Who knew that decaying
Had such a good feel
One more stab another twist
You have another meal
It feels so natural
Just like a chemical
I want to cannibalize
On my own flesh
Self-sustaining bit by bit
Until I’m no longer fresh
It feels so natural
I’m not a cannibal
But I can consume like one
And destroy myself
We’ll die while we’re young
It just makes sense
I want to **** my own brain cells
Because I can
Who are you to realize that I’m not right?
To everyone to each his own
Pleasures that I can’t fight
It feels so natural
It’s almost rational
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 6:06 PM UTC
I wish that I had more time
To lay around and disappear
I wish that I could dissipate
Into the atmosphere
I can feel my heart melting
Whenever I see your eyes
Bouncing to and fro
When I calm your ailing cries
My heart beats for you
To aid in your restless sleep
I'll freely give it to you
My soul is yours to keep
Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 1:34 AM UTC
Where will the rent come from?
I have a wife and a child to feed
They need me to fill the table
I'm starting to view suicide as an option
The other night I had serious thoughts of killing myself
I don't want to die
But it scares me that those thoughts were there
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 1:08 PM UTC
Moss grows and gets frozen over
And I grow and slowly die
From the moment I was born
I don’t think this is very
Healthy of a viewpoint
But I don’t want to judge myself
Silvia Plath was depressed
I am just a little sad
A few moments of every day
I think of myself as creative
But I don’t consider myself
Anyone of significance
I can only complain
I can’t express the good
Things I see every day
Just because you call yourself
A poet, doesn’t mean
It’s true, you have to make money
I can have moments of brilliance
Sparked by nothingness
But really what is the point
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 12:53 AM UTC
I hunger for a different life
One of consent
Without Desire
Or contempt
I hunger for a different life
Filled with nostalgia
Without remembrance
Just amnesia
Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 11:38 PM UTC
My selfishness is unrelenting
My life is slowly repeating
Over and over in time
Two beats off from your mind
Everything is so distracting
It’s all so unsettling
But you have always been kind
I want to be outside of my mind
Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 11:35 PM UTC
Your shift is on the mezzanine
Better go because you’ll never leave
Your shift is on the Mezzanine
And you will die here
Sleep is for a dying breed
Thirteen days what else do you need
Another day in paradise
I will die here
Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 11:34 PM UTC