Love You Three simple words they may seem But a myriad of explosive feelings are welling from within me My heart finds that comfy spot in my throat again I’d bleed for you Does anyone know what that means anymore? I don’t think so I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, can’t take this place without you You… You’re ******* Beautiful And I’m not talking about those skin-tight pants or those perfectly shaped ******* I mean there’s a true beauty behind those sparkling eyes Something that can’t be taught, only learned Through pain and loss Why couldn’t I have been there? You’ve had to catch yourself this whole time As the world swirls around ready and hungry and eager to devour Ready and hungry and eager to maul you and change you And beat you down until you can’t remember why you even bother To rise to wake to try I’ll be that reason that reminder that inspirerer The one you need and want and can’t live without Cause I’m there Always I’ll protect you and guide you I’ll calm you and find you Lost no more we’ll keep walking together Lost no more we will make a new day A new time **** this place **** these fakes and cons And rapists and “friends” They don’t love you can’t you see? Walk with me Walk with me and I can show you Walk with me girl cause’ I am unforgettable I am the last kiss before a nervous teen is out his lover’s window Scrambling homeward bound as the last of night tries to hold back the sun I will not fail you Walk with me I can carry you through the night The storm The next shot to the ribs Walk with me Do you get what I’m trying to say? Are the lines beginning to intersect As axons fire away in busy neurons? I Love You They’re three simple words And alone they are nothing Like me without You I know you feel it now This pressure this light This ecstasy welling within I cannot I will not be silenced The world will plug their ears And I will scream until I’m blue I Love You! I don’t know what to do or say And I’m spinning and running skipping jumping For you to just see this thing I hold It’s right here in my hand It’s Love And it’s for You I Love You

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time is moving and still im waiting i cant see past this obstacle: the present its like im speeding down the highway with no wipers rains pouring im just waiting and hoping and praying that someone will see me will save me will take me away from this madness and sadness this hypocrisy will not work with me were so ******* afraid of mirrors these days dont we remember that thats how we could see? see those blemishes and bumps and ugly little imperfections on the face of our souls? if we dont have some system of checks we will implode Stop! denying abusing refusing to listen to Truth! reflections lie? no not more then you what lies more? a reflection? or a blurry memory of the last shiny new car you walked too close to? grow up then maybe we can all start living

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Mar 15, 2012

Mar 15, 2012 at 6:31 PM UTC

jeremy-vandyne

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time is moving and still im waiting i cant see past this obstacle: the present its like im speeding down the highway with no wipers rains pouring im just waiting and hoping and praying that someone will see me will save me will take me away from this madness and sadness this hypocrisy will not work with me were so ******* afraid of mirrors these days dont we remember that thats how we could see? see those blemishes and bumps and ugly little imperfections on the face of our souls? if we dont have some system of checks we will implode Stop! denying abusing refusing to listen to Truth! reflections lie? no not more then you what lies more? a reflection? or a blurry memory of the last shiny new car you walked too close to? grow up then maybe we can all start living

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you do? good. i'd like to ask you a question or rather pose a position you see im rather sick and tired of this insanity i see the death and greed and hunger is just too much its hard to breathe would you could you will you change? the clock is striking an ugly hour do you have a minute? do you have a minute to just sit and talk is my breath worth your attention? its okay i understand your busy but do you have a minute? if i was falling would you catch me? would you leave me let me freeze? on a cold winters day in that park down the street? i cant say what id like to and it always comes out wrong but look at my eyes and my hands and my plea for attention i don't want your sympathy i have no interest in vanity do you have a minute?

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Mar 15, 2012

Mar 15, 2012 at 6:29 PM UTC

jeremy-vandyne

Do you have a minute?

you do? good. i'd like to ask you a question or rather pose a position you see im rather sick and tired of this insanity i see the death and greed and hunger is just too much its hard to breathe would you could you will you change? the clock is striking an ugly hour do you have a minute? do you have a minute to just sit and talk is my breath worth your attention? its okay i understand your busy but do you have a minute? if i was falling would you catch me? would you leave me let me freeze? on a cold winters day in that park down the street? i cant say what id like to and it always comes out wrong but look at my eyes and my hands and my plea for attention i don't want your sympathy i have no interest in vanity do you have a minute?

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i like to sit. and wait. and watch. and feel. the time pass. the wind blow through my hair. i'm staring back at you. and her. and them. the thought brings bile to my throat. the taste of sand is in my teeth and i can't stop. im spinning reeling wondering how. i can't bring myself. to laugh to cry to strike you down. you demon. dragon. delusion. don't try to confuse me. i wont let you abuse me. you can't. there's a fire here. so this is just a little reminder that you are the past. i loved you but YOU didn't last. it's not me it's you. i can't take this one more second. i'll run to the beach and light a smoke and breathe in the cancer i'd much rather have then You.

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Mar 15, 2012

Mar 15, 2012 at 6:26 PM UTC

jeremy-vandyne

Sometimes...

i like to sit. and wait. and watch. and feel. the time pass. the wind blow through my hair. i'm staring back at you. and her. and them. the thought brings bile to my throat. the taste of sand is in my teeth and i can't stop. im spinning reeling wondering how. i can't bring myself. to laugh to cry to strike you down. you demon. dragon. delusion. don't try to confuse me. i wont let you abuse me. you can't. there's a fire here. so this is just a little reminder that you are the past. i loved you but YOU didn't last. it's not me it's you. i can't take this one more second. i'll run to the beach and light a smoke and breathe in the cancer i'd much rather have then You.

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