The sky amidst
I think of those I miss
Even a day could change
Things we never thought age
I think of us
Sitting on the bus
I will change for us
Why am I holding a dry husk
Of the people I fought for
Some not anymore
Some are ropes
I pull no hopes
I would go back
My mind playbacks
I walk on empty shells
My heart aches as hell
You people are here
But can you hear
My thoughts that linger
Maybe you no longer tingle
The rain still patters
I am in fetters
The sky hangs amiss
I wonder about those I miss
Dec 3, 2020
Dec 3, 2020 at 9:54 AM UTC
I’m so useless
All out of tears
Just wanna lay here
With no one near
I have so much fears
Crippling up in jeers
“Not good enough” is all I hear
My own thoughts I fear
Feb 17, 2020
Feb 17, 2020 at 10:05 AM UTC
I’m afraid I’ve fallen in love
The idea of company sounds great
Family, friends, soulmates
I love the silence
Now some chatter feels good
I’ve changed
I long for company
Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 4:47 AM UTC
The hurting tree writhes
See the ivy all around
Its mistakes they bind
You may not see as I do
There is life if you look close
Oct 31, 2018
Oct 31, 2018 at 12:02 AM UTC
And I want to tell
I just have to yell
That I’m blessed beyond words
Despite fighting with swords
It’s okay now don’t bail (bell)
Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 11:37 AM UTC
If I speak my mind
I unleash my inner thoughts
You must promise not to get angry
If I do not
I cease to be myself
You are content
If I speak up
I unleash the demons that whisper to our thoughts
You must learn to silent yours
If I do not
I cease to understand you
You fail to connect my mind
(now read it bottom-up/replace ‘you’ with ‘I’)
Apr 22, 2018
Apr 22, 2018 at 9:27 AM UTC
I was fire, you were ice
You said you'd never crack
I'd like to think you did
Under the flames o' mine
We thought we'd reached equilibrium
Until things got uncomfortable
Fiery as I, bitter as you
We summon blows
I am fire, you are ice
People say opposites attract
We thought the same
Yet we never saw each other again
Mar 26, 2018
Mar 26, 2018 at 5:16 AM UTC
I had high hopes you’d make a sincere lover
I had high hopes despite your dark past
I had high hopes you were determined to change
I had high hopes you understood what I meant by change
I had high hopes despite our differences
I had high hopes we could work something out
I have high hopes now I was truly biased
Mar 14, 2018
Mar 14, 2018 at 11:45 AM UTC