Locked me in a dark room
Lonely and afraid
What did I do?
I scream and shout
"LET ME OUT!"
No one hears me
What did I do?
I'm afraid!
How do I get out?
A week goes by and I'm still trapped
I see a light
I scream and shout
"LET ME OUT!"
The lights disappear.
Where did it go?
Will I ever leave?
The door opens,
I see a figure
It's you!
You came to save me.
May 1, 2018
May 1, 2018 at 11:22 PM UTC
Her heart was big
Her love towards him
was enormous
Yet, she cried every night
He didn't care, maybe he did
She filled every room full of joy
Yet, she seemed to lack joy herself
He doesn't love her, Maybe he does
She had a heart of gold
But she cries every night
She is strong, loyal, and caring
Yet he manages to break her down
She is looking for comfort in him
He fails again and again
All she wants is to be loved
take care of her heart
instead he destroys it
Her heart is made of gold
She sits in a dark room
lonely and begins to cry
She wants to die
Her gold heart turns to coal
All you had to do was love me
She lays in a casket with a broken heart.
May 1, 2018
May 1, 2018 at 11:14 PM UTC
Today is April 29, 2018
And I still miss you
Let me go please
Un-attach yourself from me
Let me run to freedom
I no longer want to be your prisoner
Today is April 29, 2018
And I still miss you
Break the chain
Cut me lose
Let me run to freedom
Today is April 29th 2018
Time is 11:30pm
And I no longer miss you.
May 1, 2018
May 1, 2018 at 11:01 PM UTC
"You're fat"
"You're too skinny"
"You have acne"
"You wear too much make up"
They critic everything about us
People are never satisfied
I sit in the mirror
Think about what they say
Sometimes I don't want to come out
I am self conscious
I look in the mirror
I see ugly
The words they say are too much
I sit at home and starve myself
Because they say I'm to fat
I am self conscious
There are days where I don't
Want to exist any more
Their words are too strong
They are breaking me down
They stare at my acne
They stare at my scars
The look on their face is disgust
I am Self conscious.
Nov 5, 2017
Nov 5, 2017 at 1:24 AM UTC
Shattered me into a million pieces
Spoke words of hate
Devious actions
It was as if the demon had taken a hold of you
Your soul so dark
You don't look at me the same
Your lips taste bitter
Your hugs so cold
Where have you gone?
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 5:49 PM UTC
I need incentive to write
To think
To imagine
Living a happy life
I need a heart
A replacement
To the misery
You planted with your knife
I need my time
To be back
Without struggles
When we fight
I need air
To breath
To feel my lungs
Exhaling you out
I need light
To see
To spot you
Leaving my sight
I need ears
To hear
To despise
The lies you weaved so tight
I need my mind
To forget
The promises you say
Then **** over night
I need incentive to write
To warn others
To tell innocents
How all this was never right
Jun 4, 2016
Jun 4, 2016 at 5:35 PM UTC
Life
Lots of lovers
Lots of breaks
Lots of lies
Lots of struggles
Come to me and hand me your heart
The one I promise not to break
Promise not to damage
Let me make life disappear
Let me be the only one with you
In this planet, just like in your dreams
May 2, 2016
May 2, 2016 at 11:08 PM UTC
I have loved once far too deep
I have been lied to and used
Once in life,
I have been broken and am now just rebuilding myself back up
I never wanna go through that again.
Yet I feel like my life will forever be a mess
I hate the people in my life
I hate everything I have become
I am a lost soul
I am a lost child
Please guide me back to safety
Please help me easy my mind
Ease my soul
Make all the pain go away
Make everything disappear
Make the bad people leave
Help me.
I want to be found.
I am a lost soul
I am a lost child
I want to be found
Please come save me.
Dec 1, 2015
Dec 1, 2015 at 11:27 PM UTC
Fear is non existent
Fear is not an emotion
It is an illusion created by the mind
It drives one insane
But just remember,
You are, who defeats fear.
Nov 15, 2015
Nov 15, 2015 at 12:07 AM UTC
Grabs the gun,
Loads it
With one bullet
Spins the cylinder
***** the hammer
Shoot!
He lives.
He tried to end his life
He fails.
The next day he tries again
Grabs the gun
Loads it
With two bullets this time
Spins the cylinder
***** the Hammer
Shoot!
He lives.
He wonders why
Is he really that lucky?
The next day he tries it again
Grabs the gun
Loads it
Three bullets go in this time
Spins the cylinder
***** the hammer
Shoot.
Once again he lives
He sits on the edge of his bed
Wondering why he is still alive
He hates his self
He hates his life
Wishes he wouldn’t exist anymore
But why has he been so lucky?
One last time
He grabs the gun
Loads it
With only one bullet
Spins the cylinder
***** the hammer
And Shoots.
He wasn’t so lucky this time
He goes to heaven
He sits and wonders
Why did it take so long for me to die?
A voice behind him says
“It wasn’t your time.
I had greater plans for you, it was just a setback”
“I tried to save you” they said
“Now come this way and I will show you what your life
Would have been if you had lived”
He follows the voice and sees what his life would have been
He sees a woman and a child
He asks the voice behind him “is that my family?”
The voice responds “Yes, that would have been your child.”
He begins to shed a tear,
He realizes he should have quit
Now he is in heaven regretting his mistake.
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 1:26 AM UTC