been days of ache and tears
heavy heart feels like exploding
but I run out of pages
Sep 28, 2023
Sep 28, 2023 at 12:58 PM UTC
with hugs, they touched the default area
hearts sank, eyes reduced to tears
if they continue and wait, she ll cry a year
May 16, 2022
May 16, 2022 at 10:30 AM UTC
わるいきおく
Bad memory
かこはれきしよ
Past is history
てばなすね
Let go
Sep 10, 2021
Sep 10, 2021 at 1:13 PM UTC
Let me borrow the sea's shade
Let me mirror the sky's hue
Until I see tomorrow's moon
Let me be blue
Aug 27, 2020
Aug 27, 2020 at 1:42 PM UTC
If more than two is many,
I found many photographs of us.
Moments of you,
looking at me.
If dreamland is real,
you must be the dream
for I am earth
and we are impossible.
If with all three dimensions,
I couldn't get to you
then I 'll buy the fourth.
So with time, we'll be relative.
Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 5:02 PM UTC
I couldn't afford it,
when you need me.
Now that I'm more than afford to,
you no longer in need.
Don't want to regret,
because that's life but...
Feb 1, 2018
Feb 1, 2018 at 1:11 PM UTC
that scar I made in our memories.
still painful that I wish it never happened.
or at least I could fix it
so that things would be different now
and it would be so different in future
but that scar I can't undone
forever tugs at heart, memories of ours
forbid us to have better memories
forbid me to be happy whenever I think of us.
cause all I think is I wish I could remove, that scar.
Dec 10, 2017
Dec 10, 2017 at 12:58 PM UTC
I thought..
You waited for me.
You looked for me.
You hope I was there.
You thought of me.
You care for me.
but I deny.
I deny everything I thought.
because thoughts are just thoughts.
I know you waited.
I know you looked for me.
I know you wish I was there.
I know you thought of me.
I know you care.
I already know
because you already proved it.
Nov 25, 2017
Nov 25, 2017 at 2:06 PM UTC
lemme break the hatred
of being one I hate
and hate of didn't be one
I am what I am yet
lemme build the hatred
of doing things I hate
and hate of didn't do things
here and there, it aches
Nov 25, 2017
Nov 25, 2017 at 1:51 PM UTC
Oh my, Im done
being bad, feeling awful
punishing myself all over my fall
cause I almost there
but never really there.
Oh my, Im desperate
to be good, to feel food
to stop feeling not 'good enough'
to know I ve done my best
and know its okay if i lose.
Oh my, all I want is
to smile to the sky
be nice and high
and be happy oh my.
Nov 23, 2017
Nov 23, 2017 at 9:56 AM UTC