I love Sunsets, I just f#cking hate that you chose to love them too.
May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 2:41 AM UTC
Echoing thoughts
Silence between us
And gravity never felt heavier,
I said words that cracked the silence like lightning
and crashed into some of hers
She never spoke after,
Well not full sentences, slight words and mumbles
Perfection like sleep always seems to elude me
We stayed up,
We stood still, with echoing thoughts in our mind of what we should of said.
The lines on her face narrates,
How are you going to lose interest when I just got used to you?
How are you going to lose interest when I just got used to you.
How are you going to lose interest when I just got used to you...
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 3:06 PM UTC
I spend most of my mornings doing adult things like, freaking out about how fast time passes.
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 2:59 AM UTC
Serving heart breaks
On the assembly line
You don't want me in this state
You don't want me at this time
Breaking hearts to break the monotony
Breaking hearts to see If I can still feel mine
Please Lord
Realign these energies.
Mar 3, 2016
Mar 3, 2016 at 11:41 PM UTC
I can't talk to you when your energy is off
Winter sharp winds
Between the spaces of your words
Silence is no longer comfort
And you're hurt trying to form sentences
To end things
To stop your heart from hurting
Hurt things, Hurt things
Too much weight on my touch pad keys
Forming words
To reassure you of yours.
Doubt loves fear
I feel yours
Even with the few words
Your energy is off
And my patience is thin
In Love no one wins.
03.01.16
Mar 2, 2016
Mar 2, 2016 at 4:10 PM UTC
I've kissed this whiskey bottle too many times reminsicing about your lips. A heartbreak and a hangover.
Jan 16, 2016
Jan 16, 2016 at 4:09 PM UTC
These bed sheets formed hills out of your curves, and
I leaned in to place my lips gently, on yours
like morning dew that sits on a blade of grass, and a
ZAP!
came from the build up
of electric charge
A half smile and a frown,
I stopped you from using your hand to soothe the pain from your lips, and kissed you instead
In a room filled with natural light
You shone the brightest
The wind whistles and tree branches with ice filled cracks, breaks trying to dance with the wind.
And we were warmed knowing
That on cold days we were not alone
.....and no it's not selfish that you stole the duvet and wrapped yourself into a cocoon.
Jan 7th. 2016
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 3:59 AM UTC
The words "I Loved you!" Screamed at the top of her lungs, and vibrated through my ears.
...and you know I just stood there after all her tears and her words and after I heard her heart shattered into a million pieces, I stood there. Lost, not sure of what I wanted or what to do.
I thought about chasing after her and telling her "I told you I cared!, I told you I loved you too!"
I stood still
On the other side of the door I thought I would of chased you,
I didn't
Please don't take the blame
Jan 3, 2016
Jan 3, 2016 at 2:10 AM UTC
Her body spread across my bed.
Silhouettes of her moulded by my duvet cover
The sun rays peeked through the blinds, she now awaken, wiped the sleep from her eyes while adjusting to the light.
I adjusted to her.
Body heat comforted the cold morning air.
Admiring everything that we are.
Caught in between the duvet and a moment.
I feel her and not just in the physical sense of her
The scent of her lingers in my pillows, the scent of us lingers in the duvet
I think there was a moment where she said, no we said, **** we would never say. Like, I think I love you. There might have been a few kisses in between deep breaths, deep breaths because our bodies would die without air
But who cares
Lips locked, caught a few hairs in my mouth
We laughed while I pulled it out
and she smiled when I put it in.
Deep thoughts
She said
She love
She loves everything about me especially what’s within.
I felt like
I mean we felt like
No time felt like it was frozen.
And she froze, let out a sigh mid ******
Silence
I laughed at the frizziness of her hair
Wiped away a loose eyelash
I could of made a few more wishes but I already had what I wished for,
Sunday Mornings with you.
Oct. 6th. 2014
By: Jason R. Johnson
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 1:08 AM UTC
She rebelled against everything she thought I wanted her to be
Who have you become my love?
Destroying all of her to show me that there is not much more to her
Where have you gone my love?
Out all night because her thoughts at home, keeps her up til morning.
My love?
She did not answer there was hate in her face and sadness in her laughter, she held it all together in her tight dress, while taking pictures she posted to let the world think she is much better after.
Her caption read..
“One day you’ll realize what you had, much after you’ve made a few more mistakes and you’ve broken a few more promises and you left a girl that believed in Love and lost herself to you, one day you’ll realize that pain when these tears comes from your daughter.”
And she added her smile as a filter.
Jason R. Johnson
Oct 27, 2015
Oct 27, 2015 at 4:28 PM UTC