Note to self :
Nobody likes you and
Nobody cares.
They're just satisfying their curiosity,
By saying they do.
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 1:53 PM UTC
sometimes you're like homework
so confusing
and i just stare at you
absent-mindedly
hating you
yet you're important to me
it's so hard to finish you
and i lose inspiration every now and then
but when i get high as my grades
i come running back to you
i can't wait to graduate from school
get rid of this infatuation
we would be adults by then
and hopefully this mess will be sorted out
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 7:57 AM UTC
Laughter and degradation
Put-downs and humiliation
So you don't like me
Why must you hurt me?
You see the way I dress
You think I'm such a mess
You fear me so much
That you keep me out of touch
And you put me in my place
And you sit back and laugh in my face
You go through such tribulation
To protect your stupid reputation
Refusing to accept the unaccepted
Refusing to acknowledge the dejected
Such a slave to conformity
Such a slave to uniformity
Follow a few; step on many
Go out with the crowd in hopes that any
Weirdos who show up happen to be weak
So you can pound and beat that freak
You might not even hurt him much
But you will still tell such
Unbelievable lies; such incredible myths
So that you and your clique can resound with
Laughter and degradation
Put-downs and humiliation
May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 10:03 AM UTC
You have them all fooled, don't you?
They all trust you - don't they?
A frightened, innocent child
And I pray that you will go
You will taint my young life
In ways you will never know
Your grip is so hard
You are so much bigger
Your reach is so long
You are so much stronger
A deeply scared heart
Will be your gift to me
The danger that you are
I wish that all could see
If they did, you would not ever
Ever be allowed to be alone with me
Apr 28, 2014
Apr 28, 2014 at 11:51 AM UTC
You did it again Though you said you wouldn't Passed out the pain
Though you know you shouldn't
Through the haze of tears I can see her on the floor
Her sobs are tearing at my ears Yet you beat us all the more
You pause, but it's not over yet There's a lot more to come
You've just gotten your feet wet There's much more where that came from
After a while, your rage runs its course You've beaten us into silence
Subdued us into fearful quiet by force We dare not move for fear of more violence
In the morning, you'll show remorse and apologize Even though we all know it won't make up for the pain The horror, my humiliation..
Your pretty lies Can never erase the tears that fall like rain
Sometime soon the pain will knock And you'll open wide the door
Through the halls that familiar pain will stalk Until it ends, when I can't take it anymore
Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 12:33 PM UTC
Sometimes we have to fight.
fight for what we believe in
fight for what we deserve
fight for what's right
for what's fair
for what's honest
what's true
Nothing is just handed to you
you have to work for what's right
it may mean pain
it may mean suffering
but in the end it's so worth it
you can't give up
if you do you'll have a lost cause
and giving up means
you didn't really care
everything you truly believe in is worth fighting for
you don't say you believe it
if you wouldn't speak out for it
hold up a hand for
what's right
what's fair
what's honest
what's true
don't run from and obstacle
run towards it
head first
don't stand down
keep pushing
keep working
keep fighting
and it will pay off
Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 12:31 PM UTC
Jazmin
by definition is a light to moderate yellow color or a flower.
Yellow a generally happy color.
it makes sense i mean i am a generally happy person,
or at least that's how it seems.
If you really listened to what i have to say
you would see the gloomy, dejected, hopeless world i see.
when you help some one you may see a life you’ve made a difference in
when i help some one i see millions like them in the same position
who's to help them?
who's is to lend out a hand?
who is to help that child in the corner who's starving to death?
i want it to be me, but what can i do
I'm just a kid
yet at times being a child is a good thing
i smile. i run. i play.
i have friends, i have people who care for me
i have people who make me smile
i work hard and get good grades.
i try hard to be the best at everything
still I'm not happy, but you would never know that
i wear this fake smile
i wear it because i know one smile can change someones entire day
one smile can give someone hope
one simple smile may mean nothing to you
but it can mean the world to someone like me
id be happy if only
I Jazmin Huey can change millions of lives
id love to leave my mark on the world
to have someone look up to me and actually say
i want to be just like you
that would make me happy
Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 12:30 PM UTC
i don't want to be that girl,
the girl that everyone speaks to,
but no one really likes.
the girl who says she's happy
when everyone knows she not.
I don't want to be the girl everyone smiles at,
yet the moment she turns around their whispers stab.
i don't want to be “that girl”
the one everyone claims to know
but doesn't know her middle name.
that girl that works so hard to make everyone like her
but only ends up making a fool of herself.
because i shouldn’t be that girl.
I’m The girl.
The girl people look up to
the girl people love to be around
the girl that can light up a room with just one smile
the one that works her back end off for what she wants
the one who will stand for what she believes in.
i want to be the girl who turns the world upside down
the one you can't forget
the one that no matter what happens
will leave her mark on the world.
Jul 23, 2013
Jul 23, 2013 at 4:13 PM UTC