I can't get any sleep
So I lay in my bed and weep
I don't know why but life seems so bleak
And tiring, all these hillbilly hicks calling me a freak
You know what that's it!
You here that tick?
It's me going off
Like a bomb
So call your mom
Cause you unleashed Jacob
He may where makeup
But he'll beat your ***
Just like that
So don't **** with me
Or you'll be lynched in a tree
Bet you're pleased to meet me
But you know I'm your worst enemy!
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 9:52 AM UTC
I am on the edge,
On the very ledge.
These days, I can barely see,
And death opens its arms to me.
Life is temporary, and I watch it walk away.
“Where are you going?” I say.
“It’s time for me to leave.” The angel of life replies,
And the celestial woman opens her wings and flies.
I am so close,
More close than most.
I have said my goodbye’s,
And created a will to satisfy.
All there is to do,
Is to die, a job long overdue.
I shall use a noose,
To free me from life’s abuse.
I am so close...
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 9:48 AM UTC
They’ll check your wrists,
But not your thighs,
They’ll check your smile,
But not your eyes
They’ll avoid the truth,
Believe the lies,
Nothing to sooth,
No reason to cry,
Our smiles are bright,
Eyes are a bit dull,
Wrists are clean despite,
The blade with an emotional pull,
And we’re emotionally unstable,
But they say that’s okay,
We are all a bit of a riddle,
But that’s the only thing we can convey,
And the world will open to swallow us up,
But that’s okay, at least our habits remain,
And when their arms finally open up,
We will show them the reflection they taught us to shame,
So we paint a smile with the color of red,
From the thighs they didn’t check,
And from our eyes we bled.
And they'll only understand,
When the noose hold us by our necks,
And if they had thought twice,
Maybe our eyes they would have checked.
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 9:41 AM UTC